Chapter 2: Oh the Things I Could do to Him

Songs for this chapter:
Glamorous- Fergie
Obsessed- Mariah Carey
I Knew You Were Trouble- Taylor Swift
Don't Let Me Get Me- Pink

Peytons POV

We hop out of the car and walk into the bathroom with our next outfits.We all decide to change into the dresses we brought hoping that maybe we will pass this movie premier. The dresses are no where near appropriate for a movie premier but we don't really care about how slutty we all look. My dress is tight in all the right places and hangs off one shoulder. The different shades of blues and purples fit together perfectly in a random scribble pattern. I complete the look with a black belt and black boots that makes this outfit 100% me.

Sophie is wearing a dark blue, skin tight, lace dress, she looks absolutely stunning but I'm sure she is uncomfortable with how short it is. I can't help but laugh at her facial expression as she looks at herself in the mirror. Sophie is drop dead gorgeous but she is way to modest to ever think that about herself. Its been 21 years and she still doesn't understand why guys worship at her feet.

Clair is wearing a maroon colored dress with the sleeves cut out and small rhinestones on the sleeves. The dress is loose at the top but skin tight around her ass. I've never seen her in a dress like this before, shes not one to show off her body and I respect that but maybe if she did a little guys would pay more attention to her. She is beautiful in that nerdy smart girl way, you know the type of beauty that nobody notices until she breaks out of her comfort zone,I'm thinking tonight might be that time.

Meghan is wearing a black dress that has a beautiful cut out design down the front of it, she's exactly like me, she's hot and she knows it and she's not afraid to show it. Sophie may be my best friend but when it comes to style Meghan is the girl that I go to, she has been modeling since she was three. We actually discovered a while back that we met when we were 7 at a modeling job for some kind of shoes for girls. Of course we don't remember each other but its ironic how close we are now.

As we are doing each others hair and makeup a few ladies walk in and out of the restroom, most of them give us dirty looks and I can't saythat I blame them, we look like we are going to a nightclub not just going to take pictures/a movie premier. We head out of the restaurant and get looks from guys that should not be looking at us. I notice a guy sitting with his family and he has been starring at us way tolong, sick bastard.

"What is this premier even for?" Sophie ask as soon as we get back in the car. I have been wondering that to but I've been to distracted to actually look it up.

"Peytons favorite movie, well the next one I guess." Meghan looks at me like she purposely kept it a secret. My favorite movie? My favorite movie is Divergent the second one comes out... Oh my god no way how did I not figure this out?

"Oh my god Meghan look it up we have to go." After driving around for 20 minutes to the different places it could be we finally found it. I didn't think this far ahead I've never actually been to a movie premier but I highly doubt they let random people off the streets into these type of things.

"How are we going to get in?" I ask trying to look for any normal people entrance but of course I have no luck.

"Maybe they will think we look hot enough to be here and just let us in." Meghan flips her hair and looks at herself in the mirror.

"Or maybe you two could use your modeling to get us in." Clair says the most likely option but I still have no idea how we will get them to let us in.

"I don't know yet but I'm not gonna sit here all night contemplating on ways to get them to let us in." I say as I get out of the car. The girls follow my lead, they have way to much confidence in me.

I walk right up to the bouncer, or security guard or what ever you call the guy that has the name list and ask him how we can get in.

"Unless your name is on this list or you are in the movie I can't let you in but you can wait over there with all of the other fans."

I figured this would be his answer "What if I told you her and I were models?" I asked pointing to Meghan.

"Is your name on the list?"

"No but..."

"But nothing your names not on the list so I can't let you in."

Just as I'm about to turn around and give up I hear someone call my name. I turn around and see a somewhat attractive guy coming towards us. I have no clue who he is but hey if some attractive guy on the otherside of that rope knows my name I'm not gonna complain.

"Oh my god it is you," Mr. handsome says as he gets close to me, "you have no idea who I am do you?"

"Sorry no I don't" his face looks familiar but I cant place it.

"We took an acting class together like 10 years ago I was the one that you...

"You were the one that I dumped grape juice on during that improvisation class, oh my god," That acting class is close to the top of the best things I've ever spent 200 bucks on and 99% of that reason is because of Johnny Weston. We were doing an improvisation scene on the first day of class, basically we had to come up with a scene that involved the kitchen. I had been acting like I was in the kitchen cleaning. Johnny who was my 'husband' pretended to be a bossy hardworking guy who wanted dinner. After bickering back and forth I had finally reached in the fridge and grabbed the jug of grape juice and dumped half of the thing on his head. He was so shocked that he ended up breaking character and we both busted up laughing. Over the next two weeks he became a great friend. "How have you been?"

"Pretty freaking amazing I mean this was my dream and now its my life but more importantly how are you? And by the way you look stunning."

