Arjun's POV

Fuck! She looks so beautiful and I just want to make love to her and fuck her at the same time but I don't think so I should make any move after this conversation. She should not think that I just want to fuck her.

I kissed the tip of her nose and her eyes shone with a salacious glint in them. I hope it's not what I am thinking.

Her hand that was on my shoulder, travelled down to my chest, touching me sensously. Her other hand moved down on my back the way it does when I am inside her. Fuck! She is seducing me!

I held her hand that was touching my chest," What are you doing, baby?!"

She smiled, biting her lower lip,"You don't know what I am doing?!"

I gave her a smug smile," I know exactly what you are doing but you should sleep now, it's late."

She glared at me,"Its never use to be late when you use to fuck me till dawn."

"You are pregnant now." I say softly.

She glared at me,"No, you are bored of me! You don't want to make love to me anymore because I have become fat now....."

What the fuck, man! Like seriously?!

I cut her off,"Shut up! Shut the fuck up! Do you even know how beautiful you are?! Do you know what it does to me when I see you carrying my baby?! You have no idea Radhika, how much I want to make love to you, how much I want to fuck you even in this state when I know I can't get rough with you."

She returned my gaze with a love drugged one," So be rough

" We can't, you are pregnant."I say in a restrained tone.

She pouted and I wish her mouth was enclosed around my dick.

"We can try and I know you won't hurt me."

Baby, you have no idea how much I want to be inside you.

I placed my hand on her pussy and smirked as I touched her glistening heat. She is so wet, so fucking wet!

" I want to pound you, I want to fuck you till you don't feel your legs anymore. I want to fuck you till you are weak in the knees."

I don't understand how can she think I don't want to fuck her because she has put on weight which she hasn't, I mean on the contrary she has lost weight and she wouldn't even look pregnant from behind.

I have to blame this on the pregnancy hormones which I have no clue about but I have to keep my patience but it just makes me angry when she thinks less of my love or shrinks it to lust. I mean she is a beautiful girl and yes, it started with lust but I was drawn towards her like no other.

She doesn't know this but sex with her is therapeutic as well, I mean I come from a world that is dark, ugly and selfish where either you kill or get killed. There are so many evil things that I have done to reach where I am today and of course there are no regrets because I was born in to this and it runs in my blood now but when I am inside her, feeling her warmth around me and her little legs wrapped around me, binding me to her, her hands on my back, touching me, scratching me, carressing me, I feel that there is hope for a fucked up man like me.

When I see her innocent eyes full of love and devotion towards me, I feel a bit less of a monster that I am in real. I feel that if a sweet and innocent girl like her loves me then maybe I am not the monster but I know my ugly truth very well.

Her love is so pure and so unconditional, when I think of the times I abused her both emotionally and physically, I feel ashamed for all of it. She stood by me and held onto me even when I gave her all the reasons to hate me. She held onto this marriage when I considered it a sham, when I did everything I could to insult her and our relationship yet she never gave up.

Even when Mark filled my ears about Radhika falling for Veer because he had my face and it was not like he wanted to kill her or hurt her. I trusted this girl blindly that she will die but not break her vows and nothing is as important as her dignity for her. I had learnt my lesson to trust her the hard way when I really unleashed my fury on her.

I carressed her face, lovingly, I thanked her in my mind, I cannot thank her enough for this life actually. I was so used to immersing myself in my work and coming back to an empty apartment and to a new girl every night. I never thought this could be my life, with a beautiful wife who loves me and is carrying my baby.

I kissed her ardently and fervently, my hand moved down to her breast, fondling it. I pinched her nipple and her peak elongated under my fingers, she threw her head back and moaned into my mouth. I leaned down and took her pink peak into my mouth, sucked on it as hard as I could, lightly brushing my teeth against it at first and then biting on it softly. She screamed and her fingers tugged on my hair harshly.

I took a good look at her tits, appreciating how full and big they looked now. Actually not that big, still small and handful but bigger in comparison to what they were. I ravished her breasts, until they were left colored by my assault.

I went down on her, placing open mouth kisses on her belly and finally to her pussy. I don't think so any woman has satisfied me as much as my wife maybe it has to do with how much I love her and it's not just sex, it is more, it is pure and divine, it's actually beyond words!

I invaded her clit, parting it with my fingers, and as I pushed my tongue inside, she exploded around my mouth.
Too fast, I might add.

