Radhika's  POV

As soon as we reached home and he had shut the door behind him, I pounced on him, kissing him with fervor. He was looking so fucking hot throughout the day and I was a bit angry with the nurses in Dr Anita's clinic who think my husband is public property to drool over him as much as they please. I mean, he is good looking but he is mine and happily married with a baby on the way so move the fuck on!

He has been so head over heals in love with me and the baby who we now know is a boy. I can't believe this is the same man who had made me so miserable once upon a time. My only complaint is that he has been holding back, he has been treating me like I am made of glass.

He had been so romantic throughout the day and I hadn't forgotten how he had refused to make love to me in the morning. I had literally begged him to take me but he had resisted me.

I started to rip his shirt off," I want you, I just....."

He kissed me hard making me stagger but he held me tight by my waist.

"So baby, you want to fuck or you want me to make love?!" He smirked as he shamelessly eyed me making my insides melt in a mushy mess.

I looked down, suddenly losing all my confidence. How do I say that I want him to fuck me?! I mean I know we have done it but he wants me to actually say it on his face.

"Radhika, we can stand here entire night and I am not going to touch you until you tell me what you want." He leaned closer, almost touching my front to his and then backing off making me crazy.

I rolled my eyes at him," You know what I want."

He gave me a smug smile," Of course darling but you have to tell me how its going to be. You want me to make sweet love to you or you want me to fuck your brains out." He leaned closer pushing me towards the wall gently.

He placed his hands on the either side of me, " So my love, what do you want?!" His hand touched my cheek and I leaned more into his touch. I was getting seduced just by an innocent touch of his that wasn't even sexual by any nature.

"I want you, all of you." I manage to say as he has me pinned down by his dark eyes.

"My dear, how is the question?!" His tone was mischievous and his eyes had a wicked glint in them.

Fine! He thinks I can't take lead! He thinks I am so shy that I won't tell him how I want him to be rough with me then I will show him that I can seduce him the way he seduces me.

I locked my eyes with him, as I went down on my knees and his eyes widened in shock as he realized what my intentions were. I know I have done this before but only once and I don't really have anything to say about it.

"You don't need to do this, baby. Come on up." He started to pull me up but I didn't budge.

"I want to do it and you are not going to stop me." I say in a firm tone.

"Do you remember what you did last time?! Radhika, it's okay I was just teasing you and I don't want a blowjob."

Red seared through my cheeks when he said that word as I looked down, all shy and nervous.

He tries to pull me up but I resisted," No!"

"Radhika, baby you don't need to do all these."

I stared deep into his dark orbs as I pulled his fly down, I could actually feel his long and thick cock under the fabric of his jeans. He was already turned on and I knew what I had to do to make him lose control.

I pulled his jeans down and then his boxers as I bared his dick to my gaze. How does this thing even fit inside me?! He is such a hunk! I know I have done this before but I could barely take him in my mouth as I choked on him everytime I tried to deep throat him but tonight I am going to push my limits.

I wrapped my hand around his cock as I stroked him up and down.

"Now what?!"

I answered his question by enclosing my mouth around his mushroom head. I kept staring into his eyes as his pupils tilted in wonder.

"Fuck!" He cursed under his breath as I smiled victoriously taking him deeper into my mouth as much I could. When I felt the tip of his cock nearing my throat, I felt my gag reflex as I started to choke but I was determined to make him cum inside my mouth. He has gone down on me countless times and he says that he loves it but I don't know how I feel about giving a head. I mean it doesn't feel wrong, it's just too new and a foreign feeling for me.

"Fuck, baby just like that...."  He moaned and I smiled as he had closed his eyes and it looked like he was in bliss!

I ignored the choking feeling I was fighting and decided to take him deeper. His hands grabbed a big chunk  of my hair as he pushed himself more into my mouth. My mouth was starting to hurt now as he was really big compared to my mouth and I really wanted him to cum fast. I was dripping in my panties and all I wanted for him to just fuck me till I can't feel my legs anymore.

He finally exploded inside my mouth filling it with spurts and spurts of his cum. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand as I swallowed his release. He pulled me up kissing me hungrily, invading my mouth and his hands pulled the zipper of my dress  down. I have warned him against tearing my dresses so he didn't rip the dress off.

