20: Peter Pan and Lost Girl
Jeongguk's Messages
Chungha:
Dad
Chungha:
I know it's late but..... I really need you
Chungha:
I fucked up
Chungha:
I'm shaking really bad daddy
Chungha:
Please answer me
Chungha:
Fuck your phone is dead
Chungha:
Dad please
Chungha:
Help me
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Yeosang's Messages
Chungha:
Yeosang
Chungha:
Are you awake?
Chungha:
If you are can you please pick me up
Chungha:
Dad isn't answering me and I'm panicking so bad
Chungha:
I know it's really late but please
Chungha:
Answer me Yeosang!
Chungha:
I can't drive I really can't
Chungha:
I'm so alone
Chungha:
Please help me
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Emergancy Only
Chungha:
Taehyung
Chungha:
Jimin
Chungha:
Are you awake?
Chungha:
My dad told me to reach you two in case of an emergency
Chungha:
Please tell me you're awake
Chungha:
You're always awake around this time Jimin, come on!
Chungha:
Anyone please
Chungha:
Look I'll even send my current location
Chungha:
*sends location*
Chungha:
Please come get me when you get this message
Chungha:
I'm so scared
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Lisa's Messages
Chungha:
Auntie
Chungha:
I know it's late but can you please pick me up
Chungha:
I just really need someone
Chungha:
No one is answering me and I just can't be alone rn
Chungha:
It hurts
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Blue & Grey - BTS
The more time passes that her notifications remain empty of messages, the more her heart ached to this loneliness in her soul. Not knowing who else to contact anymore, Chungha just hopes anyone would answer as she clutches the phone to her chest with face scrunching up in agony.
Letting out pitiful choked sobs from her parted lips.
It hurts.
Her legs, her back, everything hurts.
Especially..... Her private area.
It was worse when she started bleeding once it was over, and how it never stopped. Flooding with nothing but anxiety to the pain and the realization to what she did-
It still hurts, but not as much as it is emotionally right now.
Fuck, she doesn't want to be alone right now!
"For fuck sakes!" Chungha curses between her sobs, still seeing no replies from everyone she sent a message to, squeezing her eyes shut as she sits on the stairs to the entrance of the hotel. She's leaning back against some random statue because it hurt too much to stand, to hesitant to even call for an Uber because she doesn't trust them.
She knows for a fact that if she got on her bike she would crash, she's shaking in panic so feverishly that it ached.
"Y-You promised to protect me," Chungha chokes in her hiccups to the air, "W-Where are you? Where are you dad?"
The hysteria is growing so uncontrollable that Chungha began to even feel cold despite how hot the air is, only left to hug her fragile body to push it away.
Singing quietly to herself a familiar lullaby Jeongguk use to sing to her and Yeosang before going to sleep.
"In the fascinating memory, even if I dance alone the rain still pours. When this fog is lifted I'll run with my feet wet," Chungha whimpers to herself, swaying slightly side to side in hopes it eases at comfort.
If anything it made her feel even more alone.
So she rests her face against her knees, weeping quietly in hopes someone finally answers the phone.
Unfortunately that never happened.
"Hey..... You alright?"
Chungha gently moves her gaze up, almost immediately getting to her feet with a fierce glare when she sees Woosung standing there with a sincere look in his eyes. However she only gets into a fighting stance but suddenly yelps to the pain on her lower spine, leaning her back against the statue while holding back her tears.
"Leave me alone! Don't come anywhere near me!"
Instantly Woosung raises his hands up in surrender, showing that he has no intention on getting near her. Her poor body is trembling so badly yet her gaze is so strong with spite, no matter how weak she appears to be.
"Relax, I'm not going to hurt you," Woosung says quietly, taking a step back before shoving his hands in his pocket and nervously looks around, "Just came out to get some air."
Chungha's glare remains firm, keeping herself upright with the statue's help but she knows her legs are bound to give out eventually.
"Then go breathe somewhere else," She huffs back, wincing a little when she slowly moves to sit back on the steps, "I don't trust you."
