Tuesday, 6:00 P.M.

Ryuk

Ryuk:
Looks like your
parents are returning
tomorrow.

Are you fine?

Me:
Yeah I am all good.
I have done all necessary
tasks.

Ryuk:
Necessary tasks?

Me:
Hiding my reports.

Transferring files in an
alternate USB.

Taking out the sim 2
of my phone.

And some other stuff...

Ryuk:
Do you do some mafia
sort of stuff that you
have to hide it till this
extent?

Me:
Haha yes.

Ryuk:
Hey come on.
Don't be that negative.

Me:
I am not negative.

It's fine like it's okay.

Ryuk:
It's not okay either

Me:
What do you want?

Ryuk:
I want you to be you.

Me:
That ain't possible sir.
We are not allowed to
be ourselves here.

Ryuk:
Dude, you are thinking
it way too much.

Me:
Maybe.

Ryuk:
What's so difficult in
being you?

Me:
For me it is. When I think
of the word 'I', there is
just hollowness. It seems
empty. I have wildly detached
myself from I.

And there's this constant
fear in me that I may lose
myself.

Ryuk:
I still insist that you
should meet a psychologist.

Me:
Haha sure. One day.

I wish I can just talk about things with someone. Like sometimes I just want to say I'm depressed and lost and want to stop existing. But I don't want them to worry about me or be sad about my feelings. I don't want them to think "oh no idk how to comfort you" or "not this again." I don't want to be a burden or "toxic person". i just want them to understand and then we can go watch the sunset and drink hot chocolate or something.

Ryuk:
This is not something
you should laugh about.

Your mental health is
imp.

Me:
Look who is caring 😏😏

Ryuk:

Me:
Sorry lmao 😂😂

Ryuk:
If you want I can get
you an appointment.

Me:
No need lil boy. I'll
manage.

Ryuk:
I know you won't.

Me:
You're right. Lmao 🤣

Ryuk:
Smh 😒

Me:
Look bro... It's just
a matter of time. And
there is certain stuff I
can do that makes
me less lonely. Like
doing my work.

I know myself.

Ryuk:
If you say so 😩

Me:
Woah you really care huh?
😏😏

Forget this. When's your
birthday?

Ryuk:
9 mar

Yoongi?

Me:
You won't be dead typing
that little 'ch' 😐

Ryuk:
When's yours?

Me:
2nd July

Ryuk:
Oh its soon.
It's may rn.

Me:
I missed yours tho 😓

Ryuk:
We didn't even knew each
other then

Me:
We don't even know
each other now.

Because of certain you!

Ryuk:
It's not like you have
disclosed much about
yourself.

Me:
You know my name.

Ryuk:
Because you don't use
your name maybe. I don't
know any Jee as in.

I use my name.

Me:
Ahh I see. What's your
favorite color?

Ryuk:
White. Why?

Yoongi?

Me:
Just like that. Just
knowing more about
you.

Ryuk:
You're acting weird

Me:
I am always weird.

Ryuk:
😑😑

Bye I gtg.

Me:
Bye

Change Ryuk to Yoongi maybe?
Yes / No