Arjun's POV

"Radhika, what is wrong baby?! Why are you crying?!" I ask her smoothly.

"You ruined me, Arjun! You made a big joke of my life." She tells me between her tears. She is crying so hard that she is unable to make concrete words.

"Baby relax so much stress is not good for the baby." I tell her softly to make her see sense.

"Tell me from when is it going on?! Tell me from when are you both seeing each other behind my back?! Tell me was it the first time or maybe second or maybe you guys were screwing each other daily." She whispers cries as she wipes her tears with the back of her palm.

Then I realize where is this coming from! She saw Lily and me together. God! I don't understand why can't I have a day without any drama.

"Radhika baby you are misunderstanding. Lily and I, we...."

She breaks in on me," Arjun, did I ever stop you from having sex with me after that night?! I gave you what you wanted despite the unreparable damage you have caused to my whole existence. I still pray that the baby must be a boy not because I want one but because you want a boy. I gave you my everything or should I say you snatched away my everything! This whole month when we were finally happy with each other I thought you and I could be happy together forever." She says as she sniffles.

She looks and sounds so vulnerable that her state makes me want to drag Lily here and make her apologise to Radhika by falling on her feet.

"We are happy baby and whatever you saw is not what it must have looked like." I try in an effort to coax her.

"Arjun, I don't trust you. Who knows you must have accepted Lily back in your life! Or who is to tell that she is not the only one you are cheating on me with!"

Her crude accusations fills me with mad fury. I feel like slapping her for even thinking so low of me but I know I can't and I musn't!

"Radhika, I did not cheat on you."

"I don't believe you. I told you Arjun the day you cheat on me you will see the last of me. I am not strong like your mom who had put up with your dad's womanizing ways. I know I must not do this but you left me with no other option." Saying so, she turns towards the fence and puts her leg forward to jump off but I grab her hand and pull her back into my arms.

I felt my breathing stopped when I articulated what she was going to do herself, me and our baby. She has gone too far this time and there is no forgiveness for this impudence of hers today.

I hugged her tight to calm the hot rush of fear inside me. She gave me a heart attack today! I kissed her all over her face not letting even an ince unkissed. She scared me to piceses!

Fuck the pregnancy and fuck everything! Radhika is not getting away with what she tried to do today.

I break the hug and I smacked her hard across her face," ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE?! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU TO TRY TO KILL YOURSELF?!"

"You cheated...." She again started her rant as she held her marred cheek at the same time.

I have had enough!

I glared at her with my fury filled eyes," Not a word, Radhika. Not a fucking word! You want proof I will give you proof that I did not cheat on you."

I dragged her along but soon I realised that she is with a baby and she cannot walk this fast so I scooped her in my arms despite her protest. She was throwing her hands and feet in air to make me put her down.

We reached finally! I pushed open the door of surveillance room," Rohit, show me the footage of study room." I said icily.

"Yes your highness."

He zoomed on the footage of my study and we saw everything right from me sitting alone to Lily entering to me rejecting her advances and storming out of the study.

Radhika was staring at the screen with her eyes as big as saucers. She heaved a sign of relief and now she had her head bowed down in guilt.

"Rohit out now fast!"

"Arjun, I am sorry I thought you...."

"That I cheated on you. Radhika, I will never put myself in the same category of my fucking father." I tell in an engraged tone.

"You slapped her?!"

"Yes." I quietly said not knowing what more to say.

"Oh Arjun." With that, she wrapped her arms around me and enveloped me in a bonecrushing hug but it's her bones I am more worried about than mine.

"I thought you will hurt me like before." She is still sniffling with her running nose.

She tries to wipe her nose with the back of her hand and I stop her," Use my shirt."

She wipes her nose to my shirt and she is staring at me intensely with those big doe like eyes that I feel she is casting a spell on me. Actually i am already under the spell of her innocence. I kiss her forehead and she closes her eyes but a lone tear slips from the corner of her eyes.

"Come lets go to our room baby." I husk in her ear. I have to dish out a pleasurable punishment for wifey today so that never in her life she thinks about throwing away her life.

I swept her off her feet and she had her face hidden in the crook of my neck. She was drawing patterns over my chest with her fingers. I mount towards our room and kicked the door open. I entered inside and carried her to our bed. She has no clue what is coming for her.

