Arjun's POV

I kissed her roughly biting her lips drawing out blood and she tried to push me but I kept her still.

She whimpered," It hurts."

I sucked her blood and licked her lips to soothe her pain," As it should when you fill your head with clutter."

"We don't have time for a quickie now because of you." I taunted her.

"You are insatiable! Can't you function for few hours without sex?!"

"I can't because I love sex and you might blame it all on me but you enjoy it too." I teased her.

"No! I don't enjoy anything it's all you..."

"Really?! Want a repeat of morning here?!" I challenged her.

"You have no shame..."

"You are my wife and what's wrong in that?! Stop being so prude there is nothing wrong in me wanting to fuck my wife all the time."

"Will you stop with the dirty talk?! You are corrupting me!"

"Then let me corrupt you completely." I said as I slammed my lips on her. I broke the kiss and dived in her neck to place deep, sloppy kisses there. I bit into her skin and she winced as I dropped hickeys here and there. I should stop biting her because we had to do down for dinner and how much she can possibly hide but I was tempted to make her skin red and leave lovebites wherever I could.

I slide the sleeves of her blouse a bit down and that's when she was alarmed by my intentions actually I had no intentions to fuck her here out in open. I just wanted to play with her a little but she clearly was not having any of it.

"Not here!" She pushed me away.

"Yeah, I just.....forget...it..." I pulled her close and pecked her lips lightly for one last time,"I want you to wait for me in our room after dinner. Wear red"

Inspite of her protest, I could see the reddish hue on her face and the eyes that lowered in alluring shyness took my breath away.

I intertwined our fingers," Let's go they must be waiting for us at the dinning table."

I looked at Radhika who was seated on my right and Sam who was on my left. Mariam beside Sam and Mark was seated on the opposite side of the large table. He doesn't like to mingle so much with Sam and Mariam and Radhika was out of question.

The menu was shrimps, chicken and rice and for the vegetarian, it was just paneer kababs and dal rice. My wife was the only vegetarian by the way and she did not particularly like how we ate non veg daily for breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Mark looked at me," What have you thought about Sheikh's proposal?!"

My blood boiled at his words! He surely chose the worst time of all to discuss this when I had made my stand clear on this.

"We will talk in the study later." I replied not giving much away.

"He called me today, complaining that you are ignoring his calls, mails and messages. He could be a good ally to us if we...."

"Mark!" I raised my voice now because I clearly was not just mad but palm twichingly mad at him," What part of we will talk in the study, do you don't understand?!"

"Arjun, keep your voice down I am talking for your own good." He slammed his fist on the table.

"And you can't talk for my own good in the study?! For the last time I don't want to discuss this right now."

"What is it, bhai?!"

"Oh! He didn't tell you, I thought he did because you both are so close. Anyways I will tell you, you are going to get a new sister in law!" He looked at Radhika with disgust," Someone who will represent our family name with grace and not have a traitors blood running in her veins! Arjun is getting a new wife!"

Radhika looked at me with pure hurt in her eyes and she jolted up from her seat and ran away before I could explain myself.

"Is it true?! Bhai, are you marrying again?!" Sam asked in a furious tone.

"No!" I exclaimed to accentuate my stand on this matter.

"Mark, how many fucking times do I have to tell you that I won't marry again!" I said grinding my teeth together in pure rage.

How dare he bring this up again?!

I straightened up and left in a jiffy. I am done with all this family drama for the day. I feel like going somewhere far for some peace because clearly I have reached my boiling point and I am so fucking close to blast on everyone and tell everyone to go fuck themselves.

I pushed opened the door of our bedroom and I wasn't expecting what I saw inside. She fucking had a blade against her wrist! Where the fuck did she even get a blade?! I strode closer to her but she glared at me with red, angry eyes that were swollen from weeping," Don't come any closer! I will cut myself!"

"Look...Radhika...don't..be...stupid!"

I fumbled with words to my utter shock as I could not even think straight as fear possessed me, the fear of losing her.

"You want to marry again?! Fine! But I won't live to suffer another humiliation!" She cried.

"I don't want to marry again, I told him that and I really don't know why he brought it up again." Words poured out of my mouth frantically as I tried to distract her and reach her somehow before she does anything stupid.

"No! You are lying! You want another wife, don't you?! You are done with me so now you want someone new!" She accused me, staring at me, grief-stricken.

"Don't be stupid, Radhika. Give me that blade!" She shook her head and I lost it completely," I SAID GIVE ME THE FUCKING BLADE!" My voice was through the roof by now.

I snatched the blade from her and in the process, I cut myself in the tussle. It was a small cut, didn't bothered me much but she was not getting away easily today.

I gripped her by her neck and pushed her back towards the wall. I was furious was an understatement, I was fucking homicidal!

"If I wanted someone new, do you really think I need to marry to fuck someone?! Answer me!" I screamed at her.

She shook her head vigorously and she grew breathless as I had cut down her airsupply by the way I was gripping her neck.

I left her after some time and she held her neck in fear, her breath came out in hard and fast pants! She started coughing as I nearly choked her but I knew when to stop and I did at the right time. I just wanted to terrorize her and I was successful!

"You are so fucking stupid! I can't believe I am standing here talking to you!" I was pacing like a caged tiger as I didn't know what to do to her or to myself. She drives me so mad that I feel like breaking her jaw but then I will only feel guilty later.

"You will not marry again?!" She asked in a small voice.

I raised my hand and she covered her face with her hands," I will give you one tight slap if you dare to ask me this question one more time!"

I wasn't going to hit her, I just wanted to scare her and I did.