"Too fast, baby. The best happens when you hold."

So much to teach, but it's okay because I don't think so I would have liked it any other way.

"I can't." She whined.

"Yes you can and you will. Don't cum till I tell you to." I said in a hard tone and she didn't argue further.

I pushed my tongue inside, licked and sucked her thoroughly like a thirsty man. She pulled on my hair as she screamed out in pleasure.

"Ah! I can't....hold...back..."

"Control, baby. Trust me, you will enjoy this." I chided her as I part her opening with my fingers and push my finger in her heat making her scream and squim.

I fingerfucked her and just when I thought she was about to cum all over my finger, I slowed down my space driving her crazy. Fuck, based on my experience maybe I could write a book on Sex and share my expertise to help the horny fuckers there. I am just kidding, Radhika will cock block me even if I voice this out to her and my mom didn't raise a fool for sure for me to even think about telling her my outrageous idea but hey, I can bet my ass that a book will sell a million copies.

Her moan snapped me out of my trance and I realized I might just cockblock myself if I don't finish this up fast because I can tell she is a bit tired and a wise man like me knows that tired means sleepy for my wife.

"Cum now, baby." I added in a husky tone as I added another finger in a luscious pussy and bam, my fingers were completely soaked in her cum!

She grew red in the face like a shy little kitten caught doing something wrong.

"You feel better?!" I faced her and almost chuckled watching her embarrassment.

She said shyly," Yes but I want more."

I smirked," You are one greedy little wife but I like it. You have become a bit bold now."

And maybe soon I will have those lips wrapped around my dick but I know when not to push it given the fact that I have a shy little wife.

"That's because you have corrupted me." She gave it back to me making me smile with mirth.

Now she totally is Mrs Arjun Mehra in every sense and she knows what I mean.

"Then let me corrupt you completely."

My dick was so aroused that it hurts now. All I could think about was ramming inside her and take her over and over again till dawn.

I coated my tip with her juices but I did not enter her, I want to drive her insane tonight.

I held my cock and rubbed it against her wet pussy, I watched delightfully how she gasped and sucked in a breath.

She tried to meet my cock by raising her pelvis a bit and I decided its enough teasing for today, I don't think so I can wait any longer

I thrusted inside her in one go, not giving her time to even breath let alone adjust.

She pulsated with my powerful thrust as I kept on thrusting inside her, climbing inside her, setting an almost punishing rhythm but she wasn't protesting so I know she likes it as much as I do.

I fucked her raw as I thrust inside her so deep that I am sure my cock touched her womb and that is what I want, I want her to feel me in the deepest of her being. I was sweating profusely and the drops of perspiration were falling in her neck, collarbone and getting lost in the valley of her breast. The sight was so sexy that I could look at her forever. She looked so beautiful, naked, under me as I fucked her brains out.

She threw her head back and moaned my name loudly as she gushed around my length and I watched her hitting her peak, my own release following closely.

I kissed her hard to make her release more intense and sensational," Yeah, just like that, baby, milk my cock." I dirty talked with her as she was receiving full fledged onslaught of my dick.

I was close, but I want to make this last so I withheld my release practising self restraint. I thrust in her harder and faster as the whole bed shook violently with the force I was using to push inside her. I closed my eyes feeling the most intense orgasm of my life as for a second my whole brain stopped functioning. I couldn't stop cumming inside her, spurts of my cum filling her pussy and some spilling out. I was so deep inside her that when I looked down, I only saw my v line and my cock had totally disappeared inside her pussy.

Fuck! I could feel my cock rising inside of her, and I just had her, shows what love does to you. She turns me on more than any woman every did because I love her so much, more than life itself.

I should stop now, she is pregnant and she might say she can handle it but I do see how tired she is whole day, walking around like a old grandma with her sore feet. Hey, that's bitchy! Stop it, Arjun! I chide myself and I should be respectful to her for being the wife of the most impossible man ever and of course for losing her mind so she could carry his baby!

I carressed her sweet face and pecked her forehead as I leaned down to catch my breath. Fuck, I want more! I am such a horny fucker! Her hold on my arms gets stronger and her nails pierced into my skin as she thew her head back and moaned like a wanton woman. She definitely would want me to continue and if I don't, she is not freeing me anytime soon by the way she has her legs wrapped around me like a lock I can't break.