"Strip." I ushered a command.

"What?!"

"I said strip."

"Why don't you do the honours?!" She playfully smirks.

"With pleasure sweetheart." I say in a seductive tone as I hovered on top of her. I peeled her dress off in a slow motion. I am anticipating a seduction game today and it's my game so rules will also be mine. The most important rule is there are no rules that I stick by. I will show her who is the fucking boss here.

When she was stark naked, she felt heat burning her cheeks and she hugged her knees to her chest to hide herself.

I unbuttoned my shirt and threw it away. I walked to the wardrobe and pulled out a satin piece of cloth. This will have to do. I marched towards her like a predator would towards his prey.

"I am going to blindfold you." I tell her in my smooth tone. I know how to play my cards well.

"Arjun, but I...."

"Radhika, I won't hurt you baby." I assured her but I am going to drive you so close to the edge by the pleasure that by the end of this night, you won't have strength to even get up.

"Okay." She nods and I blindfold her.

I pushed her down on the mattress. I pulled out a bottle of champagne and pour it in a champagne glass. She wants to defy and disobey, I will make the whole universe spin around her today.

"Lay back and relax I will not give you what you won't be able to take." I said softly before I kissed her forehead.

I tied her hands to the headboard with the hand cuffs," Anticipation is the key, alright?! Do you trust me not to hurt you?!"

"I know you won't hurt me or the baby." She smiled.

"Good."

I took a sip of the champagne and leaned on her and kissed her to make her taste the liquid in my mouth. She should be a little tipsy for what I have in my mind.

"How is it?!" I ask her in a salacious tone.

"Good but it's not alcohol right?!" She asks worridly.

"No you think I will give alcohol to you in this state?!" I asked her pointedly.

"No I was just confirming you know it's not good for the baby." She tells me as if I am stupid.

Very early you remembered that you are pregnant, Radhika. Where was this concern when you were going to kill yourself?!

"No it's an alcohol free champagne." I assure her.

I kiss her from her neck, sucking deep on her sweet spot to her collarbone to her pert and perfect breast. I place ice cubes on her beauteous assets and she gasps.

"Arjun it's too cold." She meekly protests.

"It won't hurt, will it?!" 

My rhetorical question made her quite and she gave herself to me. I kissed her nipple, pouring a generous amount of champagne on her pink peaks, I sucked hard and bit them softly to which she winced in pain. My tongue lapped around her nipple in a circular motion to ease her pain.

I moved down to her small baby bump and kissed all over it. My little precious boy! The fact that I would have lost you and your mother today makes me want to spank Radhika at least hundred times had I not been quick.

I moved to her nether lips and parted her labia, pushed my tongue inside her clit and savored her unique sweet taste. She was moaning, throwing her head back and when she reached her peak, she tried to close her legs but I held her in place totally under my mercy.

Finally she spasm and I sucked her dry. Now the next step of my game has to be implemented. I licked my fingers and penetrated her core with my forefinger. She screamed at the painful intrusion. I will show her a different high today. She is so going to regret for trying to take her life.

I plunged my fingers deep into her lushness and she screamed out my name in pleasure. She had her eyes closed and hands fisting the mattress with all her might. One after two and later three of my fingers were thumping inside her. When I added my forth finger, she screeched as her eyes shot open.

"No Arjun I can't please."

"Of course you can baby." I fingerfucked her for so long that she had already orgasmed five times and now she looked played out but I am not letting her off the hook so easily.

"Arjun, I am tired." She whispered wearily.

"The night has just begin baby and there is a lot more to come." I smirked as I placed grabbed a pillow," Life your ass." As she did, I placed the pillow under her ass. I want a deeper access to the most important part of my wife's autonomy. I pulled off her blindfold and she was staring at me curiously as well as desirously. She was smiling at me. let's see baby for how long this smile will last long?! If I don't make you cry  in a short while then I swear I won't touch you for a week!

I already had a globe of precum on my tip as I took in the most captivating sight of my wife with her legs spread wide in submission. This is how I had picturised her when I first saw her at the airport. I channelled my manhood on her opening and pushed in a one strong thrust earning a shrill cry from her. I lifted her one leg up and relaxed it on my shoulder to keep my weight off our baby bump. My baby doesn't have to suffer along with his mother. I pulled out as fast as I pumped inside and she screamed again," Arjun, stop it's hurting!"

