"She has a mental disorder. She has an obsession to people she loves."

"But, she looks okay.."

"She takes medicine, hyung. She got sick after our grandmother died. Mijin loves her too much. During elementary school, she had a bestfriend which is a boy. But, she is too possessive to him.

They were friends until they turned 14."

"What happened?"

"He commited suicide."

Youngdoo shocks.

"But, why?"

"Mijin... killed his girlfriend."

Youngdoo grabs his blazzer and runs away from Boys24 studio.

-

"Help!"

Inha holds Mijin's wrist and cries. She will die if Mijin let go of her wrist.

"Just die!" Mijin yells angrily.

Youngdoo and Louoon kick the door and see the scene. They run to them. Youngdoo pulls Inha as Louoon pushes Mijin. Inha is safe but she fainted. Mijin's hands tremble.

Mijin runs away from them. Louoon chase her but Mijin slips at the stair and fell.

-

Youngdoo spaces out.

"Youngdoo, are you okay?" Inha who is in her patient gown and sitting on the hospital bed, asks him.

Youngdoo gets back to reality and nods. "Yeah, I'm okay." He assures Inha.

-

(A week after)

"Youngdoo." Yeontae calls.

"Hmm?"

"Shouldn't you at least visit Mijin? She is in comma for a week now."

"Why would I? She almost kill Inha." Youngdoo bluntly said. Yeontae looks at Louoon who just flinched.

"I don't know why you did this, Youngdoo. But, I thought you like her."

"Why are you saying that?"

"You look the happiest when you with her."

Youngdoo stuns.

"Of course, you have Inha and you dated many girls after that but Mijin is different. You never date her and you acted like her brother but the way you look at Mijin and how you smile.. I never see any sides of you like the way you did with her."

"I don't understand what you are saying. I don't like her."

"Whatever." Yeontae leaves the room.

-

(A month after, 3 days before the big showcase)

"Where is Louoon?" Youngdoo asks.

"He prepares something." Inho answers.

"Why? Is he going somewhere?"

"Not him. It's Mijin."

Youngdoo flinches. Mijin woke up a week ago. But, he didn't know anything about her.

"Her parents will send her to America."

-

Youngdoo looks at his laptop screen. Most of the pictures are Mijin's. They took pictures the most.

Then, he looks at his book shelf. There are presents that Mijin gave him. Most of the stuffs in his room are Mijin's and were given by Mijin.

He buries his face on his palms.

"I love you, oppa."

"You may see me as your sister but I am not. You will always be a man in my eyes. And one day, I will make you see me as a woman."

"I know what you like. You can't lie to me."

"You are the best dancer here. Yonghyun who? I only know Yoo Youngdoo."

"MiDoo is a really great name. I wonder when will Yoo Midoo exist?"

"I can go to anywhere. As long as I have you, I am fine."

Youngdoo sighs. He gets his motorbike key and rushes to the airport.

-

"Lee Mijin!" Youngdoo runs while yelling her name. He doesn't care of the people that are watching him.

He stops to see the board.

"Hyung." Someone touches his shoulder. Youngdoo turns to back and see Louoon.

"Louoon-ah! Where is Mijin?"

"She left already."

-

"You came to see her...?"

Youngdoo remains silent as he buries his face on his palms.

"I want to see her.. maybe for the last time."

".....

Even if you meet her,

She would not recognize you."

Youngdoo looks at Louoon.

"Mijin lost her memories.

I am glad. She forgets all the pain she went through. She can recover now. In a better way." Louoon smiles as his tears stream down his cheeks.

"I am a really bad cousin. I can't take care of her well."

-

(D-Day, Boys24 competing in the big Mnet Showcase)

(Youngdoo's POV)

It's our turn to present our vocal performance.

The Music Course kids are watching too.

We got busted yesterday.

The music starts.

We chose 'I Will Go To You Like The First Snow' by Ailee.

"Before I let go of you, I didn't know.

That the world I am in is this lonely.

Pretty flowers bloomed and withered here.

The season of you will never come again.

It was just one blessing.

After that short encounter,

You cried like the rain.

I won't ever forget.

Watching over you, my heart fluttered.

All of those moments that you gave to me.

Some day, we will meet again.

It will be the happiest day.

I will go to you like the first snow."

"Mijin.. after all the time, I finally realized that I like you.

I'm not sure about my feelings and being a complete loser.

I tried kissing Inha that day because I want to confirm my feelings.

Of course, my heart skipped a beat but I realized that I only miss her existence.

I realized that I don't need her anymore.

You are being with me, stay beside me for years and I treated you like a jerk.

I don't sure about my feelings and I lied to myself.

I need you.

I really want to hold you back.

I miss you.

I want to meet you again."

I fell on the floor as my knees are suddenly weak. I don't know I am crying until I see my tears fall on the floor.

"Mijin..." I cry.

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A/N: I think this is the cruelest special chapter ever. I'm so sorry, Mijin unnie for torturing you ><