where's the light gone?

abandoning me?

or am I abandoning it?

the red cuts on my skin long.

once I realize i'm the only person in we.

as my mind spirals into the black pit.

everybody is so wrong.

when they believe fine is me.

i'm never fine, i just have a wit.

i try but fail to keep strong.

so instead I pretend to be.

try to make other's lives lit.

i'm a monster my mind is a pawn.

only one has the true key.

to mend my heart with a special kit.