I held her by her waist and lifted her up so I can drive in to her faster and harder than ever. She wants me to be rough, I will make sure she won't be able to walk all by herself tomorrow.

"You want me to slow down baby?!"

That was me being considerate although my cock would have been devastated if she asked me to slow down.

"No" She yelled at me in her throes of ecstasy.

"You are so good baby. God! I love you so much." I breathed out on her shoulder as I came inside her endlessly and my heart was in my mouth as if I just ran a marathon.

Fuck! That was intense!

"Should we stop?!" I teased her.

"Why?! Are you tired?!" She winked at me.

Seriously, Radhika?! Have some mercy on that little pussy because I can so tear it apart.

I smirked,"Baby, I think you have become forgetful with the pregnancy. I can fuck forever, Radhika, you know it and I know it. "

"No I just thought with age, you are losing your stamina." She teased me.

I pulled out of her and rolled over to the other side.

I gave her a smug smile,"What do you think is my age?!"

Her eyes widened in shock,"I never asked you. Oh my God! I don't know your age! How come you never told me?!"

"Because you never asked." I replied.

"Yeah but you should have told me."

I winked,"Guess it baby."

"26?!" She guessed and that just made me laugh as I recalled that even she is not 26 yet and she is pregnant with my baby.

"No." I smiled goofily.

"28?!"

Man, turning 28 was harder as during that time I was upset thinking that I was nearing my 30s but 29 was a lot easier because hey, I am married with the best girl in this world who is pregnant with my baby.

"I will be turning thirty next year."

Her eyes widened as saucers,"So you are eight years older than me. You literally robbed the cradle!"

She whacked my arm but fuck I was giving her my 'I am the Mafia King, so kiss my ass' smile so I think I deserved it.

"I sure did, I never told you but we bonded when you were in your mother's womb." I smiled remembering that sweet memory that is etched in my mind forever.

"What! That makes no sense! You are making this up!" She stared at me with pure disbelief in her eyes.

"No I am not, I met your mother when she was pregnant with you. I think I was maybe in seventh or eighth standard." I said as I glided my fingers on her cheek feeling her soft skin.

She glared at me, "You met my mom! You actually met my mom when she was pregnant with me! How come you never told me this?!"

I gave her my panty dropping smiled and saw her anger melt,"I am telling you now. You look like her."

She does look like a mirror image of her mother and thank fuck for that! I can't imagine what would have happened if she looked anything like fucking Rehan.

"I do?!" She asked as her eyes sparkled like stars.

I carressed her cheek and she leaned more into my touch,"Yeah she was very pretty and she was always affectionate with me whenever your fucking father use to bring her to our house. She was a sweet lady, I liked her."

I think I have seen her a couple of times when Father use to invite his close confidantes for dinner parties. Although even a blind man could tell she was miserable with her
motherfucking husband.

"What was she like?! Did you talk to her?! Did she talk about me?!" She shot questions at me like arrows out of a quiver.

"Baby, you were not born that time but she knew she was having a girl and I think she wanted a girl only."

I remember her telling me how much she loves her baby and how excited she is about her unborn child.

"What else did she say?!" She asked me.

I looked her in the eye,"From the looks of it, you were the only thing in her life that made her happy. You were her hope and I think she loved you very much, she wanted to see you grow in front of her eyes."

And my dear, you have grown to be every bit of a woman she wanted you to be. You are all her, sweet, kind, compassionate, graceful and I can't stop on how much you represent her even thought she didn't had much time with you.

"She died when I was five or six."

Her excited tone switched to a such a sad tone that it broke my heart.

I kissed her forehead,"She loved you, Radhika even when you were not born. She wished for a girl and I vaguely remember her sitting by the pool side and talking to her baby bump. She was so ecstatic about you."

"I never could get to know her." She snifled.

Yet I see her in you, baby. You are nothing like your father or your brother, you are completely like your mom who was an angel just like you.

I wiped her tears away,"Sweetheart, we don't get everything we want in our life. You should find peace in the fact that she loved you and wanted to be there for you."

She looked straight in to my eyes,"You know why I love this child so much despite the way it was concieved?!"

"Radhika, I am sorry...."

She cuts me off,"Hear me out please, I never got to know my mother and I craved for mother's love whole my life. When I got to know I was with a child, my first thought was that I will be stuck with you forever if I have your child but even the thought of aborting it, was so unbearable for me. I felt so protective about this child, my child that I couldn't bear to lose it."

