hello everyone, we interrupt this regularly scheduled program to inform you that i am zarakin TRASH and i really had to stop everything i was doing to make this request first.

also:
me while making the video: not to suck my own tit but i am LITERALLY a fucking genius and this video is the best thing i've ever created.
me while watching the video afterwards: this is the ugliest thing i've ever created and i do not deserve to call myself an editor excuse me while i deactivate.

☆alderaans☆
HERE IS YOUR TRAILER ! So listen. LISTEN. I deadass spent like 10 hours on this video and ITS NOT EVEN THAT FUCKING GOOD IM SO MAD?? BUT YOU KNOW WHAT 10 HOURS IM POSTING IT ANYWAY IM SO SORRY FOR THIS BULLSHIT I HOPE YOU LIKE IT ANYWAY ♥

https://youtu.be/mVrQ7bwSrZc

so yeah. uhhhh. yeah. i know i didn't follow your ideas (you said to take it from soft to angsty but i started angsty) but IN MY DEFENSE, i listened to the song and i got so in my feelings + i was already emotional by taylor's album so you know. angst.

IF YOURE AS EMO AS I AM: here's a gif that might make you laugh bc i found this on tumblr and i literally haven't stopped laughing since.

thanks for the interruption, we'll resume our regularly scheduled program with no more interruptions (maybe) now.