Wonder what it is, I don't understand what's become of this,At the end of the day I still call this bliss,And it's only you that I miss,I admit that I'm a mess.Feeling like the clock tics way too fast,Praying up above and to myself that this will last,And I can set my pains in the past.Don't you understand that there's a million people that could like you like that,But I wouldn't ever go back to the two steppingHeartless Joshua back,Stain in my existence wishing I could hide all the panic under my hat,Take a deep breath know that against life I'm always at bat.Looking up to the heavens,Knowing that some how I'll never get passed the sinsHave you wondered how I came to behave again?-Joshua Banks JJAJ