It's been a few weeks since our anniversary. Everything's good..but not great Justin's being secretive again.

Like the last time he was when that bitch Vanessa rubbed it in my face that they were dating or making out or anything else. I get pissed off just thinking about it.

But this time I don't think he's cheating, I think it's something more serious than that. He's leaving early in the morning and getting in after 12am every night. He thinks I'm sleeping but I never sleep till I know he's home safe, also he never lets me play on his phone or even see the screen anymore.

It's like he's trying to avoid me from seeing something on there. It's 6am and I can't sleep I've got all these thoughts running through my head. Justin normally gets up at exactly 6:09am, I watch the minutes tick by. 6:09 came and went and Justin is still sleeping like a baby...weird. I watch the most flawless muscle toned tattooed back I've ever seen in my life sleep silently and innocently.

Out of nowhere his phone rings loud and wakes him up. He grabs it, runs to the bathroom and answers it while shutting the door. Although it's muffled I can hear what he's saying.

-on the phone-
Justin: No, I'm not doing this today. Why? Because I f**king said so that's why...no. I'm spending it with my g-....I'm just not doing it. I don't care who the f**ck he is. He can learn the hard way like the rest of us.

I don't hear anything else so I guess he hung up, a few seconds later Justin comes out the bathroom. I look at him and smile pretending I've just woke up and didn't hear a thing.

Me: Good morning baby

Justin glares at his phone then looks at me and smiles.

Justin: Morning beautiful, just woke up?
Me: Uh-huh, I thought you'd be gone already?
Justin: Oh..nah I booked the day off so I can spend it with my baby girl
Me: Awh babe, wait booked the day off from where?
Justin: My..er summer job..yeah my summer job

Justin gets back in bed next to me

Me: When did you get a summer job?
Justin: Just after our anniversary...
Me: Oh..where? Why didn't you tell me?
Justin: What's with all the questions? Can't I just wanna spend the day with my girl?
Me: Sorry of course you can
Justin: How come you're awake so early?
Me: Oh I guess your phone call woke me up
Justin: Sorry baby I had to take it, it was work
Me: Oh it's fine don't worry about it

He kisses my cheek

Justin: You're the best
Me: Mhmm, so what do you wanna do today?
Justin: Maybe go the beach?
Me: Sure, whatever
Justin: What's wrong?
Me: Nothing, I'm going back to sleep.

I turn on my side facing away from him and close my eyes but I don't sleep.

Justin: Babe?...Ari?...Ariana?

I don't answer him, he sighs.

Justin: Fine then

Justin goes back to sleep and I drift off once I hear his light snores. We both wake up at 10, I get up and go to the bathroom to shower. 20 mins later I get out and dry myself with a towel and wrap it around me.

By 11 both of us were ready to go, I was downstairs making snacks for the day while Justin was still upstairs. I see a door to the closet slightly open, to be honest I didn't even know there was a closet there. I go over to it and turn on the light, there's all kinds of guns and weapons in there.

Me*to myself*: What the f**k?!

I hear Justin come down the stairs, I quickly turn the light off and shut the door an run back into the kitchen where the snacks are. Justin walks in texting on his phone, I put the stuff away in a picnic bag.

Me: Are you gonna be on that thing all day?

Justin doesn't hear me

Me: Justin!

Justin looks up at me

Justin: Hm?
Me: Are you gonna be on that thing all day?
Justin: Why?
Me: Because if you are we're not going
Justin: Fine I'll put it away MOM
Me: Excuse me?
Justin: You heard me. Stop treating me like a teenage kid. You're not my mom.
Me: Yeah I know I'm not, pitty she didn't teach you some manners before she died.
Justin: What the f**k did you say?
Me: You heard me..

I look down without saying another word and walk to the car and get in. I know that was out of line but I had to say something that would get his attention.
Justin follows a few seconds later, there was such a bad atmosphere in the car because neither of us spoke the whole journey. Which made the beach seem a lot further away than it usually does. We finally get there after what seemed like forever and find ourselves a space on the sand to put our towels and things down and get settled.

Me: Um...Babe?

Justin ignores me

Me: Babe?...Justin?...look at me, talk to me
Justin: Why? I know what you look like and I don't want to talk to you.

Justin goes on his phone

Me: Then listen...I'm sorry I said that about your mom...I was out of line. I only said it to get your attention from that stupid thing.
Justin: No, you said it because you wanted to hurt me because for some reason that I'm not aware of. I've somehow pissed you off
Me: It's not anything you've said its more..what you haven't said.
Justin: What's that supposed to mean?

I ignore him, lay back to sunbathe and put my headphones in.

Justin: Ariana? Hello? Ugh so childish

Even though I can still hear him I carry on ignoring him. A few hours later Justin gets a phone call.

Justin: Hello? Yeah..okay fine I'll do it. Okay. Be at the house in 10 minutes. Okay. Bye.

Justin takes out my headphone from my ear.