"Thank you, I am doing okay I mean I'm  no movie star but I can't complain." I can't help but feel comfortable around Johnny. He knew me before everything in my life got complicated, he knew the happier version of me and right now remembering those times I can't help but miss her, miss the person I used to be.

"They are with me." Johnny says to the big guy, breaking me out of my self loathing. To my surprise the guy unhooks the rope and lets us through. I look at the girls and we all huddle together and silently freak the hell out.

Johnny leads us down the red carpet, holy shit we are walking on the red carpet. None of us are even talking because we are to amazed or shocked to even think about anything else except all of the flashing lights pointed directly at us. I'm kind of regretting this whole slutty night club look now especially when I look around and see most of the actors are wearing long modest dresses.

"You girls are surprisingly quiet, the Peyton I knew would be freaking out by now and I'm sure her friends would be no different."

"Oh we are freaking out trust me." Meghan says as she poses for another picture. She loves getting her picture taken just as much as I do.

"Yeah I'm just a bit cooler than I was when I was 11." I say as I stick my tongue out at him and go to pose for a picture with Meghan.

"Still love the attention huh?" Johnny touches my arm and whispers in my ear. That was weird, way to weird for me to be okay with.

"So Johnny hows your love life?" I try to ask casually or at least as casually as you can ask someone that question.

"Ha you mean my non existent love life, its great." he gives me his best fake smile. Damn it I was hoping he would say it was great and he was madly in love with some girl and was thinking of proposing, damn this is not what I wanted to hear. "And how is yours?"

"Mine?" hmm should I lie or be honest, I lie about everything else so why start telling the truth now. " Mine is nonexistent as well but that's how I want it, different hook up every week, you know I'm young I don't want anything serious." I don't know why my lie went in this direction because the truth is that couldn't be farther from the truth. The truth is that I want a relationship, I want a guy that I can tell everything to, all of my biggest secrets and worst nightmares, a guy who will laugh with me and hold me when I cry. I'm in love with the idea of being in love and I want to be in love so bad but I can't. To be in love you have to let someone in, you have to show them the darkest side of you and hope that they can love that darkness. The truth is that I'm terrified of letting someone see the darkness that is within me.

"Well if you ever wanna just have some fun with an old friend, catch up youknow pick up where we left off then I'm your guy."

What? There's no way I could have just heard him correctly, it is getting pretty loud out here. And what the hell did he mean by pick up where we left off? Nothing and I repeat NOTHING ever happened between us. I mean seriously I was only 11 sure he is only a year older than me but still I was a 11 for crying out loud. Gosh I think to much, I'm giving myself a headache this night has been way to serious.

"Wheres the alcohol? I need a drink." I'm yelling over the Paps, speaking to anyone who will listen. Hopefully Johnny won't realize that I completely dodged his question. Unfortunately I didn't know anyone else here and I had no idea if they even served alcohol at these type of things. I guess we could have just left but this was my favorite movie so that thought quickly went out the window. Great now I'm back to thinking to much. Mental note to myself: Don't think about anything for the rest of the night. I will need a lot of luck for this.

"Girls lets go drink until we can't remember our names." I said grabbing the girls and leaving a stunned Johnny on the red carpet. So maybe its not the best idea to get shit faced at a movie premier but I'm not supposed to be thinking tonight so I'm trying not to think about the consequences this could lead to. By the way for all of those people that think I don't give a shit about anything your wrong I'm just a really good actress.

We made our way inside and found the beverage bar. I ordered 4 of their best drinks which just so happened to be some sort of white wine. Figures they wouldn't serve any hard liquor here. O well these will do. I chugged my glass before looking at Clair and taking hers.

"Hey I was actually gonna drink that."

"You were?" Clair never drinks in public places like this unless its a frat party.

"Yes I'm feeling a bit crazy tonight." Clair said as she walked up to the bar and ordered another one. Oh boy Clair feels like being a bit crazy I'm not even sure what to expect. We have been friends for almost 2 years and I've never seen her drunk or do anything crazy.

Well tonight should be fun." Meghan had a a sarcastic tone to her voice.

"Have you ever seen her get drunk?" Sophie ask still sipping her first glass. I tilt her glass back to help her out a little which in return she gives me an evil look. O well her glass is now empty so my plan worked.

"Once our senior year after her boyfriend broke up with her we went to a college party that my cousin invited us to. She was upset until she got a few shots of tequila in her and then she became like you on regular night." Meghan sticks her tongue out at me and I return the gesture by flipping her off. Well this will be fun although I have no idea what she means by me on a regular night....

