I smile and act that everything's okay

when I actually fall apart every day.

Why does my happiness only stay for a while,

yet why do I feel sad every fucking time?

Should I be happy that my sadness bloomed into something good?

Where did my happiness run to?

Yesterday was full of smiles, yet today is full of sorrow.

I was braver yesterday, but now I don't dare to face tomorrow.

I was better the other day now I have turned worse.

I thought best comes after better yet why have I turned worse?

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We reached 500+ reads already! This is the highest I've reached so far, so thank you for making this happen. Let's hope for more achievements to come. It's funny how I sound like a positive person in my author's notes compared to what I write. See you on the next page!