Ch - 86

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear sidhant and siraaj." The sound is echoing in the living area, all clapping. Smiling he cut the cakes, he never thought about this but by all this he feels like a baggage remove from his shoulders.

A burden that he might didn't know about also, but carry the whole time inside his heart is feels gone, he is feeling light. And all this happen only because of her, don't know what he even does in life if she isn't there. His little fairy..

But he still feeling bad for whatever he said, comparing her was the worst thing he ever said in his whole life. She doesn't say anything, still smiling but he knows she is hurt somewhere. He have to do something, simple sorry won't work out in this.

Naaz locks the door after all leave and come inside the living area when saw sidhant sitting in front of the bean bags and smiling at the comics. Sighing she settled beside him. "I love to reading these comics a lot, teachers punished me also because I used to read them in school." He chuckled remember something.

He read few pages of the comics causing naaz to laugh hard, especially because of the way he is reading by changing the voice. Then he wore the gloves in one hand and naaz in the other, "Now I will hit you from those." She said by slightly hitting on his stomach, making a wincing face he also pretend to hit on her jaw.

"I will give you an answer of this punch." She fake warned and wipes the non-existing blood from her mouth. "Let's see." He slowly moves his hand towards her when she caught it and hit on his nose in slow motion.
"Aaahh." Winced he grabs her waist and this time in real, lifting her on his shoulder he says, "The rest fight will be continuing in the bedroom."...........

The next morning, naaz stirred in sleep by nuzzling her nose on his bare chest smiling softly she snuggles more. She used to laugh when people say that the most intoxicating smell is the person you love but now can feel the truth in those words.

She is addicted to the essence of his smell, the aroma doesn't know why this also successful to raise goosebumps on her skin. He is the dangerous drug that holds the power of making her forget everything in the world except him.

She shudders when he traces fingers on her back and peck the side of her head, only he knows how much he loves to wake up with her every morning. Feeling her completely, the way their bare flesh engulfs to each other, having nothing in between.

Their souls are attached, legs crossed, fingers entangle and the way her hot breathe  caresses his chest causing the poor heartbeats to stimulate. Morning can't be more beautiful than this ever, both eyes are closed. They are just feeling each other, by breath, heartbeats, touch..

"Morning sweetheart." He said by tugging her hair strands aside. Lifting her head naaz peck on his lips, "Good morning, raccoon." He rolls his eyes and complains, "I called you with lovely names, and you find this...raccoon.. Let be it, then."

Turning he bit the crook of her neck and whispers by rolling his tongue there, "I love you." Pecking her forehead he rubs his nose with her, "I am sorry, you know I didn't mean anything." Caressing fingers on his stubble she smiles, "Hnn..I will forget everything if you made me a tasty breakfast."

He pecks on her lips and get up from the bed, "In process, love." He is going to get out when she throws a cushion on him, "I am waiting, honey."

Sidhant stares at the cloudy weather, because of standing on the top of the building the child air kissing their skin, the slight smell of rain feels soothing to the soul. The drizzling rain always looks so beautiful, but not more than the lady standing beside him.

It's an off from the hospital until any emergency comes into context. He is getting curious about what she have to talk, "What is it?" Asked sidhant, seeing her biting her lips in full tension. She always do this, whenever get nervous or tensed.

Taking a breath she turns her body towards him and says, "I..that day when i go to bring all your childhood stuffs." His brows narrows in a slight shock, "How did you get inside? Security?"

Shrugging her shoulders she says by tugging a hair strand aside, "That wasn't a big deal for me, you know that." Smiling he shook his head, "Ya, aafat side.." He knows how dangerous she can be or how stubborn when decides to do something.

"I..met ryna..that day." Mumbles naaz. Causing his body to stiffed suddenly, "Did she said anything to you? I know you are good at handling but, tell me if she behaves..." Before he could complete she held his hands and says, "No, nothing like that.. Just listen to me.. She said something, about..why she is a bad mother? and how?" She stammered a little.

