I made my friends feel terrible by accident.

I loved the school I shadowed at; I'm probably going to switch there. People do not support my descision at all.

I cried last night because everyone was mad at me.

I'm scared. I'm getting a gum grafting at the end of the school year and i don't wanna do anything with needles again. 

I cried in the car because I disappointed my mom. I told her I felt I was trying so hard and failing. She responded with "Maybe you should try harder!"

Just tell me the words I need to hear. I feel terrible and I know I deserve hurtful words because yeah. It's the way I work.