Friday, 2:00 P.M.

Ryuk

Me:
For any one who says
Supernova is the hottest
thing in the universe
surely haven't met me.

Ryuk:
I hate to disagree with you.

Me:
Oh please you love it. It's
your favourite pastime to
disagree with me.

Ryuk:
Yeah but you sure got
some qualities.

Me:
Obviously. 😌

Ryuk:
You make me angry so
quickly.

It's remarkable.🤯

Me:
I fucking said two
sentences.

Ryuk:
And yet I am boiling
with hate.

Me:
Maybe you mean jealousy.

Ryuk:
Are you Jin's sister?

Me:
Obviously. Long lost
sister. Oh Jin oppa I miss you.
💜💜

Ryuk:
It takes you just a
second to piss me off.

Me:
Why do you hate me?
😘😘

Ryuk:
Because you suck

Me:
🎶Kiss kiss no I don't🎶

Ryuk:
Kiss kiss shut the fuck up.

Me:
I have so many stab
wounds on my fingers
Do you wanna stab my heart?

Ryuk:
WHAT THE FUCK WERE
YOU DOING?

Me:
I was trying to sew my
name on the hankey. 😂

Ryuk:
You dumb fucking asshole,
I really thought you got
fucking hurt and I was really
worried for a fucking second
but you were just fucking
sewing.

I wish the needle fucking
multiplies itself by infinity
and fucking stab you as a whole!

Me:
Six

Ryuk:
What?

Me:
You used "fucking" like six
times. It's better to avoid
redundancies bro. 😁😁

Ryuk:
I hate you so much.
So so goddam much.

Me:
It's fun to have it mutually.
Wow we share such a strong
feeling. Manifesting it.

Reminding you of hate sex ✨

Ryuk:

Me:
😂😂

So, what're you doing?

Ryuk:
eating, you?

Me:
I wish I could eat up
that comma of that
sentence.

Ryuk:

Me:
It was you who
decided to be rude.

Ryuk:
So, you decided to be
a pervert.

Wait. What's there to
decide? You already are
one. Lmao 😂

Me:

Ryuk:
My sense of humour
is higher than your
fucking common sense
asshole.

Me:

Okk jokes apart...

Ryuk:
I was always serious.

Me:
Fucking don't lie.

Ik you were enjoying
this as much as me

Ryuk:
Can't deny. I enjoy
roasting you.

Me:
Its fine to prep your meal.

✨I am Sorry✨

Ryuk:
Sorry for what?

Me:
Exceeding limits.

Ryuk:
Nah it's fine. Ik you weren't
for real anyway.

Me:
Yeah right. But it was
a bad idea because I
am laughing.

Ryuk:
How is it bad?

Me:
It's bad because I am
in the living room and
I have gained the eyes
of suspicion. Damn my
mom is scary.

Ryuk:
Can you just tell me
what she would do if
she knows what u do?

Me:
Um... Practically she doesn't
know that I do any job.

No one knows except you,
Mi Hi and Minho.

Ryuk:
Minho?

Me:
My older brother. So,
if they come to know, most
probably... They'll take
away my phone and any
sort of media.

Then they'll just force
me to stop doing the work
that they think is too l
trivial and not worth.

And then probably they'll
marry me off.

Ryuk:
What if you refuse?

Me:
I won't.

Ryuk:
What? Why?

Me:
I have no reason to.

Besides them, I have no
one. And parents always
thinks good for the child.

Ryuk:
In this case it's not right!

Me:
What can I say? Probably
the person they would
choose would be a very
rich brat.

Idk but he would treat
me right. On what basis
can I revolt?

Ryuk:
They will marry you off
even if they don't know
that you work behind
their backs!

Me:
I could care less.

I live to die.

Ryuk:
What in fucking hell girl?

we are not born to die!!
what are you talking about!!
do you think a book begins
just to finish? do you think
a song opens with a beautiful
chord just for it to end?

You don't read the book to finish it,
you read the book to eat
up the excitement and the
emotions it evokes!! To learn
and to digest and to fall in
love and be heartbroken!!

You listen to the song to dance
and dance and sing your
throat raw!!! To cry and smile
and swell with the harmonies!!

Yes, we are born with the
inevitable fate of death,
we are mortal after all, but
that is merely the finale of the
play!! The final act, the closing
of the curtains - we are not born
to take a bow and exit stage left!!
we are born to love and be
joyous and yell and move and
learn and cry and feelfeelfeel!!!

we are not born to die, silly,
we're born to live!!!

Me:
We are not born to die
and I never said that we are.

You aren't, I am not.

But the desire is something
different. Like I would never
commit suicide because I
don't have that strength.

It's like you're struck on
the eleventh floor of a burning
building.

At that point, jumping down the
building is easier for me than
burning alive in the flames.

Ryuk:
You're exaggerating.

Me:
Bro, I am living on the
grave of my existence.
I am the ghost of me. I
am already dead inside.

I feel nothing. I am like
overly sensitive but also
emotionally unavailable.

I have long lost any connection
with this loveless world.

Ryuk:
Why are you doing
this to yourself? You
have a bright future woman!

Me:
Because I am hopelessly
romantic. But the world
has lost its charm.

I think people would
get it because hopeless
romantic is not 'sugary'.

It's dark and tormented- the
furor of passion and the
disdain of searching an
idealism you may never
attain.

The world is shrewd though,
It's like finding love in
a whorehouse.

Ryuk:
There are people who
are genuine. There still
are. Even if you're finding
love in a whorehouse, what
if you find another wanderer.

Think about your future
then.

Me:
Future doesn't really exist.

Ryuk:
Don't ruin my vibes.

Me:
✨Life is not real✨

Ryuk:
🖕🖕

Me:
😂😂

Bro, like now I can't
lose you. You know too
much. I've shared my
exclusive thoughts
with you.

I'll murder you.

With hugs.

Ryuk:
That's perverted but cute.
😂😂

Me:
Cute... Did you say cute?
Cute? CUTE?

Ryuk:
Can't you read?

Me:
Guess we should make
out then 💜💜

Ryuk:
🖕

Me:
You are way too fast.
First make out.

Ryuk:

Me:
🤣🤣🤣
LMFAO.

You've got nice memes.

Ryuk:
You too.

Me:
That's the nicest thing
anyone has said to me 😭

Bye. I am gonna get killed
now.

Ryuk:
😂😂
Bye.

•••

(A/N: Writing Jee's part of emotions sometimes make drown me in it. It just feels surreal.)