Saturday.
I get woken up at 7am by my alarm, I rub my eyes and text my mom

Morning mom
Told you I would wake up this early to study. Have a good vacation

Love you
-Ari X

I put my phone down and go back to sleep for another 2 hours.

9am
I get up, shower and get dressed. Since I'm doing nothing but study all day I've put my comfy sweats on, my favorite 'nerds rule' hoodie and my hair in a messy bun.

I go downstairs and into the living, I see the top of Justin's head sticking out the cover. I put my fingers through his hair, he wakes up an looks at me.

Justin: Morning ba-...uhm..morning
Me: Morning

He rubs his eyes and looks at me with and scrunches his nose.

Justin: Yknow you really make is hard for me to think you're hot when you dress like that
Me: I'm not dressing for you to think I'm hot. I'm comfy and I'm not moving out the house all day so shh.

Justin smirks, I walk into the kitchen and sit down at the table. Justin follows me a few seconds later in just his white CK boxers and bed head hair.

Justin: Can I use your shower?

I don't look up from writing

Me: Sure it's upstairs first door on the left.
Justin: Thanks

I look up, watch him walk down the hall and smile.

5pm

Justin: I'm boreeeddd
Me: Just a few more hours
Justin: No we've been here all day, my ass is numb

I giggle

Justin checks the time on his phone and stands up quickly

Justin: I-I gotta go
Me: What? Why?

Justin: I gotta be somewhere

Me: Where?
Me: Just..out. I'll be back tonight but don't wait up

He kisses the top of my head and leaves.

Me: Oh..kay?

I finish studying at 10pm, have a snack and go to bed. I keep checking my phone but I haven't heard from Justin since he left. I put my phone down and go to sleep.

Sunday
I wake up at 9am, get up and shower and dressed into black skinny jeans and a white crop and black heels. I probably should be studying but I did so much yesterday my brains gonna explode.
I go downstairs expecting to see Justin since he wasn't upstairs but nope. I get my phone and ring him but there was no answer, I leave a message.

"Hey Justin..um I-I..call me back please"

I hang up, grab my bag and leave for Starbucks. Hey I might be a nerd but even I like Starbucks.
I get my usual caramel cream frappuchino and sit down with my 'algebra for fun' question book.

10:30pm
I'm at home watching tv, I still haven't heard or seen Justin since he left yesterday. I've been leaving him messages but I've had no response, the doorbell rings. I get up and answer it...

Me: Where have you been?!
Justin: Out
Me: For over 24 hours?
Justin: What's with the all the questions?! We're not even dating!

I try to shut the door in his face but he stops it with his hand.

Justin: Can I come in or not?
Me: No, tell me where you were!
Justin: Why?
Me: Because I've been worried. That's why.
Justin: Why do you even care where i've been?! Like I said, we're not dating!
Me: You're right, bye!

This time I do shut the door in his face, how dare he come to me an speak to me like that. Yeah I know we haven't officially said we're dating but we've physical done everything that confirms it, we kiss, we flirt, we cuddle, we've gone 'all the way'. Why has he turned into school jerk Bieber, who's he been hanging with to change him like that. I actually thought he was changing for the better, silly me eh?

10 minutes later I hear tapping on my living room window, it's still Justin now soaking wet because a storm decided to hit.

Justin*through the window*: Ariana, please let me in I'm sorry.

I go over to the window and close my drapes

Justin: Ari! Please? I'm cold.

I left him out there for another 10 minutes until it started thunder and lightening. I slowly opened my door and found him sitting on my step, shivering.

Me: C'mon

Justin looks around at me

Justin: R-re-really?
Me: Hurry up before I change my mind

Justin gets up and comes inside

Me: Take your wet clothes off, I'll get you a blanket.

Justin undresses in my hall and I go upstairs to get him a blanket, I come back down to find him in nothing but his wet boxers in front of the fire.