I leaned down on her and licked the sweatdrops that had beaded on her forehead," You have no idea, Radhika what you put me through today. You were going to take my hope away and you thought I would forgive you so easily without any retribution for all the pain you caused me today. You couldn't be any further from the truth."

"I thought we are okay, Arjun." She whispers cries.

"No we are not because you fucking ingrained a fear in me today. Who is to say you won't try to take your life again when some thing goes wrong?!" I barked at her.

"Arjun, I am sorry...."

"You are sorry?! You fucking kidding me! You could have miscarried or worst you could have died on me had I not been vigilant." I screamed at her between my hard thrust.

"I know and I am sorry please don't hurt me anymore." She wails.

Why she doesn't understand, what hell she put me through in that one minute?!

"Tell me Radhika what made you do it?! Tell me what the fuck where you thinking when you neared the fence?! Fucking speak up!" I pounded inside her.

I want answers! She had no right to do what she fucking did to me today?! I still am scared. Fear is one emotion I haven't felt for ages and now because of her I felt so terrorised that I am still shivering in both fear and anger. The fear of losing her and my baby would have broken me.

"I just saw Lily and you kissing...." She mumbles in a voice so sad that my anger towards Lily multiplied ten folds.

"She kissed me, I did not kiss her, Radhika." I confess. It's the only truth and I don't know what else to say now. 

She stared at me teareyed,"I know I saw in that video but I thought you cheated on me that time so I just needed to stop the unbearable pain I felt somehow. I know I behaved very selfishly towards the baby. I was going to deny the baby an opportunity to live but at that point my whole existence ceased before my own eyes."

Her while existence?! How could she say that?! She would have ruined my everything today had she been successful in ending her life. She is so perfect and I never want to let her go. She belongs to me forever. What is the use of all this, putting her through pain by punishments when she just doesn't get what is running inside me?!

"Radhika, it's not just about the baby it's about you and me. How can you do this to me?! You could have died Radhika. Why are you so careless and thoughtless about your life?! You are carrying the most precious thing to me and you practically was going to snatch my everything away. I don't know if I can get pass this." I mumured defeatedly as I pulled out of her and got off her. I feel so helpless, unsettled and anxious right now. I had promised myself that I will never allow myself to feel like a sucker after my mom's death yet this girl managed to penetrate the walls I had build around my once frozen heart. The thought that I could have lost her today knocked the air out of lungs.

I try to walk away as I really don't wish to show her my wobbled state. I am close to crying and if that is to happen then it should happen away from her or anyone for that matter. She holds my hand and pulls me to herself," I know you are still angry and if you want, you can take it out on me but please don't leave me alone." She is staring at me with those big brown orbs filled with tears that were knifing me from within.

"Radhika, I am very mad at you right now I will hurt you if I stay please let me go." It's practically a plea.

"Then hurt me if it makes you feel better I know what I did wasn't right. I had said that I will not choose anyone over my baby not you, not myself no one but look what I was going to do! I was going to deny him the life that I could give him. Maybe this will be a punishment for my selfishness and as far as I know you are not allowed to be selfish when you are a mom." She is really feeling sorry and somehow my temper subsides but I am still upset with her.

"It's not just your fault baby. Lily is solely responsible for all this." I tell her as I cup her cheeks and lock her lips with mine.

"Are you going to send her packing?!" She asks as she parts from me.

"Yes and soon I cannot stand to look at her after what she did today." I tell her with a conviction but I need to make arrangements for her stay first.

Although what Lily did to me, Radhika and my baby is unforgivable but she had stood by me like a rock during my hard times. I will not forget that but Radhika and my baby will not pay a huge price for Lily's obsession.

"You have good in you, Arjun." She tells me in a hushed tone.

"Yes and you are behaving like a drunkard without getting drunk."

Good in me! She has gone crazy without hitting her head somewhere.

"I am serious, Arjun." She stubbornly insist.

"Let's keep this discussion for another time so what were you saying about punishments?!" I mislead her from our argument as I think it's waste of energy.

"Do you want to punish me?!" She asks fearfully.

"No my anger has subsided but I want to fuck your ass if you are up for it." I ask her permission.