This made Woosung snort a little, looking anywhere but at her, "Yeah I get that a lot," He murmurs to himself, nervously rubbing his hair with his hand, "I mean the feeling is a little mutual since I don't know if you're going to kill me at any moment so..... Yeah we're both a little cautious."
This made Chungha roll her eyes, hugging her knees to her chest, "My dad doesn't trust you so I don't either."
"Don't really expect anything different," Woosung chuckles lightly, kicking a pebble to the side walk, "You know it's like three in the morning..... Streets these days is a little dangerous."
Now Chungha laughs drily to herself, shaking her head, "I'm still asking myself why are you still even here?"
This time Woosung shrugs, "Habit I guess being outside. Like looking at the stars and stuff. Reminds me of someone who had this galaxies in their eyes once before."
"Here we go," Chungha murmurs boredly, placing a cheek to her palm, "Story time of how you're not an asshole?"
"Oh no I am an asshole," Woosung states, looking up at the sky now with a delicate smile as the stars glimmers beautifully, "Just being honest. You know when I met this person for the first time, we were kids, and I looked into his eyes and the first thing that I said was literally stars. Ha, I'm such a dumbass."
Slowly Chungha flickers her eyes to the male dressed in all black, wearing a very melancholy smile and nostalgia flickering his eyes as though the memories is flashing before the sky.
And for that moment...... He looked almost vulnerable.
No, Chungha didn't want to feel empathy for the man, but she was a little less on edge.
Emotions like he's showing is definitely not something that can be easily displayed unless they feel it.
The thought made the girl shake her head, focusing back to the ground with a heavy sigh, "You're right, you are a dumbass."
Now Woosung laughs, nodding a little in amusement, "I guess I am," And he suddenly sits down on the steps, keeping a good distance away from Chungha, "Have you ever looked back to a memory in your life that you wish you could go back to? Maybe change minor details or what not?"
This made Chungha remember back to what just happened a few moments ago in that hotel room, forcing that regret to weigh heavy in her chest to the need of wanting to cry all over again.
Instead she just slowly nods, fighting back the way her lips wobbled, "Yeah, currently going through that."
Woosung glances at her from the corner of his eye, twitching a frown to the way the girl once again goes back to that vulnerability that he just saw moments ago.
So divert the attention away from her, he clears his throat and looks back to the sky, "I fucked up many times in my life too, even as my age I still fuck up," He admits quietly, "I think the biggest regret I have is not being honest to someone that..... I pushed away from my life a long time ago..... It's been a while yet I still know I can't fix that friendship anymore, and that's for the best."
Chungha sniffles quietly, seeing how Woosung's facial expression drop more as though he's deep into thought.
Well, that sucks.
So with a deep exhale, Chungha just hugs her fragile body, "I.... I lost my virginity tonight," She shutters quietly, almost in a small squeak, "C-Can't beat that can you?"
"Was it consensual?"
This made Chungha's lips quiver even more, closing her eyes before she nods, "I-It was but I began t-to regret to while it happened and..... H-He hurt me..... H-He said that if I didn't lose it now it would hurt later on and..... I feel so alone."
She tried to be strong, she really did but couldn't stop her sobs from escaping her lips once again. Once again that weakness is pouring into her soul, drowning in this guilt and pain that feels almost unbearable to reach the surface.
Stupid, so stupid.
And now she's so scared and..... Fuck, she doesn't know what to do anymore.
Woosung just stares at her with that comforting distance, knowing that maybe going for physical contact won't help her since they still don't trust each other.
So an idea suddenly struck him and he turns to look at her, "I know we just met and you don't really like me," Chungha wipes her tears away as she looks at him, "But.... Your fighting skills is pretty badass, so if anything he should be scared that you might hunt his ass after this."
Now that did work in making Chungha tug a small smile, body still trembling but that's definitely a good sign.
And if she's anything similar to Jeongguk, then Woosung knows how to help her.
So then gently Woosung began to snap to a rhythm in his head, swaying side to side with eyes closed and a small smile, "There's this song I always wanted to sing for the kid I talked to you about, but I've always been too shy to sing it," And he spares a glance to Chungha, "You're about to be my first audience."
Chungha was a little thrown off by this.... Kindness from him, but regardless she only leans her back against the statue to watch him better as Woosung gets lost to the rhythm in his head with every snap.
