The slow step I take down the hall in the dark,The slow breaths of the cold air I breathe in,I can feel the fog that emerges from my frowned lips,It creeps up and slowly takes over my mind,My heart it races and my feet begin to fall forward,Quicker than before,Racing down the halls in the dark,I'm not sure if I know left from right,And I really need a hug knowing my luck isn't ever strong,From my legs to my arms,They are oh so thin,And the ribs they have begun to show,Skinny is overrated,But isn't the world that way anyway,My dad said that hes worried,But honestly I couldn't really care,He doesn't listen to me,And conservative he's stuck in his own opinion,I didn't ask for much,I never said I knew everything,You made it political,I think that this year I've lost hope in you ever seeing me,The world keeps spinning along with my head as I fall down deeper and deeper,I can't help it,Keep telling myself,That they shouldn't mess with me, But my bones they break just like the rest of them,But I'm not sure you ever noticed how so much more often,Just under the skin I break, And I dare not say a word, Knowing you don't care much anyway.-Joshua Banks JJAJ