"Will it hurt like last time?" Her lips quivered in fear.

"A bit in the beginning but not like last time." I know anal sex can be either very pleasurable or very painful depends on meticulous planning and your timing.

"Relax." I whisper as I kissed her lips lightly.

I came back with lubricant. I know without this, it is going to be excruciating painful for her. I applied some on the tight opening of her asshole. Although this is not the first time still I know it's going to hurt if not done with preparation because she always would avoid this. I rub her tense shoulders," Baby it's going to hurt if you don't let loose. You know I will take care of you like I always have."

She bobbled in response. I think she is still scared but I have her. She has nothing to worry about. I placed my commando on her punkered hole and thrust deriously slow and she gasped in discomfort.

"Arjun it's hurting." She tells me in her hoarse voice.

"Just hold on baby I promise it's going to be okay soon." I say as I nib on her earlobe.

I drew away her attention from the pain by fondling and caressing her breast. She was sweetly moaning with her eyes shut tight and traces of dried tears still vibrant on her cheeks.

When I understood that she is ready, I pushed in another inch and again, she winced but not as painfully as first time. It wouldn't have been so hurtful had I been small down there but I know I have a monster of a size. I have been a hot topic of gossip amongst most of the women that I fucked for the impossible size of my prick.

"Radhika, it's going hurt you more if I push inch by inch."

"Arjun, I trust you." I am floored by her confession.

"Okay baby hold your breath." I softly said before I pushed all of my nine and half inches inside her in one swift thrust. She screams a loud as her eyes watered.

"Arjun it's hurting please I can't." She whispers a plea.

"Just stay still baby. It's going to be fine soon." I coax her as I carress her hair and part them away from falling on her sweaty face.

After a while she relaxes and I know by the wetness that embodied my c**k I pull out slow and she gasps but I know we can do this together. I will pleasure her with my body. I will make love to her today just the way I did in the night of the day when her pregnancy was announced. I push in slow but deep and she moans like a kitten in heat. I push in so deep that the head of my cock is touching her tailbone. She winces first as the stretching must have been splitting her in two. I kiss her earlobe," Don't you ever try to kill yourself, Radhika. Whatever happens whatever shitty things you hear or see about me, the first person you are going to come to should be me. I know I have done a lot of things which make might hate me but I had my own reasons and I don't particularly regret them because my path to success wasn't a bed of roses. I had shed my and others blood, walked over the dead bodies of my people and enemies both. They were my ladder to reach here where I am in control of my and so many other's life.  Can you give me that benefit of doubt no matter what?!" I asked her as I dived inside her with more force.

She nodded unable to speak, lost in the euphoria that must be rousing through her body. I pushed my dick in deeper, pulling her hips against mine, filling her, listening to her pleasure filled moans and as her ass was filled for the second time. This is what I want in life, Radhika giving herself to me willingly and enjoying our sexual encounters as much as I do. I love the little sound she makes when she cums and I know she is near but this has too last long for as long as it can.

"Don't cum baby." I say in a low tone but full of authority.

"Arjun, I can't it's...
oh god! You feel so good." She is gnawing her lower lip to stifle her moans.

"I know baby, I know but hold on to me." I say to her because I want us to cum together.

I grab her ass cheeks and part them to get the deepest access, my cock growing in size inside her. I knew I would reach my climax soon so I bite into the flesh of her neck," Now baby you can cum." She winced in pain from the impact of my ferocious bite but she spasm around my cock at the same time. We fit together so well, so fucking perfect!

I crashed on the other side of the bed to avoid crushing her under my weight. My breath came out in hard and fast pants and I felt I had ran for a mile without a break. Brought me back to the memories of my rigorous training. I turned to look at Radhika and her state was the same. Sometimes I wonder what is in her that I never get bored of having sex with her. She was gasping for breath with her eyes closed. She looked dead tired. God! I hope I did not go too far.

"Did I hurt you?!"

"No...it....was...intense." She gasped out the words.

I pulled her to me and palmed her face,"Baby you are so precious to me. I won't ever let you go! You are mine!" With that, I kissed her with slow burning passion. We will always be together, Radhika. No matter who says what or who does what, I will never let you go away from me because you are my pursuit of happiness, my little firefly you have lit up my dark world with your light.

To be continued.....