hey, guys! how do you do? this book reached 1k read. yeah. and i have just realized that you care about my random stuff. that made me happy, yeah. : ))

so i want to share this thing to you, because i think it is fine to tell you a little secret coming from me.

i wrote this stuff in my diary - more like in my devotion notebook (but i consider it as a diary tho.) //slap. oK. stahp, me.

i wrote it last april 14, 2016. yes, it's old but im spilling it. consider it as my token of my gratitude for staying with me. : )

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"I've been thinking lately that I am not enjoying writing. Well, I used to. Writing stories served to be my reason to gain more knowledge. It is because my writings are lousy, I tried to study more about grammars, punctuations, and etc.

I also read books to widen everything. But it does not go well. My thirst for knowledge takes me to the verge of depression. The more I discover the truth behind every truths, is the reason that I drowned the ship.

I ruined my own self. I self destruct. I made myself miserable.

But why do I still write?

That is the question that I can not answer."

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now, now. can u tell me d reason y im still writing?

please forgive me for hurting you. if i hurt you tho.