Ch - 58

Sidhant comes out from the room by scratching his forehead, he has the reports on his hand. Writing something on the file he lifts his head when eyes fall on Nina coming towards him with Kushal.

He thinks something by narrowing his brows, then look at the reports and asks, "Kushal I need help, nina from you also." He stares at his face for a few seconds with doubting eyes and says, "You don't have to ask bro."

Nodded sidhant give him the reports and explains, "Here are naaz's reports, ms jenny will give you the diet chart in few minutes. Naaz can't eat anything except the chart, nina I hope you can take care of that." He says by looking at her.

With a scowl on her face, she folded hands near her chest and scoffs, "Obviously, you don't have to please me for taking care of my own best friend. I keep doing this and will always do."

Sighing he scratches the back of his neck, "I didn't mean in that way. She is my patient, my responsibility so I must explain the things. Now listen carefully, she has a pain on the right side of her back, it will cause a problem if she laying straight or give force on that side while sitting."

"Take care of that and..ya medicines timings and ways of giving are written on the paper in front. Everything is marked properly, ms Jenny will also bringing them, just take care of all that and...."

Before he completes Kushal interrupts him in between, "Wait, wait...why you are saying all these to us? Are you going somewhere?" Turning his head to the other side, he places one hand on his waist and says by rolling his tongue inside the mouth,

"Annm, yeah actually I have an important work to do. That's why I wrote all here properly, you both don't have any problem in following the things. And if she denies eating anything, which she will do I know...then call me. Nina, I think you should go inside, she shouldn't have left alone for a long time."

Nodded nina spare a glance at Kushal and leave by taking the reports. Huffing sidhant arch his head back when Kushal asks with colliding brows, "Where are you going suddenly? When she was unconscious you refused to go out for a second, and now?"

Rolling eyes he says unknowingly a little loud, caught the attention of few people around them, "Because she is fine now, not have any problem,.. I don't have to stick with her all the time..." He clenched his eyes when saw the people staring at him, running fingers on his hair he sighs,

"See, I have a little work and tired also. You just take care of the things here for sometimes,.. I mean put an eye on her and call me immediately having some problem. I will be back soon..bye." Tapping on his shoulder sidhant leave before kushal asks anything else.

The few moments of life when one wants to stay complete alone, they didn't want anyone near them even the people they love.  No sound, no people around, no disturbance just they alone with themselves. That's the time when they ready to face everything inside them...

He asks the driver to drove towards his place, his mind is not in the condition to focus on driving. From the time he landed in Mumbai, didn't move anywhere from her except for freshening up...that too he wasn't ready to leave her room.

To the whole time, he was sitting on that tool by holding her hand, eyes were continuously fixed on her every single second,.. He doesn't realise when fall asleep today morning, because remember capturing every feature of her to the whole night...

The dark circles around his eyes, puffiness is proof of his sleepless night, face turns complete pale due to not having any proper food for two days. All he wants right at that moment is to stay away from everyone, his feet are continuously tapping on the car and fingers over the knees.

His heart is throbbing so fast that it can easily be echoed in the silence, brows are narrowed all the time,..he opens the few buttons of the shirt due to feeling sudden suffocation from his own thoughts that going inside his mind repeatedly.

From the time she opens her eyes, he knows have to leave for home soon after setting all things. It's getting tough for him to control his inner turmoils in front of all, especially her... The little fairy thing helps to divert his mind for few times. But right now he is not at all stressed about that thing....

"Sir we are here." Driver's voice brings him back from his thoughts, hummed he open the door and rush inside. His hands tapping on the wall beside the lift button, gritted his teeth he punched on the button after waiting for some time..

"Sir you can try the other." Guard said by looking at his scratched knuckles. Groaning he yells, "I know that." Huffing he goes by mumbled a "Sorry" to him. Reaching inside, he looks at the darkness all around his place with furrowed brows.

Fisting his hand he grabs the vase kept over the shoe rack and throw it on the floor with a thud. Without switching on the lights he keeps throwing everything come on his hands by groaning in irritation, anguish.. Only the broking sound and his groaning is echoed in the dark place...

He is taking out the anger on things, taking out the anger he has on himself.. His mind keeps revolving all the incidents on his mind in repeat.. The sudden car crash, her cursing him from the other side of the trial room, her throwing heels on him, then the night..of them standing on the dance floor and the lips crashed against each other....

Each single moments they collided each other's path out of nowhere,..and finally they meet in the hospital, the day after that their paths kind of join together. All the unwanted things start happening, first crossing the limits of attraction...

Their bodies collide every time with each other just like their paths, the time from when rules start breaking.. And then the foolish decision someone can ever make, to forget the attraction.. Pulling his hair he hit his palm on something causing the glass piece to stab on his hand and it starts bleeding.

Clenching his eyes he thumped on the floor, "Agghhhh...." That decision is the biggest mistake of his life, because after that the things that could be controlled is going out of reach. The attraction is never ended but definitely bring every other feeling with it, which he never wants to feel.

The feelings from which he runs all over his life, the feelings he hates to feel is now rushing every single nerve inside his body.
He rolls his eyes all over the place, the darkness isn't able to stop him from feeling the place as every single spot has her touch.

The moments they spend here in all this one month and a week is revolving around his eyes, this place has her scent without her presence here. A chuckle left out from his mouth, this place is as messed up as he.. Just like him, this place is also full of her things..

All the things he does with her, the things he never does before, not even think to do. The mere physical attraction is cross all other feelings people named in this world except hatred..those strings of attraction is tied him with her in a strong attachment, he himself can't be ripped now...

All those unknown sensations, the restlessness inside his heart when she wasn't around, the weird obsession towards her every single thing, the rushing of every emotions with her, the way this mind lost all logics in front of him, missing her in each second.

Her revolving on his mind repeatedly like a beautiful lyrics of some soothing song, the way these eyes of his do not get tired by staring at her face... This stupid smile on his face come only by thinking about her, the depth of feelings that made him forget the pain of his bleeding hand.

The feeling of every organ inside his body seems to blast anytime.. The feeling that shouldn't have come ever, the helplessness of this stupid beating organ that couldn't able to hold control of himself, the sin for him that he couldn't able to stop for making..

The feelings he realises at the exact moment saw her laying with those needles insert inside her, that it's the thing he tries to avoid all his life. The moment he realises that shouldn't have started this contract thing ever in life, but now the blunder is already done.. He can't take back anything....

He groaned by shaking his head, "Why? Why the thing I hate the most is coming in life? Why I even met her? Why our paths collide? Why I brought her into my wasted life? Why all are so messed up? Why..........why ......
I fall in love with naaz? Why this heart fall for naaz?".

A drop of tears left from his eyes with the last word.

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