"Can I get two glasses of wine please?" I hear a beautiful British accent ask behind me. I turn and almost drop my glass. Meghan, Clair, and Sophie were in full conversation about some guy at our school that they all had a major crush on, he was hot and I've done a lot of stuff with him, not that any of them know that, that's why when they talk about him I just act like I'm not interested. They are to busy obsessing over a guy that's not even here to pay any attention to the beautiful British guy that is standing 10 feet away from us.

I walk over to him, this may be my only chance of ever meeting him and I'm not gonna waste it, even if I do feel bad about not telling them. When I get less than 5 feet away from him my damn conscious makes me feel bad so I go back to tell the girls. They haven't even noticed that I walked away.

"Girls would you shut up about Derek for two seconds and look at who is only 10 freaking feet away from us right now." I turn back towards the bar area but he's not there anymore. Dammit where the hell did he go.

I leave my friends standing there confused as hell. I didn't have time to explain to them, its only been like 30 seconds he couldn't have gone far. I wonder all over the damn room looking for him, the girls are right behind me asking me a million questions but I can't think about anything else except for finding him.

"Holy shit its Ansel Elgort." Meghan says and I turn around instantly stopping my search party.

"Oh my god." Clair and Sophie say at the same time. I'm just standing there staring at him take a drink of his wine. He is so freaking adorable. He may not be boyfriend material but I bet he is a freak in the sheets. The quiet shy ones usually are. Out of the corner of my eye I spot Him entering the room. I turn my attention away from Ansel.

"Oh the things I could do to him..... Shit did I say that out loud?"

"Yes" Sophie says and we bust up laughing causing the whole room to stare at us. And by the whole room I mean him. I look over to where he is standing and he is staring right at us. I start walking towards him, they can make up their own minds about who they want to meet, I'm not letting him disappear again.

He's watching me as I walk across the room to him, my eyes never leave his. In my mind I'm going over what could happen when I reach him, 90% of those are not things that should be said out loud. The other 10% are things that I'm trying not to think about because well rejection from one of your favorite celebrities doesn't sound very fun. It feels like its taking forever to get across the room.

"You sure do know how to get the rooms attention." He was the first one to talk which I was glad because I would have said something disturbing. I've never had a problem talking to guys before but this wasn't some random college guy, this was Theo James.

"Usually it takes a little more than laughing." I am completely out of my comfort zone and I have no idea what I'm doing. Why didn't I drink more maybe at least then I would feel a little more confident. "And involves less clothing." Shit why did I just say that. Luckily he laughs, so Theo can take a joke, I could make this work.

"Why do I get the feeling that you are gonna be trouble?

"Because I am, so are you gonna get me a drink?"

"Okay," he starts walking towards the bar, "wait you are old enough right?"

"Yes I'm 21," did he really just ask, that everyone always says I look older than I am and now hes asking if I'm legal "would it matter if I wasn't?"

"Yes it would matter"

"Why? I've been drinking since I was 15"

"Because I don't support underage drinking"

"I bet you wouldn't support a lot of things that I do." By this time we have gotten our drinks and were heading to a quieter part of the room. He was looking at me in a judging way but I knew he wasn't judging me. He reminded me of Aaron when he did that. "wow I'm sorry I can't even imagine what you are thinking right now."

"I wasn't thinking anything bad, I'm just curious as to why you feel the need to do those things that I wouldn't approve of?"

There were lots of reasons why I acted the way I did, but all of them were way to serious for a person who is supposed to be having fun and not thinking about anything. Not that I would tell him anyways, he may be famous and hot and really nice but that doesn't mean I'm going to spill all of my secrets to him.

"I like the adrenaline of living dangerously," I give him the most simplest answer I can come up with. I know hes gonna ask more questions and I really don't feel like answering anything else. " I can't believe I'm going to say this but I'm going to go." I start to walk away before I change my mind, but then I realize that I didn'teven get a photo or an autograph. I turn around and head back to him. Hes still standing there with his drink in his hand and I could tell that he was watching me walk away by the way he quickly turned his head when I turned around.

"Forget something?"

"I realized that I didn't even ask for a picture or an autograph and I am a huge fan so yeah can I at least get a picture?"

"Of course"

I took my phone out of my bag and he posed for a few pictures with me. I didn't expect him to be very photogenic but he surprised me and took some great pictures even a couple funny ones. Before I could put my phone back in my purse he grabbed it and signed the back of it. Its kind of ironic how my phone case says 'what makes you different makes you dangerous' which is a quote from Divergent and the leading male just signed it. I can't even be mad that I can no longer use my new phone case because Theo Fricking James just signed it!

"Nice phone case." he states as he hands it back to me.

"Thank you so much."

"You're at least staying to watch the movie right?"

"Yes of course this is my favorite series I wouldn't miss this."

"Good. Maybe after you could find me and tell me how good I was." What? Was Theo James really flirting with me?

"Or tell you how bad you were." Was I actually flirting back? What am I saying of course I was.

