I feel bad for Leo. He probably hates himself at this point, and it's so hard to watch.

I poor two pills into my hand, and I take the water on my desk. I hand them to Leo. He takes them.

Though, I have a feeling next time it won't be so easy.

"Now get some sleep, sweetheart." I tell him. Jacie has gone back to her room, and I'm getting sleepy.

He lays down in his comforters, and I kiss his head again. I crawl back up onto my bed and pass out.

By morning, I'm the only one in the room, and the window is open.