(Without me - Halsey,  slowed ver.)

(Theme song)
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Nala: Good morning mommy!!!!
Your seven year-old daughter beamed a smile at you as you greeted her back with a smile.
Nala: Where's dad?
She asked as she sat on dinning table while you were arranging the plates on the table.
You: He might be getting ready for office.
You said while doing your job as she nodded and waited for you to serve her breakfast.

Soon after you heard footsteps coming from the stairs as you saw your husband coming down while buttoning his shirt with his office bag in his hand. As soon as his eyes fell on you, he smiled at you sweetly. He came towards you as he quickly gave you peck on your lips.
Kai: So...what's the breakfast today?
He asked joyfully while settling down on his chair.
Nala: Good morning dad.
She said with a small smile as he reciprocated it and greeted her back.

After a while everyone finished having their breakfasts when Kai asked Y/n to help him with his Tie. She happily helped him as he gave her a goodbye kiss before going out with his daughter for doing the rest of their routine for the day.

You sighed as you sat on the couch, resting your head on the back support. You didn't know why but you were getting very tired nowadays.
Maybe because I haven't taken a break in a while- You thought.
Getting up from the couch you shrugged off your thoughts and got back to doing your daily house chores.

You hated this life. You were never like this actually. But after having a baby, your life has completely changed. You had to leave your job because of that one person. And after that you never actually got the chance to find another.
Everytime you think about your past, it haunts you. Your old scars seems to give you the same pain again and again. The pain of betrayal.

You were looking outside the window while having your coffee. It was already evening. Your eyes unconsciously went towards the big old scar on your left arm. You sighed as flashback hits you.

*Flashback*

You: I-I'm sorry-ARRGGHHHHH!!!
Your husband hit you with his leather belt as you accidentally spilled his tea on his shirt.
??: YOU CARELESS BITCHH!!! YOU RUINED MY FAVOURITE SHIRT!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND??!! FUCKING USELESS PIECE OF SHITT!!!!
He growled while mercilessly hitting you with his belt as you screamed out of pain everytime the belt touched your body.

??: Why did I even marry a fool like you??
He said as he threw the belt feeling satisfied. He went out of the room and locked the door as you layed on the floor curled up like a ball. Tears fell from your eyes like a stream as you sobbed silently.

What did I do to deserve this? Was he never in love with me?- you thought as you weeped.

After a while, you were sitting on the floor while learning your head on the edge of the bed as you held your knees to your chest tightly. Suddenly you heard the door open as you saw your husband entering with a first-aid box in his hand. As he walked towards you, you scooted back out of fear. He stopped on his tracks, seeing you so scared. Scared of him.

He sighed as he slowly came towards you and crouched down infront of you. You watched his each and every action as you were still trembling. He suddenly held your hand as you flinched badly wanting to take back your hand as he looked at you.
??: Let me treat this.
He said with the softest voice as you lostly stared at his eyes letting him do whatever he wants. You were never able to understand him.

He took out some antiseptic and cotton as he saw the wound. It was a long cut caused by the metal part of his belt. He felt guilty for treating you this way. He softly cleaned the dried blood as your eyes glistened with tears as you stared at him treating your wound.
??: I'm sorry.
He apologized out of nowhere as his eyes were still focused on your wound. You looked at him blankly as this was nothing new for you.

Him torturing you mercilessly like a beast and then again treating your wounds like you're something very precious to him that he'll never want to lose.

??: Done.
He said as you came out of your thoughts and looked at your arm which was now bandaged.
He looked at your face which was full of old bruises that he had given you whenever he was frustrated because of something which had nothing to do with you. His eyes were soft as he pulled you in a hug. He held you so softly as if you were some delicate flower which could break even with a slightest touch.

??: You know I love you, right?
He asked with visible guilt in his voice but that wasn't enough for you to say yes.
At this point, you didn't even know whether he loved you or not. His tortures said he doesn't but his care speaks the opposite.
??: I'm sorry for t-treating you this way. I-I'm just a little stressed you know.....
Silence filled the cold room as he sighed getting no response from you.