Me: You can't sit in them
Justin: I've got nothing else

I pass him the blanket

Me: Put that around you
Justin: Okay

He starts pulling them down and then looks at me shyly

Justin: Can you go out the room please?
Me: It's not like I haven't seen it before, more than once. But sure.

I smirk at him and walk out closing the door behind me.
A few minutes later he lets me know that he's decent and I go back in, he's sitting on the couch wrapped up like a baby in the blanket still shivering.
I sit on the other couch.

Me: You'll warm up in a minute and as soon as your clothes are dry and the rain stops you're outta here.
Justin: Wh-at wh-y?
Me: Because you've been a jerk to me

Justin pouts cutely

Me: Stop doing that
Justin: Doing what?
Me: Looking all cute and sweet so I'll forgive you.

Justin giggles

Justin: Is it w-working?
Me: I'm not gonna answer that right now..are you warming up?
Justin: A little, but I'll warm up faster if I had your body heat on me too
Me: Ha, no chance

Justin pouts again, I swear he looks like a puppy when he pulls that face. It's hard to stay mad at him.

Me: Ugh fine

I get up and come over to him, he opens the blanket for me to cuddle him. I look at his body...annndd maybe a bit further down and smile.

Justin: Ari?

I break my trance an look at him

Me: Um..yeah..what?
Justin: Are you gonna sit down or what?
Me: Oh yeah sorry

I sit next to him and put my arm over him. He puts the blanket back over us

Justin: So...can I stay tonight?
Me: No
Justin: Why?
Me: Tell me where you were
Justin: Out
Me: With?
Justin: People
Me: Who?
Justin: Does it matter?

I sit up and look at him. Yes it does actually because I've been worried sick all night and day. You could have called or text?

Justin: I didn't take my phone out with me
Me: Mhm of course you didn't. That thing is glued to your hand! You could have been dead in a ditch for all I know
Justin: Oh stop being over dramatic! You're acting like my mom and getting jealous like a girlfriend! Which you are neither of.

I glare at him, get up, go upstairs and slam my bedroom door.

Justin*to himself*: I don't care what she says I'm staying here tonight

A few minutes later Justin gets up, wrapping the blanket around his waist and comes upstairs. He gently knocks on my door

Justin: Ari..Ariana..?
Me: Leave me alone
Justin: I'm sorry
Me: Leave me alone!

Justin gently opens my door and comes in. He sits next to me on the bed.

Justin: Ari..
Me: Justin, Leave me alone
Justin: I'm sorry..
Me: No you're not because you've said to me I'm not your girl twice in one night. Do you realise how much that hurts?
Justin: It's complicated
Me: You wanna know complicated? Okay how about having to put up with a split personality from you? How about feeling special one minute and then worthless the next. I'm done Justin. You're exactly how I thought you were when we first got put together.
So just..leave me alone please..
Justin: Let me expla-
Me: Go..

Justin sighs and gets up, he walks to the door.

Justin: I'll leave as soon as my clothes are dry.

He goes back downstairs and goes on his phone.

I had fun last night babe
😘
~Jxx

-

Me too sexy, gotta have a night like
that again. I missed you. 😘
~YourBabe

-

Definitely, Awh I missed you too beautiful.
See you tomorrow
~Jx

After a few hours Justin comes up to my room fully dressed. I'm sleeping, he comes over to me, covers me with the blanket, leans down and kisses me on the head.

Justin*whispers*: I'm sorry baby..

He leans back up and leaves.

Monday
I go to school as usual, I go over to my locker and sort through my books. I hear giggling behind me, I turn around to find Vanessa all over Justin. The only difference was..Justin was allowing it and being the same with her, and he was making sure I knew about it. He keeps looking over at me making sure I was looking and then gently kissing her..on the lips. I look down, slowly close my locker and walk passed them holding my books. I go the library, I've still got 10 minutes until registration.

My phone beeps, it's a text from Vanessa with an image attached. [chapter pic]

Look who's back on bitch.
Did you really think he was into you?
😂
#Janessa
😘
-V x

Why did I believe he'd changed?

Why did I believe he cares about me

...I'm so stupid...