i can never decipher the feelings
of pain and joy you make me consume
i was never one to agree on love
but you were there when i ached and bloomed

yet i will never have you
for my love is only my imagination
i only have you in some way
but i love you in so many ways

so maybe i wasn't enough
and that's okay for me to feel
pain will always triumph love
because love can never teach me how to heal

so i thank you for sticking with me
even though it's impossible what i desire
because i want to stick with you through everything
but you're too cold to accept my fire.

Cover by NFPotterhead