He moved back as he caressed your cheeks removing the loose hair strands from your face. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on your forehead as you closed your eyes feeling his gentle touch which was somehow relieving your pain.
??: I love you. More than anything.
He said those words with so sincerity that you almost forgot about the inhuman treatment he gave you a while ago

??: I have made the dinner. Freshen up and come down.
He said with a smile as you just stared at his figure going out of the room. Why was he so hard to understand?

*Back to present*

You opened your eyes as you recalled those memories. Painfully beautiful memories. Tears didn't fall from your eyes cause why would they? Those were your past but now it's all about your new life. You're happier now. Kai, who has been with you since day one. As a bestfriend and now as a husband. He has healed all your scars with his love. And your daughter, she has been your strength throughout. What more do you need?

You sighed as you glanced at the clock, it was 9 pm already. Time passes so quickly. You wondered why your daughter and husband were still not home then you realised that your daughter was going to have a slumber party today at her bestfriend's house after school and your husband will stay at office since he has some pending work.

You sighed again realising that you were going to be all alone today. You shrugged off your thoughts as you went to have some light dinner cause you weren't much hungry.

*Time skip*

It was past 11 and you were doing the dishes. You closed the tap as you arranged the last dish on the rack. You opened your apron and hung it on the hook on the wall. You were about to switch off the lights and go to your bedroom when the door bell rang. You frowned as no one was supposed to come at this hour. You were somewhere scared that it might be some creep so you picked up the pocket knife kept on the top of the shoe cabinet for safety purposes. You looked through the eye hole as you saw a a man in all black standing outside while holding on to the wall to support his body. His face wasn't clearly visible.

You held on to the knife tightly as you opened the door slowly. He was turning the other way as you looked at him carefully. He was drunk. A strong smell of alcohol hit your nose as you asked.
You: W-Who are you?
He turned towards you as you were left with shock. You froze at your spot as the man smiled at you while struggling to stand straight because of the intoxicant he had taken.

??: Howwww are you......love?
You: J-Jungkook....
You were beyond shocked seeing him in this state, at this hour, infront of your house. You widened your eyes as he was about to fall but you held him. Your faces were dangerously close as you could feel his hot alcoholic breath.
You: Y-You're so drunk. C-Come inside.
You said as you moved your face and took him inside closing the door afterwards. You sole intention was to help him.

You brought him to the couch and made him sit on it. His eyes were half closed. You looked at those orbs which once used to mesmerize you.
Jungkook: Where's Nalaa? My d..daughter...
He asked while looking at you as you gulped and answered.
You: S-She's at her friend's house.
You had to tell the truth after all he is her biological father.
Jungkook: A-And I...heard you'reee married.
He said while standing up and walking towards you.
Jungkook: I-Is that truee?
He asked still walking towards you as you stepped back and soon your back hit the wall indicating there's no other escape.

He leaned forward as he locked you between his arms. You looked up at his eyes which showed nothing but pain. You looked away immediately as another second of staring at them could melt you.

After all that torture, he still has the audacity to come close to me- you thought as you looked at him with a cold face.
You: Move back.
You said sternly but his piercing gaze was somehow still making you weak.

You: I-I said move back.
You said again but this time he leaned closer than before as your breath hitched because of the one centimetre gap between both of your lips.
He was so close but still you didn't push him. Cause that was his effect on you. He made you feel so weak that you didn't even realise you could just push him and he would fall back cause he was too drunk to balance himself.

Jungkook: I don't think your husband can make you so weak. Right?
He asked with a smirk as you breathed heavily trying to gather all the courage to push him back.
Jungkook: You can't resist me, can y-
Before he could finish he felt a harsh push as he stumbled back but unfortunately he balanced himself.

