it's overwhelming
the feeling of wanting to cry
the feeling of punching a wall
the feeling of "i wanna die"

but i act strong
like everything's fine
like i don't need help
like i'm normal and I shine

my legs can't take it
i wanna fall
i wanna sleep
i don't want to stand tall

something's missing
the positive side
the part where I woke up
and didn't want to die.