She sobbed," I felt he or she shouldn't suffer what I suffered at a young age. I never got to have a mother and I know how difficult it is to live your life without a mother. I was so scared about your reaction. I thought you will force me to abort...."

I break in on her,"I would have never asked you to abort, Radhika in fact I would have lost my temper if you wanted to abort my baby and I would have made sure you give birth to my child."

Over the years as a child even though I didn't get it fully at that time but I knew my father forced my mother to abort a couple of times. I might be a monster and I might even be a Satan but there is no way in hell I would kill my own baby, I would have really lost my cool if Radhika would have even suggested this when we first got to know that she was pregnant.

"I know." She nodded with a forced smile but I knew she wasn't thrilled by my response.

I kind of did robbed her off of her decision to get pregnant by her will, and most of all I have caused so much pain to her.

I cupped her face,"I am sorry, baby for everything."

"Its all in the past and I have forgiven you. I want to start afresh, Arjun, I really do." She smiled at me.

"I promise to make up for everything that I have done in the past, for all the times I treated you like shit and yet you took me back." I promised her.

Sometimes I do wonder, if Radhika is some Saint because man, I was cruel and the worst husband ever! She has put up with so much shit that I have to pinch myself to believe that she is still here with me.

" Sometimes I wonder why did you never gave up on me?! I was an asshole, Radhika. I didn't deserve any of the compassion or love you gave me. Why didn't you give up on me?!" I voiced out my morbid thoughts to her.

She locked her gaze with me" Because I could see I affected you even when you use to say I meant nothing to you. I never told you this but I knew you were watching me sleep and when you thought I was fast asleep, you use to carress my face with so much affection. You have a come a long way, Arjun. Both of us have, you never wanted to accept me as your wife, you never wanted to care for me or love me, you were all about your revenge and hatred for Fath...Rehan and now even if I dissappear for a minute, you get restless." She confided in me.

God! I can never tell you just how much I love you. I have always loved you right from the time you fell in my arms, but I was too much of an asshole to understand that.

I looked her in the eye,"You are my whole life, Radhika. I might sound poetic but for me the Sun rises and sets with you in my eyes. You sunked me in the first time I saw."

"Really?!" She asked, shocked.

I think I always knew from inside that we had some connection right from the moment I saw her and it just kept getting stronger day by day. She has been with me through thick and thin even when I didn't deserve any of her love or compassion but she was there for me always.

"I think I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, the first time you fell into my arms but I was just too much of an asshole to admit it that I didn't just wanted to fuck you and later my revenge clouded my thoughts about you." I confess and boy oh boy, her face lits up like a Christmas tree.

She wipes her nose with her hand as she cries tears of joy. She looked so fucking cute right now with that red nose and cheeks that I feel a sweet ache in my groin again but I must and should behave because she needs her rest.

"I love you, baby. I just want you to be happy and I want this smile on your face to be etched forever."

I tucked her loose hair strands behind her ears and kissed her forehead. I love this woman so much more than life itself, and I don't know what she sees in me but she does love me with all her heart and her love is so pure, innocent and unconditional.

Tears filled her eyes as she stared at me through her blurry vision,"I love you, Arjun."

And just like that my heart did a full cartwheel inside my chest.

"Sleep, baby." I told her as I laid down beside her on my back.

She turned to her side, facing me, staring at me with twinge of disappointment in her eyes.

I faced her," Sleep, baby, we have an appointment tomorrow and I don't want us to be late for it. I can't wait for dawn, I am so fucking excited for tomorrow."

I changed the topic to distract her because I don't think so I can handle that pouting and puppy dog eyes she is giving me right now. Also I can't help but feel the butterflies in my stomach, because tomorrow is such a big day for both of us.

Tomorrow is the day I get to know if I will be doing fun things with my son or I will be having a lifetime full of arguments about make up, prom shit and boys. Boys, that one is hard to even think about especially because I know men are whoredogs as I was one. Please God, let it be a babyboy, please at least for the first time, let it be a boy.

"I am excited too." She smiled.

I know she has no preference and just wants a healthy baby of course healthy first but if God willing then it will be a healthy babyboy.

"Sleep, Radhika." I repeated and she embraced me, wrapping her hand around my midriff. I didn't understand when I fell asleep with her smuggling closer to me.

To be continued......