He turned me over and unhooked my bra as fast as he could as I leaned my head on his chest, closing my eyes feeling his touch.

"Did I ever tell you, that you have a sexy back?!"

"No but you have now."

"You are so fucking perfect, baby, so perfect, I can't take my eyes off you."

He husked in my ears and his words were enough to drive me insane with need.

He turned me to himself and pulled me closer, kissing me hungrily with passion. His hands fondled my breast and as soon as his fingers teased my nipples, it caused a havoc in my body as if a live wire was lit inside me.

He lifted me up taking me by shock and I clung to him like a monkey.

"You think I will drop you?!" He asked me, smilingly.

"No you won't but I must be heavy now."

I am starting my sixth month tomorrow so I know that I am not as light as I use to be.

"No baby, you are still petite only you have grown in certain areas."

At first he was hinting at my baby bump but then he pushed his face inside the valley of my chest. I blushed as I understood his reference to my breast.

"Wrap your legs around me, baby" He husked in my ears and bit my earlobe softly making me gasp.

"I think I would love to keep you pregnant for at least next twenty years. Fuck, I love how full and big your breast look."

Too big?! I don't want to be busty!

"Too big?! Like those busty models?!"

"No! You still fit in my hand, look...."

He proves his point cupping my breast with one hand and with other, he held me in his arms. My God, he is as strong as an ox to hold me up with just one hand. I feel his jaw stubble as I carress his face, bringing my hands down to his neck and then his shoulders.

He takes my nipple in his mouth, sucking it hard making me throw my head back in pleasure as my fingers tugged his curls, pulling on them. He rubbed his cock against my throbbing core," I could make you cum just like this."  His eyes held a promise as he kept tormenting me by rubbing his tip on my pussy but not pushing in.

Ah!

I winced as he bit on my nipple hard, grazing his teeth on it and I came undone with just some foreplay that didn't even required him to do more. He inserted his hand inside my glistening core, coating his fingers with my cum.

"Stop! You...have...proved....point..."

I don't want him to fingerfuck me now, that's enough! I want him to pound me!

He smirked," Fine! Wrap your legs tightly around me, baby."

He held me against the wall as he rammed his cock inside me without a warning making me scream and brag my nails on his shoulder and back. I moaned loudly as I started to buck my hips to meet his thrust.

"Are you okay, baby?!"

I feel so full and overstretched, I could actually feel him touch my uterus in this position. We have never done this before but this is my new favorite for sure.

I nodded," Yeah, just let me get used to this." I said, cupping his face as I assured him.

"Am I hurting you, baby?"

"No....I...like....it...love...it.." I struggled to form  words as I could actually see stars in front of my eyes now.

To see him so close that I could hear him breathe and the feeling that only I get to see this handsome man in his bare glory is out of the world.

He stayed inside me letting me get used to the foreign feeling and as I did, he started to really push inside me, pulling himself out with force and slamming back filling me up to the brim.

I threw my head back as I screamed and thank God, our room is sound proof! I think everything blurred inside my mind as I felt as he was climbing inside me. It does sting a bit when he pulls out and pushes right in, but it feel so good when I feel him deep inside me as if we are one entity.

"Do you want me to slow down, baby?!"

"No!" I retorted as I planted my lips on his, kissing him.

He smirked and continued his assault on my pussy driving me to the edge. He was holding back, I know, this was his technique to last long but I was so close and I don't think so I can hold any longer.

In a few minutes I gasped loudly as I came all over his cock letting out a sign of satisfaction. After what felt like an eternity he twitched inside of me, filling me up with spurt after spurt of his cum.

He buried his face inside my blossom as I rubbed his back to calm him down and I know how much he likes it when I touch him.

He looked up at me, staring at me with salacious glint in his eyes. He is insatiable!

"Let's take a shower, baby." He declared and I could feel the heat creeping on my cheeks.

I blushed furiously as I wrapped my arms around him tightly as he walked to the washroom with me in his arms. I guess I have an idea of what's in store for me tonight and it's definitely not sleeping.

