so i've been gone for a while
well, really i've been off-and-on gone
for a few reasons;

1: college
college is a pain in the ARSE, as much as i enjoy it, sometimes i genuinely question my sanity. i used to ENJOY writing. but now, it feels like every day im doing an essay, a research paper, or writing a peer review.
because of all this work, writing for fun has almost felt like a chore because i've spent so much of my energy putting my work into topics i don't necessarily enjoy.
but with that being said, this semester my classes (thank goodness) are less focused on writing and more focused on in-class input, therefore i've been regaining my interest and passion for writing over the past two-ish months.

2: relationships
since my last update, i was in a very toxic relationship with a man (my first mistake) in which a lot of my confidence was watered down by his ego.
thankfully, i got myself out of that situation, and that's the only bit of information id like to speak on about that.

both of these things gravely impacted my interest and desire to write, but now that i'm in a better place mentally i'm very happy to be back. as much as i didn't want to take a break for the long period that i did, i would've rather had my break then continue writing whenever i'd lost interest and have that be reflected in my work.

WITH ALL OF THIS BEING SAID,
i am looking for new creative ideas to write about. it dosen't nessecarily need to be fanfiction, but ANY ideas that you guys have an interest in me writing about, please do let me know.

with love,
everssance