"You betrayed me, Liana.." Liam's voice plays on repeat in my mind, "Oh, Liliana.. you poor princess..." Cole's voice rings now. "Wake up!" Liam yells, "Wake up, Liliana! Wake up!" Cole this time, "WAKE UP!" They scream in unison. I gasp and dart my eyes open. My heavy breathing worsens when I see Cole, looking dead into my eyes. I push my self back against the slide as Cole tries to grab onto me. I push off the slide and face him, his body moves towards me. "Liana.. can we talk?" He sighs. His pleading eyes cut through me, "What do you want..?" I squeak, barely able to talk. With Cole here, I feel like my nightmare is still on... I haven't woken up yet. "I.. I just..." He sighs, " I'm sorry..." 

"You're sorry?!" I snap back , stepping towards him, "You pulled some serious shit back there, Cole! You had no right to do that! Do you have any idea what that will do to me? Do you!" My voice weakens as the shield protecting me breaks. It shatters as the remains fall to my feet. I'm vulnerable.. I hate this. "I know, I know.." His voice is surprisingly calm, unlike mine. "Can we.. go back?" He asks, "Go back? You think you can fix this? This.. this.. mess!" I exclaim running a hand through my hair, "I want to atleast try... please? Let me fix this.." I sigh in defeat, "Okay.. fine." I don't want to forgive him, but that's one of my weak spots... I always forgive people. I need to change that, now that Cole's in my life. "But I have one question." I propose, crossing my arms, "What?" He copies me and I smirk. 

"If you don't date... why do you chase after me?"

Cole shrugs. "Honestly.. I don't know.. I guess you're.. special. Different than most girls-"

"Like Nadia?" I bounce at him. He sighs, "I guess... like Nadia."

He turns behind me. His warm arms wrap around my waist as he plants soft kisses on my neck. I take in his scent that was left un-noticed by me before. He smells like firewood scented cologne... I love it. My body tingles at his touch as his fingers move down my body. "Wait!" I pull away from him, "What's wrong?" Cole's voice goes through one ear and out the other, ignored. "You don't date... I'm just some pawn for you just like Nadia-" 

"Liliana.. no-"

"Stop calling me that..." I say calmer than I expected, "You're a player, Cole.. and I can't stick around for it anymore... I'm sorry.." I do what I always do and sprint off into the distance. my skirt brushes againt the grass and I pull it up a bit. I wish he'd just... he'd just.. just let it go. Let his big ass ego float away. I want to see the real Cole.. not some bad boy side of him, an act.. I know that's all it is..

•••

My legs tire from walking so far, I missed a whole day of school. Ugh, I hate Mondays.

I approach Kelly's house and sigh in relief. It took a lot of walking to get here... again. As I'm about to knock on her front door, Nadia swings it open. "Kelly's not home." She states. I roll my eyes and step inside, she slams the door behind me and we both walk over to the livingroom. Her heels clack on the floor as she walks. I sit down on a large loveseat and she sits beside me. "Did you hear nything from Cole?" I mutter. "No," She's quick to answer, "Just him moaning my name when I was sucking him off in your  bedroom here last night." She shrugs with a smirk, "Liar.." I want to believe what I said, but I don't. "I wish I was. It's so embarrassing that we fucked in your room. Oh, I'm soo ashamed." She says sarcasticly. I scoff and roll my eyes, pushing myself off the couch. I crash into a body as I walk towards the kitchen. My eyes scan the person, "Aron?" I smile. "Liana! Hey!" He smiles back and he pulls me up. I smile and pull Aron into a tight embrace, "Not too tight." He squeaks out, I let him go and we laugh together, "It was nice seeing you again, I've got to go though... let's hang out sometime?" Aron nods, "Sure, here. Put your number in." I hand him my phone and watch as his fingers glide across the screen and begin tapping. 

"And..... done." He smiles and hands me my phone back, which I shut off and slide into my pocket. He leaves with a polite wave and warming smile, I return the kind gestures as he disappears from my view. I walk back over to the couch and see that same red haired boy from the party sitting in my spot, "Liana! Have you met Trent yet?" Kelly asks. I shake my head and take a seat on a small chair across from them. I don't know who this guy is, but I don't like him.. maybe because his body is covered head to toe with tattooes and his face and his ears have huge black gages in them or because of the party dare... but I just don't like him. "Hey, I rember you from the party," Trent's smile doesn't fool me. His tough exterior tells me enough. Who am I kidding? My two "friends" here, including Cole, are just like him. I shouldn't judge... "I'm Trent, Kelly's boyfriend." He reaches a hand out, I'm guessing for me to shake. But I don't... I freeze. Stiff and still... a statue. He shrugs when I don't shake his heavily tattooed hand. 

Her boyfriend? So this guy is gonna be around a lot, huh? Damn it, why do the bad things happen to me? "I'll be right back." Kelly gets up and kisses Trent then walks away. I snap back into the real world. My head gets heavy and so do my eyelids.

....

I'm in the darknes...

I've fainted...

The next thing I know, I'm lying in a bed with Trent crawling up it, "What the fuck?!" I exclaim, pushing myself back, "Shhh... it's okay, I promise." Trent licks his lips and his hand glides up my leg, I look at the door.. is it locked? Reading my mind, Trent answers for me, "It's locked, don't worry..." No! I want to leave, "Trent-" I try to push him off, he doesn't budge. Trent's large hand pulls my skirt up, "Get off!" I yell. His sweaty palm cover my mouth. I bite ddwn on loose skin, but he doesn't move, "Help!" My muffled call for help doesn't do anything. Trent's pulling my panties down now, "Help! Somebody!" My yelp was louder this time. The idea of getting raped... especially by Trent... terrifies me. "It's okay, Liana.. calm down, I won't hurt you, baby girl." My eyes well with tears. One of Trent's hand touches me in a spot he shouldn't be touching me in. His fingers circle and I let out a weak moan. No, don't give in! But I can't help it... fuck, no Liana, stop! "Help!" His hand was off my mouth that time, I'm assuming to hear my moans clearly. "Liana!?" A familiar voice says from the otherside of the door, "Yes!" I yell. I try to make my word sound sexual so Trent doesn't notice anything, and he doesn't. I don't want him to stop everything and look innocent and everything when my "savior" comes inside. As much as I hate it, it's my plan. "Are you enjoying this?" Trent moans, his fingers going faster.. up and down.

The door swings open and Aron runs in and beats Trent. I clothe myself quickly and run out, "Go into my room! Right next to this one- Go!" He says, Trent topples over Aron. I follow what he says and run into the room, shutting the door behind me... I can't believe that just happened... to me.. with Trent.. Kelly's boyfriend.... Oh my god...