Chapter 49

Taylor's POV

I tucked myself in turmed off my night light. As i was about to go in a deep slumber , my phone buzzed. I grianed and looked at my phone , it was a message from Harry , a smile found it's way on my lips , i read the message and it said "I'm outside your house, open the door." I chuckled amd got up from the bed. I rubbed my eyes and wore my night robe and made my hair into a messy bun and rushed to the door , as i opened the door i saw Harry soaking wet. My eyes widened , i looked around Harry and saw rain pouring down. I chuckled and moved aside so that Harry could come in. Harry rushed inside and ploped down on the couch , "Hey ! That's my couch , it'll get wet !" I said and chuckled , Harry pouted and i sat next to him "so now your husband can't even sit on his wife's couch huh ?" He said , as he said husband , sadness found it's way in my eyes , knowing the fact that he's married to someone else and have a 13 year old daughter made me shiver . I stood up from the couch and headed to the kitchen , Harry followed me behind , he knew that something is going on my mind. I went towards the fridge and took out a cartidge of milk and water bottle. "Coffee or tea ?" I asked him ignoring his eyes. "Coffee please." Ge said and sat on the chair. "Taylor did i say something wrong ?" Harry asked me in confusion. "uh nothing" i lied , again. "Don't lie" Harry said , Harry always get's it . I handed him one coffee cup and took one for myself , i sat next to him but still not looking at him. "Tay" Harry said , whenever he says Tay , it just makes my knees go weeker. I sighed , "Harry after you have coffe , you should leave." I said and now i think that was a big mistake , i should have not say that. Harry angrily kept the cup on the table and got up, i kept my cup too and got up , i grabbed his arm . "Sorry i-" before i could complete Harry yelled at me. "You know what Taylor ? Everytime i think things are better , we can start it over , you push me away , like you did when you became a murderer and killed Calvin , oh yes Taylor you were a murderer and i don't know if i also cheat on you which in your opinion i already did  , i'm scared that you might kill me too." Harry yelled at me , the words that he said , broke my heart , tears streamed down my face , it's like i've jot got shot straight into my heart from a knife. "Har-rry you're right , but you know what ? This time , you proved me you don't love me." I forced these words escape my mouth , and i think it's true , maybe he don't love me anymore , maybe he loves Kendall and maybe he is happy with the little family he has. "I'm sure Kendall gives you everything i didn't , and the biggest thing she gave you is-is Karlie." I said and started crying more. "Taylor she's n-" before Harry could say anything , his phone rang , he ignored it , "Harry answer it , it must be Kendall" i said and again i know this would have irritated him. Harry answered the call and rushed to the door , he opened the door and without even saying goodbye he left , not caring about me , not caring about how much i'm crying and not caring about how much i love him , he left.

Maybe he really doesn't love me , maybe the 'i love you' he said to me , he didn't even mean it. I-i think , we can't do it over again.

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Heey i updated , i hope you guys liked it !
Don't forget to read :
1: Clean
2: Afraid

~CK