Hey guys, here's the new update. Did you all watch Bang Bang Con? It was the best quarantine weekend I have ever had.

JUNGKOOK POV

"Kooks, you okay? You look like someone made out with G Dragon in front of you," Yugyeom asked, trying to lighten my mood but the concern in his eyes gave it away.

"I'll tell you about it later. It's quite a story," I replied, my eyes not being able to move from Tae's.

"Kim, Jeon, keep quiet!" Mr. Kwon shouted. 

This, unfortunately, brought Tae's attention to me. For a minute, he also lost his composure and stared wide-eyed at me but he soon collected himself after hearing the class murmuring around him. He took a deep breath and smiled at the class, continuing his introduction and talking about his history with music. I, however, couldn't pay attention to a single word he said because I knew I would have to talk to him after class and clear the air and I had no clue what I was going to say. 

Hi, I gave you my number 5 days ago and you didn't text me? I'm sorry I didn't text you? That moment between us was special right? There was no moment at all?  What should I even say to him? What if he doesn't like me and I'm just making all this shit up in my head? Wait, do I even like him? And why the hell does he have to teach here, this complicates everything. Ughhhhh, what should I do!?

The class flew by in a daze. I have no idea what happened in the 30 minutes Tae was in class except when Yugyeom put his hand on my knee in a comforting way because I looked like "I was about to vomit on the bench." His words, not mine. The bell rang, dismissing the class and everyone began to file out. I began packing my things in slow motion because Mr. Kwon was talking to Tae and it would look suspicious if I just stood around, waiting for him to finish. Yugyeom looked at me quizzically and so did Baekhyun from the other end of the class but I just motioned for them to leave. With utmost concern in their eyes, they left me in the class with Tae and Mr. Kwon.

Right after the two left, Mr. Kwon finished his conversation with Tae. He looked at me still packing up and I bowed slightly. He nodded and left the class. Now it was just Tae and I. Guess it's showtime.

Tae turned to look at me as I picked my bag up and walked towards him. I stopped a foot away from him and opened my mouth to say something but he opened his mouth at the same time, so we both said nothing, waiting for the other to speak.

"Ummm, you can go first Taehyung..." I said, trailing off and pulling the hair at the base of my neck, a nervous habit I picked up from my mom.

"Thought I told you to start calling me Tae, " he said with a sweet smile. "Look, I don't want it to be awkward between us, especially since I'll be teaching you guys now so maybe we should talk, yeah?"

"Yeah, I was just going to say that. Look, I'm sorry I didn't text you the past few days. I'm just really awkward with new people and I never know what to say or how to act. And then I saw that you didn't text me either so I was like maybe you didn't feel the moment and it was all in my head. I don't want my stupidity to ruin your chances here and you don't owe me anything and I've said things I probably shouldn't have..." I trailing off again, extremely embarrassed this time. I can feel my face getting hotter and I just know that I'm blushing profusely.

"Oh my god Jungkook, take a breath," Tae said, his eyes crinkling with light laughter. He seemed to realize that I was embarrassed so he took my hand in his and stroked his thumb over it in a soothing manner. "I didn't realize you would be so affected. I'm really sorry too. It's just that the past couple of days have been extremely hectic, what with the assignment, and then me getting this job. My dog Tannie was also sick and I just had a lot on my mind that texting you completely slipped out of my memory. I'm really sorry it made you feel the way you did though. It was never my intention to worry you, I hope you know that."

I exhaled deeply out of relief. I didn't even realize I was holding my breath the entire time Tae was speaking. I also could not stop the involuntary smile that formed on my face the second those words were said. He hadn't meant to worry me, I was just overreacting, thank goodness.

"So, are we good?," Tae asked, bending down slightly to meet my eyes. I nodded, the smile still plastered on my face, "Of course we are."

"So we had a moment, huh?" he asked, a smirk evident on his face. He wiggled both his eyebrows suggestively. I hit him slightly on the chest and asked, "did we not?"