He just kept smiling at me and it was getting weird, sure I thought he was hot but he was like 5 years older than me and I never actually wanted anything to happen with him no matter how much I imagined it in my mind. Or maybe I did want it to happen then but now that I've talked to him and he reminds me of my brother there's no way in hell I'm doing anything with him. I knew that I had to get out of here before he could say something and I would feel bad about turning him down. I don't do the whole felling bad thing for leading a guy on and then turning him down. I'm a bitch I know.

"Okay I'm going to find my friends now, see you later." Dammit why I did I say see you later like I was actually going to find him after the movie I knew that I wasn't, he may be Theo James but that doesn't mean hes guarded from my games.

I walked away not even listening to the words he was saying, I wasn't going to feel bad for who I am just because he's a celebrity.

Louis POV

By the time we were leaving the airport there were paparazzi everywhere. This was the worst part about being famous every second of the day you had to wonder if someone was peeking through the curtains of your hotel. It sucked ass I couldn't just go out and get drunk or smoke a joint because everyone would know about it an hour later. I've only smoked a joint once with Zayn on a yacht out in the middle of nowhere, I thought it was a safe place to try it without anyone finding out but of course I was wrong. That just goes to show these idiots will follow us to the ends of the earth.

El hates the paps, I know she says she always has school stuff to do but even when shes on holiday she doesn't come around much. She says it has nothing to do with the paps its just school and family stuff but I know shes lying. Sometimes I wish she could just be an attention whore and love being in the spotlight. I am in no way calling my girlfriend a whore I'm just referring to all of those girls that run straight for the camera every time the see a flash go off.

We make it to the car and head back to the hotel. Its about an hour drive and I'm glad Zayn is here because even though are greeting at the airport went well I can still feel the tension. I plan on keeping at least one of the guys around us as long as possible. I know she will want to talk and honestly I'm not in the mood to talk.

"The guys want food" Zayn says from the back seat.

"Okay I'll stop at the restaurant by the hotel." I had no idea what it was called but it was the only place around that had a few English speaking workers. It made it way easier to order our food not to mention cheaper. Last year, the first year we ever had a concert here we went to a Japanese restaurant and ended up ordering one of everything because nobody could understand each other, I will never do that again. We ordered our food and it ended up only being 10Yens, don't ask me what that means because I have no idea. We just use the One Direction credit card for everything, management does all that other shit.

After 2 hours of eating and talking with the guys El grabs my hand and ask if I wanna go on a walk, great here is that talking I didn't wanna do. I can't say no to her though she really is beautiful. We each put on a hoody to keep from being spotted by the paps and walk out of the hotel lobby.

"So did you really miss me or were you just saying that?" Well she sure doesn't waste any time.

"Yes of course I missed you babe." It might have taken me seeing her to realize it but I really did miss her.

"Okay good because I've been thinking that maybe this summer I could tour with you for a little, you know just a few weeks maybe the same time that Nicole does so that way I won't be so lonely while you are out doing band stuff."

I was shocked I couldn't believe she was suggesting this and by the look on her face either could she. I have been wanting her to come on tour with me for the past 4 years. I always got so jealous of howPerrie and Nicole would spend weeks at a time with Zayn and Liam on tour but El wouldn't spend more than a weekend.

"El are you sure you would want to do that, I would love to have you here for longer than a weekend but are you sure you could actually handle it?" Maybe this was a last ditch effort but if she was willing to try so was I.

"Well I hate that I never really get to see you so if that's what it takes to make this relationship work then yes I will spend time touring with you after I go on holiday."

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The rest of the weekend went great. Eleanor and I had made up and we felt stronger than ever. She even came to the concert Saturday night which was a huge surprise to everyone. Monday morning came way to early and I was actually sad to have her leave, something I haven't been able to say in months. We had such a great weekend I was afraid that this closeness that I felt with her was going to disappear the moment she stepped on that plane. They called her flight and I knew that this could possible be it for us.

"Goodbye Louis I love you." She kissed me and for some terrifying reason I got the feeling that this was the last time I was every going to kiss her.

"See you later Eleanor I love you always." I said in between kissing her and wiping a tear off her cheek. I couldn't say goodbye because that would make this final. I watched as she walked away from me and boarded the plane possible for the last time.

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A/N - Hey guys how are you enjoying the story so far? I'm still in the process of editing so if you see any mistakes just let me know in the comments. Also in the comments please tell me what you think of the story.

Lastly I'm sure everyone is freaking out about Liam's girlfriend being named Nicole but I only changed her name because she will be more in the story later and I didn't want people to get confused about there being 2 Sophies in the book. So to clear it up I'm still picturing her as Sophia.

Okay sorry for rambling don't forget to like and comment. Love you all!