Jias face was covered in Jongdae's pullover, she was sobbing quietly.

"I don't know what to do..."

Jongdaes arms tightened around her, he held her safely in his arms.

It didn't feel right.

She should be here with her husband, the father of her child, Xiumin.

Was it right to hold your best friends wife like that?

He knew he could never replace him, but also he really didn't want to let her alone with her child. They were a family right?

No, Xiumin was her family.

"I'm sorry that I'm here..."

Why was he apologizing? Jia looked up confused. She didn't know what to do if he wasn't there.

"...and not Xiumin."

Jia shook her head slightly, wiping the tears on her cheeks away. Bravely she smiled at him.

"Chen... You are the best thing that could have happened to me. You saved my and Bo's life, you were always there when I needed you. I can't thank you enough."

In surprise Jongdae watched her smiling and he took her petite hand into his.

"I will stay by your side."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

What would Xiumin say?

As if she had read his mind she whispered: "Xiumin would be proud of you."

Probably she was right. Xiumin loved Jia so much, that he would want Jongdae to take care of her and their child. They were a family...

"Chen there is something missing in my heart."

Carefully she placed his hands on her heart. It was beating weakly.

"I feel that I lost a piece of my heart."

"I'll bring him back to you."

"Don't make promises you can't keep."

"How can you say that? Never stop hoping!"

"Xiumin is dead. I feel it."

The tears dropped down at his hand, and he embraced her softly. Please don't cry, he thought.

"I can never replace him. But I'll be here."

She started sobbing desperately in his arms and he felt his heart breaking into thousand pieces.

"I miss him so much."

He had been a wonderful person indeed. Jongdae missed him too. They used to be best friends.

"I know."

When his mother died, he felt awful, but he couldn't imagine how much pain Jia had to go through.

He was so young. They were so happy.

So much of a beautiful future, and it just disappeared over night.

Everything.

"You and Bo are the reason, why I'm still live. I want you both to come home."

"We won't leave you!"

Her shaking head on his chest felt so desperate, which was another approval for him, that he wouldn't leave her.

When she let go of his hold, he took the blanket on her bed and covered her into it.

"Lay down and sleep... I won't leave. Neither you, nor your child."

"You should look for Bo... He had been alone for so long."

"He has Baekhyun, don't worry, he is as strong as you."

But she didn't hear his words anymore, her eyes had closed and she was sleeping.

Caressing the hand, he still held in his, he glanced at her full with admiration.

She was so strong.

The door to the room swung open, and Jongdae saw Baekhyun rushing in, panicking.

He stopped in front of Jias bed an tried to recover from his fast breath, that rendered speaking impossible for him.

"Bo..."

Jia startled up from her bed, and Jongdae got up to hold Baekhyun, who was stumbling around nervously.

"...he collapsed"

Jia jumped up, not minding the stinging pain in her arm and head.

"Where is he?"

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