You were about to run away but he held you wrist, pulled you back and pinned you on the wall. Your eyes were wet by now as you tried you best to come out of his grip.
Jungkook: Five years....Five years without weren't easy at all. But how will you know...*he chuckled bitterly* You were happy with your new husband all this time while....I..I was SUFFERING!!!
He spoke the last word loudly trying to emphasize his sufferings.
He pressed his body on yours as he spoke
Jungkook: Didn't you miss me even a little? Huh?
You: You tortured m-me.
You whispered but he heard it.

You widened your eyes as you felt his lips on yours. He moved his lips on yours so gently. You couldn't process what was happening but soon you realised what he was doing. You tried to push him but then not getting your response he turned wild. He kissed you hungrily as you struggled to breathe. You tapped hit his chest but nothing was stopping him. He went crazy. Crazy for you.

Finally you applied all your force and pushed him away.
You: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING??!! ARE YOU-
Jungkook: This is my love for you Y/n.
You looked at him in disbelief.
Jungkook: I-I'm regretting everything I did to you...Come back to me please. I beg.
He fell on his knees as he pleaded you like a child does for a toy.

You shook your head as you said
You: I'm going to call the police.
You went towards the landline kept on your tea table. You were about to pick it up but you felt a sharp pain on your head. Soon everything went black and you fell on the ground.

*Time skip*

You fluttered your eyes as you opened them slowly. You looked around and realised this was your bedroom. You tried to sit up but your noticed your hands and legs were tied to the bed. You were trying to free yourself when you saw Jungkook coming from the bathroom. Half naked.

You widened your eyes as you were scared to death. No no no...This can't be happening- you thought as you looked for something to use to free yourself when he said.
Jungkook: Why are you so nervous hun? We have done this before. Remember? Our first night? You handcuffed me just like this.
You shook you head as tears were accumulating in the corner of your eyes.

Jungkook: So, it's my turn now right?
He asked as he climbed on the bed and sat between your already spreaded legs.
You: N-No no please I beg you...Don't do this...
Jungkook: Don't be scared. I'll be gentle.
He said as he slowly started undressing me making me go numb.

Was I going to be raped by my own ex-husband?- you thought as you said.
You: P-Please.... I-I'm married...Leave me...
You said but you didn't know that saying this was your biggest mistake.

It triggered him. He looked at you with rage as he tore your top in a second making you gasp as you continuously begged him while crying hysterically.

And then the rest of the night went like no one had ever imagined. Atleast y/n had never imagined something to happen like this. She was completely broken from inside. This was too much for her to take in. She was abused, tortured and now raped by her first love.

*Time skip*

It was 7 in the morning, Jungkook fluttered his eyes open because of the sunrays hitting his face. He rubbed his eyes as he felt soft breeze hitting his body. He looked down as he saw he was naked. He frowned as he looked around. The place was unfamiliar. He turned beside him and that's when his whole world crashed infront of me. He slowly sat up eyes still fixed on that person. There layes Y/n with eyes wide open, with dark circles under them, all numb and naked.
He gulped as he scooted closer to her and shook her lightly.

Jungkook: Y/n? Y-Y/n?
He lightly slapped her cheeks but there was no response from her. She looked lifeless. Jungkook panicked as he shook her aggressively.
Jungkook: Y/n????!!! Y/n wake up!!! What happened??! Y/n??!!!

He checked her pulse, she was alive but why wasn't she responding?
He quickly got up and wore his clothes. He dressed her as he took her to a hospital.

*Time skip*

Jungkook was impatiently walking back and forth waiting for the doctor to come out of the patient ward. He wiped off his tears. He wanted to kill himself for doing this to you. He noticed the doctor coming out of the room as he walked towards him.
Jungkook: D-Doctor how's she?
Doctor: She is raped. This case will be handed to the police. Are you her husband or relative?
He paused for a while as he replied
Jungkook: I-I'm her f-friend. I-Is she okay?
The doctor sighed as he kept his hand on his shoulder and said
Doctor: She isn't responding. Maybe because of the trauma of the incident. You better call the police and search for the rapist. Such an asshole!
He said under his breath as he gave Jungkook a small smile and left.
Jungkook went blank as he fell on his knees.
Jungkook: How could I?

-The End-

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