"You think ending your life is so easy?! Just one cut and all your problems will be over!" I looked at her fiercely," If you had even gone through even quarter inch of what I went through, you will thank your stars. Anyone tells you anything and you fall in that charade eager to believe that person! How quickly do you assume the worst about me! Did I tell you, I want to marry again?!" I asked her harshly.

She was still mum and she was fueling my anger more by her silence!

"Did I?!" I snarled.

She shook her head.

"Words, Radhika." I said, gritting my teeth.

"No you didn't." She said finally.

"Then how could you assume things on your own?! I am your husband or Mark is your husband for you to believe him." I demanded.

"I..just...thought...you..." She looked down but I pulled her chin up so I could look in those eyes that have not allowed me a second of peace since I looked into them,"You are my wife and you will be my only wife!"

She took my hand and placed it on her head," Promise me!"

"I promise you." I said as I looked her in the eye.

She withdrew my hand from her head and scrutinized the blood on my head that was also smeared on her hairline now. It looked as if I filled her hairline with my blood!

"You are hurt..."

"Its just a small cut. Forget it." I callously said to calm her down because she was so worked up over the blood flowing out of my hand.

"No!" She scolded me. Me?! Like seriously?! No one scolds me!

She dragged me to the washroom and made me keep my hand under the water," You must get a tetanus shot tommorrow to avoid infection."

I rolled my eyes at her," I am not a kid, Radhika so stop treating me like one."

"You got cut by a blade and you might get an infection." She argued with me.

Now she is really making a mountain out of a molehill.

"If you would not have pulled that stunt then nothing of this sort would have happened." I could not stop myself from taunting her.

Tears welled in her eyes at my barb and I instantly regretted taking a gibe at her when we had almost sorted out our issues.

"I am sorry..." She said in a small voice.

I nodded," Its okay don't think about it. Its a not a big cut any which ways." I looked at her tears stained face and continued," Don't worry it won't kill...."

She placed her hand on my mouth," Don't talk about death so lightly! I don't like it!" She said angrily but what blew my mind was the emotion in her eyes!

She cared for me! Me?! I feel like shaking her vigorously and give her a piece of my mind for caring for me when I have done nothing for her to care for me in fact I have done the opposite! I would have done it if I was a good man but I was not and anything She will give me, be it care or anything else, I will take it greedily!

"Why are you scared of death?! It's bound to happen one day." I said as I looked away.

"My mother died when I was six and I kept asking my brother when will she come back, he told me no one comes back from death...."

I actually don't know what to say in moments like this, this is one of those delicate moments and I, who prides in being a stud is speechless right now!

"Death is the truth of life, Radhika. One must not run away from that truth specially in world like ours. Death is the ultimate truth and its inevitable."

I felt like banging my head against the wall because I was nowhere near comforting!

"I don't want to hear it! Keep quiet, don't talk about it please don't talk about it..." She said as she covered her ears and weeped.

I hugged her to my chest," I am sorry I won't talk about it again. Stop crying." I said as I rubbed her back to calm her down.

"I have to do your dressing." She said composing herself, pulling away from me.

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and patting her face dry and I was awestruck by how adorable she looked even after having a meltdown. She wasn't the most beautiful girl I had seen but definitely the most intriguing, there was simplicity yet some mystery in her. She was like a rare flower that I wanted to hide away from the world and keep it to myself. I didn't wanted to share that bewitching innocence with anyone. She seduced me without actually doing anything, neither did she smiled saucy nor did she lured me in by showing her skin but she had sure cast a spell on me like a sorceress!

She wrapped the muslin cloth around my wound carefully and I wondered if she thought I would scream in pain if she did it incorrectly but what she didn't know was that I had been through worst. It wasn't such a small cut but it wasn't even that grave of an injury. The blade had slashed my palm while I was trying to seize it from her.

"Thank you. Now aren't you going to do the duty of a wife?!" I said eyeing her with desire drugged eyes.

"What duty are you talking about?!" She asked, confused or was she putting on an act?!

I jerked her closer,"I rather show you."

I laid her down on the bed and hovered on top of her, lowering myself on her but keeping my weight off her. I kissed her forehead," I don't ever want you to do what you did today. Your life is mine! From head to toe you only belong me. Even the breath you take is mine!"

I claimed her lips, devoured her mouth, pushing my tongue in every nook and corner of her mouth. I nibbed her lips lightly and soothed her sting by sucking on her lips. She stared at me with confusion in her eyes, there were questions in her eyes and I know what they were but I will choose not to answer them. I am not ready for this yet and until I am ready to have this conversation, I will not go there!

I sucked on her neck and placed deep kisses on her neck, collarbone and dived down to her breast. I undressed her painfully slow looking into her eyes and she held my gaze with one of her own. I would have really loved to know what she is thinking but I bet she will not tell me.

As my lips touched her skin, my mind mapped her every inch once again as I simply couldn't get enough of her. Her mewls, her moans and her soft carress in my hair drove me crazy and I realized I have never really longed for a woman like I have for her. As I pushed inside her finally and feeling her warmth around my length lifted my mood instantly.

I kept pumping inside her, slowly but deeply and I don't know what round was it?! Was it 5th or 6th?! How does it matter anyway?! Why was I even keeping a count?! I don't know rather I don't care. As I came inside her after withholding my release when she had already cummed fourth time, the reality dawned upon me! I was not fucking her! This was something else, something beyond words and I couldn't find the right words to describe it. I think I knew but I didn't had the courage to say it!

"Are you making love to me, Arjun?!" She asked and I swear, she had blown my mind off by her question!

To be continued.......