And he smiles.
"Ain't never felt this way, can't get enough to stay with me, yeah," His soft singing voice is so playful that it just made the small girl twitch a wider smile, "It's not like we got big plans. Let's drive around town, holding hands."
The way his sings is so delicate and playful, something so close to as though he's trying to cheer the soul with these flirty lyrics.
The more Chungha listened, the more her smile widens and the less her heart ached. It's almost as though Woosung made her get hopeful that he finds this person again so he can sing this song, and maybe they can rekindle that friendship that he cherishes.
Because clearly for Woosung, that kid still means the world to him.
As his voice strings with the wind, Chungha's body felt more relaxed and even sleepy as she leans her head against the statue. The exhaustion is hitting her for sure and with Woosung singing in the background was almost like a soothing lullaby to her nightmares.
"Oh my heart hurt so good, I love you babe, so bad. Alright, my heart hurt so good, I love you babe, so bad. So bad."
That was the last thing Chungha heard before she fell completely unconscious, with her heart smiling to the peaceful melody.
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Woosung's Messages
Woosung:
Hey I'm with Chungha rn
Woosung:
She's asleep on the steps of the hotel and idk what to do
Woosung:
You said Yeosang wasn't home?
Ten:
No, friends house
Woosung:
Jeongguk's bike is still here so he's somewhere in the hotel
Woosung:
He hasn't been answering her though and would most likely kill me if he sees me with her
Ten:
Hm
Ten:
Okay this is a little risky but..... Take her to
V's house
Woosung:
What?
Woosung:
Um death wish?😀
Ten:
Lisa is a no go, trust me her boyfriend is shit😒
Ten:
Remember how Chungha use to be close to V when she was a kid?
Ten:
I know they're probably still close
Ten:
Besides, they all will take care of her when she wakes up
Woosung:
Yeah after beating me up😀😀😀
Ten:
Tell only V
Ten:
You two were really close back then and I know for a fact she doesn't think you're full of shit
Ten:
Come on, you can't leave Chungha there either way
Woosung:
Hm
Woosung:
Alright I'll take her to the Kims
Woosung:
If I die
Woosung:
I'll blame you🙂
Ten:
Blah blah 😒
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V's Messages
Woosung:
Hi
Woosung:
This is a little unexpected, I know, but.... You're the only one that I hope won't think I'm shit
V:
You're lucky I just woke up to get water😑
V:
Woosung it's three in the morning
V:
What do you want?
Woosung:
I found Chungha at the steps of the hotel
Woosung:
She was a mess and thankfully now is asleep
Woosung:
No one was answering
V:
Shit I just got her messages
V:
Wait..... You didn't do anything.... Right?
Woosung:
No!
Woosung:
You know I would never
V:
Why are you reaching out to me? She has her dad
Woosung:
Because you're the only one who believes in me
Woosung:
If it's anyone else they would think I did something to her
Woosung:
Look that's not the point, I'm bringing her to your place
Woosung:
Please just take care of her
V:
Yeah yeah bring her
V:
Shit dude..... You know if anyone found out that you were even near her, you're dead
Woosung:
Yeah that's why I'm talking to you
Woosung:
I'm almost near by
Woosung:
Look she's so sensitive and emotional, she's going to need so much support when she wakes up
Woosung:
And don't pressure her to speak
V:
Hm..... You still care about her huh?
Woosung:
Of course I do
Woosung:
She was like my daughter too
Woosung:
I helped Jeongguk raise her and Yeosang for four years, before it went to shit mid senior year
V:
..... I'm going to believe that with that whole case...... It wasn't intentional was it? The whole reporting and..... You didn't mean to right?
Woosung:
It's better if you believe it was intentional
Woosung:
Alright I'm outside, is everyone sleeping?
V:
Yeah, I'm going down stairs right now
Woosung:
Take care of her
V:
You already said that, I will calm down
Woosung:
Thank you
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A/N:
Not Vminkook focus but we gotta know what's up with the other characters too.
Seems like a lot will happen next chapter....
We'll see, maybe not.....
I PURPLE YOU! <333
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