He stepped closer to me on hearing this and caged me against the wall near the board. My bag pressed into my back as I looked up at him, not being able to tear my gaze away from his face. Up close, all his features were so much more clearly visible. His cute little button nose, his perfect Cupid bow lips, and the best feature, his ethereal, piercing eyes. Those were the eyes of a person who could look straight into your soul, there was no other explanation for such beautiful eyes.  

Lost in my daze, I hadn't realized that Tae had stepped even closer, and now, I could feel his warm breath on my lips and neck and I would be lying if I said that did not majorly turn me on. All I wanted was to throw him on the table and take him right then and there but I realized we were in a classroom and also that it was a little too early to be throwing people on tables.

"What happened, cat got your tongue?" he asked, leaning in infinitesimally closer, aware of the effect he had on me.

I decided to turn the tables just to get the smug grin off his face so I also leaned in closer and put my hands on both his arms. I opened my mouth as if to say something and while he was caught off guard, I turned us around so that I was the one caging him against the wall. To say he was surprised was an understatement. His mouth opened in shock as he realized what I had done and then, he blushed the cutest shade of red I had ever seen. He stuttered as he said the following words, "T-that wasn't fa-fair. I don't really kn-know what to d-do now.." He was looking down, sheepishly and the color spread from his face to his neck. 

Suddenly, his eyes widened as if he had a realization and he asked, "Don't you have class right now?"

My eyes widened too on hearing this. Class, I had completely forgotten about my next class. Shit, Baekhyun and Yugyeom would be so worried. I checked the time on my watch and realized the bell was about to go off and my third class would begin soon. "I completely forgot I had class, I was preoccupied with someone else," I said to Tae and he blushed harder.

"So maybe you should get going so you don't miss the next one.." he said, his voice barely above a whisper. I nodded and then looked around to see if anyone were outside. Luckily, the music room was in a secluded hallway of the school so that we could play our instruments without disturbing the classes around us. On being satisfied that we were alone, I turned back to Tae and leaned in closer. 

"There's just one thing I wanted to do before I left," I whispered, seductively. 

Extremely affected by my actions, he instinctively pulled me closer and whispered, "And what's that?"

I leaned down to his neck and took a deep breath. He smelt almost forest-y, like a mixture of sandalwood, pine, and cinnamon. "You smell amazing," I said, my head spinning, drugged on his scent. I could hear him breathe deeper, waiting for my next move.

I pulled the skin on his neck lightly with my teeth and began to nibble on it, tugging it every now and then before running my tongue over it to soothe the pain. I heard a low groan from Tae as he weaved his fingers through my hair and pulled me in closer. 

"Kook," he whined in my ear and I swear it sent me completely over the edge. I really wanted to kiss him but I didn't want our first kiss to be in some secluded class, hiding away from the others in fear of getting caught. It had to be way more special than that, because special is all Tae deserved. 

I slowly pulled away from him and looked him in the eye. He was looking back at me, both of us completely entranced when suddenly, the bell rang signaling the third hour.

"Well shit, that's my cue to leave," I said, clearly disappointed.

"Oh umm have a good class," he said, feeling really awkward now that we realized what we had done. There was a red patch on Tae's neck which would surely turn purple by tonight.

I smiled the sweetest smile I could at him and brought my hand up to his cheek. "I'll see you soon Tae. Actually, I'll see you pretty much every day from now," I said, laughing slightly. His eyes crinkled as he smiled in response. He put his hand on mine and kissed me on my cheek.

"That's true. Now go, before you miss this class as well," he chuckled and I joined. 

"See you soon, Tae", I said, mussing up his hair for good measure before squeezing his hand and running off.

Bang Bang Con was so beautiful. I lost track of how many times I cried these 2 days. I don't even know if it is possible but it feels like my heart swelled up to double its size to hold all the I have for them.

By the way, have any of you guys been to a concert?

STAN BTS