After about three hours of continuous sex, I cried uncle as I really couldn't feel my legs anymore. I was so sore and I think I am going to need some help in walking tomorrow. We had taken a shower together and he had cleaned me so it was time to sleep finally. It was 5 in the morning and I was exhausted but I enjoyed every bit of it.

"So is the madam happy now?!"

I nodded, leaning in, I kissed the corner of his lips," I am happy, Arjun more than I can ever say."

He kissed my forehead," That's what I want, for you to be happy. I want this beautiful smile on your face to stay forever."

"Don't ever leave me." I said with tears in my eyes as I felt overwrought by my love for him.

I love this man so much that if he leaves me, I will be irretrievably broken!

"Radhika, I am yours, I will be yours till my last breath." He pulled me towards himself gently making me lie on his chest and I wrapped my hand around his midriff. This feels nice, this feels like home, it's warm and comforting.

"So did I please you?!"

"Why do you ask?!" He asked, taken aback by my question.

"I just want to know." I insisted.

"Radhika, you will know if I am unhappy, I can't fake it and you know it."

"That's a very vague answer."

I look away feeling a bit sad because of what I overheard this morning when we were in the hospital, gave birth to this ill feeling inside me that Arjun will be unsatisfied with me once I get heavily pregnant and once the baby is here, I will be so taken by the child that I won't be able to be his wife.

Flashback

I was lying on the bed, resting while Arjun was talking to Dr Anita in her cabin when I overheard two females who were in the other room  and they were talking so loudly that I could actually hear them.

"Did you see her husband?! He looks like a movie star...."

"He is Arjun Mehra, the billionaire bad boy."

"She is so lucky, I mean she gets to sleep with that body every night plus he is filthy rich."

"I don't think so every night he must be sleeping with her, I mean just look at him, I am sure he must be having some side dishes on the weekends. A man as handsome and successful as him  can't be faithful."

I feel my chagrin shooting up, as I heard them.

"She is very beautiful but she is pregnant and you know how pregnancy changes a woman's life and most of all her body. I am sure he will get a mistress once she loses herself in the baby and stops taking care of her beauty. I am sure she is just there to give birth to children as men like him wouldn't have babies with sluts they use for fun."

How dare they?! First they have balls to talk about him and then disrespect me completely by calling me just a woman he has so he could have children with her!

I am appalled by how bitter some people are because they are jealous of what I have! I am simply disgusted by such women who ruin families, beautiful families by prying on a man who already belongs to another woman.

"I wish I get called by him for just one night. I am sure he has a good package."

That's it! I have heard enough, I am going to march in there and give them a piece of mind. How dare they make hateful comments about our relationship like that?! Who the hell do they think they are?! He is my husband and we are having a baby for God's sake. We are starting a family and its so disrespectful of them to talk about him like that. They have no right to comment on him and our marriage!

Just when I was about to get up, the door was pushed open and Arjun walked in with a big bouquet of red roses in his hand. He gave those to me and I dropped the plan of schooling those bitches. He kissed my forehead and told me over and over again that he loves me so much and he is so happy. I hug him and in his embrace, my anger just melts and I am once again reminded that Arjun is escatic, I am overjoyed, that's all matter and I have no reason to think about those jealous bitches.

I snapped out of my trance when Arjun called out my name loudly.

"Radhika, what's wrong?! Is something bothering you?!"

"No I just.....Are....you....happy?!"

I know Arjun has a voracious appetite when it comes to sex and I am holding up pretty well till now but what's going to happen when I give birth? I am changing, my body is changing, I don't look the Radhika I was when he saw me for the first time. I haven't put on a lot of weight, but I don't look that tiny little thing anymore.

I kind of loved how my body was, I mean of course I love my baby bump and everything else about the pregnancy but I could get away with eating anything, sweets, chocolates, pasta, you name it! Is he going to love me the same when I put on weight?

"Radhika, I have spend the whole day telling you how happy I am. I have never been more happier in my entire life."

"No, I mean with the sex! I mean there is a lot going on in our lives and my mood swings have been erratic. My body is changing, I am changing so do you feel that I am not enough....." I start to cry now because I feel so overwhelmed with my emotions.