Me: What are you doing?
Justin: Cmon we're going
Me: No we're not 

I put my headphone back in but Justin takes it out again

Justin: Yes we are now pack the stuff away.
Me: No
Justin: For f**ks sake Ari why are you being so awkward? just do it
Me: Why?
Justin: Because I said so
Me: No, you don't control me
Justin: Fine. Get up an i'll do it

I ignore him, Justin gets up an starts packing the stuff away.

Justin: Up. Now.
Me: Make me
Justin: Fine

He picks me up and carries me half way to the water and puts me down.

Me: Are you f***ing serious?!
Justin: Yep.

Justin walks back to our things and folds my towel away, picks up the bag and walks to the car. I sigh and follow him in just my bikini. We get in.

Me: What's wrong with you today?
Justin: Me?
Me: No, Barack Obama. Yes you
Justin: I'm not the one with the problem, you are.

I sigh and go on my phone while Justin drives home.

Justin: Go in our bedroom an don't come out till I say.
Me: Why?
Justin: Just do it
Me: Fiine

We go inside, I go upstairs and change into a top an cute summer skirt. A few minutes later I hear Justin answer the door, I quietly open the bedroom door and sit at the top of the stairs but out of sight.

Justin: Okay, this is what Ty needs. You must not shoot it, it's designed for experienced gun handlers only, you hear me?
??: Please bro
Justin: No, Shut the f**k up and listen to me. Make sure Ty gets this you hear?
??: Okay
Justin: Where are you boys gonna be?
??: Half Peak
Justin: Okay. I'll meet you there. Now go before anyone sees you here.
??: Okay thanks man
Justin: Bye

I hear the door shut and Justin starts coming upstairs I quickly get up and run in the room, shut the door quietly and get on the bed and open a random book to pretend I'm reading.
He comes in the room 2 mins later.

Justin: Did you hear any of that?
Me: Any of what?
Justin: Good.

Justin changes into all black

Me: Why are you wearing that? It's like 100° outside
Justin: Stay out of it
Me: I was only saying jeez
Justin: I'm going out
Me: Where?
Justin: Out. Stay there and don't move till I leave the house

Justin goes downstairs and leaves a few minutes later. I go to the window and watch him drive away.

Me*to myself*: What's he up to?

I go downstairs and walk past the garage. Where Justin's cars are, yes cars. I guess his new summer job pays pretty well. I go to the safe and open it to see if any keys were in there.
Yes found some, Oo Ferrari.
I go to the garage, get in the Ferrari and start the ignition.

Me: Daamnn

I laugh and press a button in the car that says 'garage door'. The outdoor door opens, I drive out and head to Half Peak

Me: Oh my gosh this thing is powerful!

I get there 10 minutes later and park up out of sight. I can see Justin and a group of guys.

Me: What the hell is this place

I look down at my phone an hear gun shots I look up quickly and see a mini war zone of guns firing everywhere.

Me: Justin!

The car window gets smashed, I scream. A gun gets pointed at my face and I go quiet. A hand covered with a black leather glove with a black hoodie sleeve opens the door. I look at the guy but his face is covered.

Him: Make a sound and you're dead. You hear me?

I freeze

Him: YOU HEAR ME?!

I nod slowly. The guy drags me out the car and holds me against his chest with one arm around my neck the other holding a gun to my head. He walks me over to the mini war zone.

Him: HOLD YOUR FIRE! DOES ANYONE KNOW WHO THIS BELONGS TO?

My eyes start to tear up, I see Justin's head appear from behind a wall.

Justin: ARIANA!
Me: JUSTIN HELP ME
Guy: I SAID NOT A F***ING SOUND!
Justin: LET HER GO!
Guy: Nah
Justin: LET HER GO NOW
Guy: No

Justin's voice starts to break, he starts walking over to me an the guy.

Justin: Please, don't hurt her

I try and wriggle out of his grip

Guy: Stay f**king still. Oh so is it yours?
Justin: Yes SHE is mine. Just don't hurt her please

Another guy comes over

Him: Let her go man you don't need to kill her.

Tears start streaming down my face, I look at Justin and mouth 'help me'. I see Justin's tears fall and the guys grip around my neck loosens, I wriggle out of his arm and run to Justin. He hugs me tight and carries me to a safe place. We're both crying.

Justin: What are you doing here?! -cries-
Me: I'm sorry -cries-
Justin: Don't ever do this again okay!
-cries-
We break from the hug

Me: I was so scared baby -cries-
Justin: Me too, shhh you're safe now. Wait how did you get here?

We stop crying

Me: I kinda took your Ferrari..
Justin: Ari!
Me: I'm sorry I was worried about you

Justin sighs

Justin: It's okay, as long as you're safe I don't care. How did you know where I was?
Me: I over heard you an that guy..
Justin: So you lied?
Me: Yeah..I'm sorry..
Justin: It's okay I guess
Me: I love you
Justin: Promise me you'll never do something like this again
Me: I promise.
Justin: Good. I love you too.

We hug again and Justin kisses the side of my head.