Justin's POV:

It's been a few weeks since Ari joined the gym, she's there now...again!
I'm not gonna lie I hate it. I don't mean to sound like a controlling fiancé but I can't help it...I have deep rooted trust issues that I can't shake. It's not that I don't trust her, I do I just don't trust other guys. I know what they're like. They'll smile at her, subtly flirt with her then before you know it she has a guy best friend and then what, I'm pushed out the picture and she's hanging with "Mr Gym Guy" instead of me.

Ari: I'm home baby

Ari coming home breaks me from my spiralling thoughts.

Me: Uh-I'm in here babe

I turn on the tv in the living room like I've been watching it the whole time she was out, she comes in looking beautiful as ever. I smile at her hiding the fact my anxiety about me losing her is eating away at me from the inside out. She sits next to me as I kiss her softly, she kisses me back.

Me: How was your workout?
Ari: Really good! I should definitely be able to fit into my dress, I have my next fitting in a few days
Me: Baby I keep telling you, you're perfect you don't need to go the gym to lose weight
Ari: I know but it's fun for me, I get to hang with the girls and stare at all the guys
Me: Hm

I look down

Ari: Aww baby you know I'm only playing, my heart and eyes and soul belongs to you and only you

Me: Mhm

I try and change the conversation since I'm not in the mood for a fight right now

Me: Hey let's go out-

Before I could finish my sentence Ari gets a text She checks it straight away

Ari: Ahh Kay has messaged the group chat, we're going out tonight it will prob be a late one we haven't had a girls night out in forever! She said she'll be picking us up in 2 hours in a cab

Me: Us? As in me and you?

I ask hopefully, not that I wanna be a tag along on a girls night out but at least I'll be able to be with Ari.

Ari: Noo is as in the rest of the girls, like she'll pick each one of us up on route

Me: Oh because I-"

Ari: I'll have to start getting ready!

She gets up and goes upstairs, I finish my sentence quietly to myself

Me:..I was going to say we should have a date night together but ohh no who gives a sh*t about what I wanna do right

I sigh, looks like another night on my own. I already told the guys what I was gonna plan with Ari so they've made their own plans with their girls. I barely see Ari nowadays I mean I'm happy she has her own friends but it's like she forgets I'm even here most of the time. I don't even feel like I have a fiancée anymore, it's like I have a roommate who I sleep in the same bed as. It's not like I get any attention at night time...we haven't done anything in over a month. She always says she's too tired or she's out with her friends, is it wrong to be missing my fiancée this much? It used to just be me and her, us against the world now I don't even feel like a priority to her anymore.

Before I know it, it's time for her to leave. She comes downstairs in a beautiful fitted red dress, I stare at her smiling falling even more in love with her.

Ari: Do I look okay baby?

All I can respond with is a nod

Me: Y-yeah you look stunning
Ari: Aww thanks babe

I go over to my fiancé and go to kiss her but she turns her cheek to me

Ari: Ah I don't want you to ruin my makeup an smudge my lipstick

I nod, peck her on the cheek and back away as her friends pull up outside in a cab

Me: Have a good night baby, I love you stay safe and call me if you need me
Ari: Thanks! Love ya

She hurries out and gets in the cab I wave from the door as they drive away thinking about what she just said...'love ya' the f**k? Who says 'love ya' in response to 'I love you' and 'stay safe'..I sigh again as I shut the front door. Now what? I need to keep myself busy otherwise I'll drown in my own anxious thoughts...'what's happening to-' "no Justin stop it" I say to myself as I try to break my own thought cycle before it starts spiralling. I need to figure out a way to bring our spark back, to bring my fiancée back. I go to the kitchen, grab a can of soda and the laptop as I head back into the living room with it and sit down. Okay let's plan a romantic date day/night for tomorrow! I open the laptop and start where everyone starts when they don't know what else to do, Google! I type in the search bar "best date day/night ideas" and write down some options that she'd love.

I narrow down my ideas and finally settle on one.

'Booking Confirmed'

Perfect, now all that's left to do is book her favourite restaurant. She's going to love this tomorrow, I just hope it works and brings us back to how we were.

A few hours have passed while I've been booking a cute date day/night for my baby. I check the time, 11pm...damn she's been out a long time. I check my phone and see no notifications, I should have heard from her by now. I hope she's okay, what if she's in trouble or what if she's dancing with some guy and has forgotten about me.

I know it's just my thoughts spiralling I've been trying to fight it all night but I'm too tired to stop myself now. I can't help it but can you blame me, for a while now I've felt like Ari an me are drifting apart. What if we are? How do I stop it? I can't lose my baby!