I don't ever want to feel that I might be incapable of being his wife and by that I mean sex because I know how important sex is for him.

"Did I say anything?! Did I do anything to make you feel that way?!"  He asked me pointedly.

I shake my head and he glares at me.

"Answer me! And stop crying first of all." He shouts making me skip a heartbeat.

I look at him, nervously as I know my answer is going to rub him the wrong way so I should just keep quiet because it's not his fault. He has done nothing wrong for me to doubt him, it's all in my head.

"Radhika, this is the last time I am telling you! Stop letting people get to you! I know you were thinking about what those whores said and for your kind information, let me tell you, I got them fired." He answers simply.

My eyes widen,"You can't do that! You are joking right?!"

"I own the hospital, it was build by my Father when my old man was running for an election. So my darling, I  have the power and I will use it if anyone disrespects or makes you cry. I can fucking kill that person who hurts you, firing someone is nothing for me."

" You didn't have to do that, give them their jobs back." I say as I cover my face with my hands.

"Not unless pigs start flying."

"Arjun, please they must be having their families to support and I don't want anyone to lose their jobs. They were just gossiping and it's okay, people do that and I am sure they didn't knew I could hear them." I reason with him.

"Fine! As you wish, but you have to promise me that you will not let people like these get in your head." He says in a voice that means business.

I nod, still sniffling as I wipe my nose with my hand. He pulls me closer to himself wrapping his arm around me.

"And to answer your question, Baby, you are inexperienced and I like that infact I love it, but you are quite open to trying new things out. Sex is important, Radhika it is important, I make no bones about it but with you, it's not just sex or the physical part of it."  He explains to me softy.

"Then what is it?!" I ask him.

He rolled his eyes at me,"You like hearing it again and again, don't you?!"

I nodded, smiling ear to ear. I kind of love hearing from him because Arjun isn't really good at talking about his feelings and I just simply love how he makes an effort to open upto me.

"I think I have a much deeper connection with you, it's like when I am inside you and I feel your hands and legs wrapped around me, I feel your warmth and your love. I feel there is hope for a fucked up asshole like me."

"You won't get bored, right?! I mean my body is changing and I am......"

His gaze hardens,"Shut up! Shut the fuck up! You are far more beautiful now then what you were when I met you for the first time. It makes me feel a sense of responsibility and ownership towards you when I see you carrying my son. I feel my heart is so full that it will burst out of joy when I think that this beautiful woman is mine, all mine and she loves me enough to carry my son and put her body through all these despite my shitty behavior towards her. I have cleaned up my act but I know I have hurt you, baby. I have hurt you bad and yet you are here, still loving me unconditionally, giving me hope...."

"I wanted my marriage to work, I wanted things to be different and I was ready to do anything it takes to fit in your life, your family. I didn't wanted you to hate me and it is use to hurt a lot when you use to say hurtful things."

"I am sorry, baby, I really am."

"I know, let's not talk about the past."

He nods, kissing the side of my head.

He looked into my eyes," Radhika, I still remember how when you got to know that you are pregnant, not even for once you brought up abortion because of the way this baby was concieved. You are truly a pure soul."

Abortion was out of question especially because I felt that strange pull towards the baby and I could never even in my wildest dreams, try to harm it let alone kill it.

He places his head on my chest," When I look at you, I feel you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. You are so pure, untouched by any evil and you make me feel so many things I have never felt in my entire life. I love that I was your first and I will be your last, it makes me insane with joy when I look at your pregnant body."

He lifted his face up from my chest," Radhika, I stopped feeling things after my mom's death and the things I saw in life made me the person I am today. I became immune to feelings as if I was dead from inside until you came into my life. My happiness will be endless if I could just stay inside you forever or maybe just lie next to you and watch you sleep in my arms.  It makes me so angry when you let things like these get to you. Those women aren't even half as beautiful as you are, both inside and out. No one is as beautiful as you for me because you have the purest heart which is the most beautiful thing about you."

That's sweetest thing he has ever said to me! Tears of happiness fill my eyes as I smile, kissing his head.

I carressed his hair," I know, I am sorry I will try not to let people get to me. Thank you, what you said really means a lot to me."

He looks up at me, shaking his head.

"I am the one who should be grateful not you and stop thanking me."

"I love you." I think telling him that I love him makes him the happiest man on this earth so I just do that.

"I love you more. Can we make love, baby?! I promise I will be gentle."

I was tired and I wanted to sleep now but how can I say no when he was looking at me with those eyes full of love and passion. I parted my thighs and he entered inside me slowly for the nth time.

He slowly pushes in and out of me, going deeper each time but not rushing in, just savoring me with his lips, his soft carresses, his hands and his cock that was deeply buried inside me. The next one hour was spend making sweet and pleasurable love. I felt truly blessed by God and I am so grateful for everything that he has given me most of all for my beautiful babyboy who I can't wait to see.

Just when I think about the baby, he responds with a kick and I know even Arjun could feel it against his stomach as we weren't done yet.

"He is such a cockblocker!"

"Be nice! He is your son and I think he is in a playful mood." I admonish him.

"Throughout the day he was quiet when I was trying to get him to respond and when I want him to be quiet, he starts kicking spoiling the fun...."

I giggle as it was fun watching Arjun get riled up like that but I forgot that he had great concentration skills as he started to move inside me building a pleasurable rhythm and my giggles soon turned to loud moans.

After a few minutes I let go as I hit my orgasm and I sign, tired but sated. He keeps plowing me slowly until his cum fills me up and some leaks out on my thighs making me want to get up and shower again.

"Now I have to get up and clean..."

"No, lie down I will take care of it." He gets off me and goes to the washroom. He comes back with a wet towel and a dry one. He cleans me and pats me dry making me adore him more but hey, he was the one who wanted to have sex one more time after he had fucked my brains out in his language.

He lays down next to me and places his hand on my baby bump," You see that little man, a job half done is as good as none."

I roll my eyes at him but the baby sure responded as his Father rubbed my baby bump giving his full attention to him now and the little man was surely happy by the way he was kicking inside my stomach.

"Stop, he won't let me sleep if you keep rubbing my belly."

He took his hand off my baby bump," Do you think he likes me?!"

Seriously? The baby moves everytime he was in the same space as me, he responds to every carress and every rub on my baby bump by his father and this man wonders whether his son likes him!

"He couldn't make it more clear than he already has."

His grins a boyish one, as his cheeks blemished with red hue and a content smile stretches on his lips.

I carress his face as I turn towards his side.

"He loves you just like I do."

"How do you know?" He asked, surprised.

"Because I know, I am his mother and I will always know what he feels without him saying it. He loves to hear your voice, he always responds when you talk even if you are not talking to him."  I tell him softly.

I can't be wrong about this because I just know, I think every mother has that soulful connection with her child. I can actually tell how this baby looks like even without seeing him. I have an image in my mind and I know I am not wrong when I say this baby is going to be a mini Arjun, I just hope something of me comes out in his appearance.

"I love him so much and I love you more."

He confesses as he kisses my forehead and I snuggle closer to him.

"That also I know." I say giving him a knowing look.

"What else do you know?"

"That you are a bit scared to be a father."

"A bit? You are under playing it, baby."

I touch his cheek as he leans more into my touch," I think you are going to be an amazing father."

"I don't know about that but you are going to be the best mother in this world."

I lean in, kissing his cheek," Thank you and I won't let you be anything less than the best father to our kids."

"I know, baby. I just don't ever want my kids to remember me the way I remember my Father."

His tone was so sad that I could actually feel the pain behind those words.

"You need to forgive him, he just wasn't cut out to be a Father and he did love you that is why he didn't acknowledge Veer because for him, you were more important."

"I am not much of a forgiving person, Radhika but what you said does makes sense still I need time."

"You have all the time in this world, I just want you to let go of that anger and resentment towards your Father."

"I will try, for you, I will although forgiving that man will be the most difficult thing to ever do."

His eyes held a promise as he stared at me like I am the most important person for him in this world and I know I am. He has left no stone unturned to show me that. I just love him so much and I want him to be at peace that is why I want him to forgive his Father not for me, not for anyone but for himself.

To be continued....