He look straight with a shocking chuckle, he is in doubt that she even a mother or not. Naaz sighs, "Sidhant, I will only tell you anything if you want to hear. I mean it's your choice, I just don't want to hide anything from you. We will end the topic here if you said no."

He tightens his hold on the railing, this is really unbelievable for him.. The pulp of anger for her or his father rise more inside his heart, especially ryna. Maybe because children have always more expectations from mothers or because he felt way more hurt when saw others with their mothers in school.

How they love their children? When he and siraaj did nothing but just watch the bond, love they never had. Is there will be any reason for her to neglect or completely forget about her children? Again a sarcastic smile appears on his face, in all the years she doesn't say anything except when she needed any sign.

His thoughts broke when naaz wrapped her hand around his arm, closing eyes he asks, "Whatever she said, what do you think about that? Is the reason acceptable?" She says after a while, "Again, it's your choice..you are the one who suffers..

If by any chance, my father come now and like her.. I know I can't..forgive him no matter what his reason might be. He throws me away on the time, I needed him the most, after that also he doesn't care I am alive or not. I can never able to forget the things.."

Biting her lips she rests her head on his shoulder, "And about her reason, I don't think it's acceptable. He might regrets now, but her forgiveness is not in my hand."

Shaking head he pulled her more close to him by wrapping an arm around her waist, "I can't ever forgive her, no matter whatever the fucking reason is. Maybe the younger sidhant did, if she came to the time I was dying to hug a mother tightly.. And even if it indirectly, she was the reason siraaj is not with me."

"I am not blaming her, for choosing a personal life. She could tell us the truth, still could be with us as a mo..mother.. But she doesn't, even after knowing how much siraaj love her. Her regrets doesn't matter to me now, I hate her, I hate both of them and will always be." He rest his head over her..

Naaz hugged him tightly and mumbles, "You don't have to, but.. I think you should do something about not facing the things again and again." He snuggles his face on the crook of her neck, this warmth of her always works as an instant calming thing. "What?" He asked.

Tracing fingers on his hair she says, "Drop the baggage, seeing the past always bring back the memories again. Do something so that you don't have to go and sign papers all the time, just like we should cherish good memories we have to push the bad ones.

Revenge always give us the same pain, because the reasons of revenge never go out from our minds."

He pulled back nodded, "Hm..you are right,." Huffing he run fingers on his hair, "I think, I am ready to talk to them."..........

Sidhant rests his back on the chair, he is waiting in the restaurant for meeting his so-called parents. He decided to give everything a perfect closure, living with the past can create traffic on his present and the future. He doesn't want anything to come in between him and naaz..

This meeting will cut the last string of his worst past, after that he can finally start a normal life with naaz. He checks the papers when saw ryna come to him with a smile with a stern face he asks her to sit.

Ryna settle in front of him and asks, "Did naaz tell you anything?" He nodded his head in no, although she told him all and also show the gift which has a portrait of sidhant. He wants to hear all from her, maybe to see is there still any drama left or not. "You tell me,." He stated.

Lowering her head, she tells him everything resulting in him to shook his head in disbelief, "Seriously, so you took the revenge of your husband's affair by leaving your sons. How can you be so great all the time Mrs. Ryna Arora."

She didn't have the courage to look into his eyes anymore, "Saying sorry will never be ohk, I know because it's my fault. With ageing people start remembering every good bad things they did in life. The regrets hit me late, very late.."

Rolling tongue inside his mouth he passes her the papers, "This, a number of shares in your name. We don't have to meet for singing papers now, whatever you did.. I can never forgive you. Just wants to clear every shit by giving you the shares."

Smiling slightly ryna passes him the papers back and says, "I don't need them, I am retiring from my post. Done with all high society craps, I don't want to be the place that is the reason for snatching everything from me. Leaving country tomorrow, just want to spend the rest of life in a calm relaxing place."

"All this is yours, but before going please keep my one request. Don't give all the shares to divesh, this all properties are yours. I don't want him to lost everything in gambling, respect your grandfather's decision of giving you all this."

Sidhant doesn't know what to say or not, he still hates her but doesn't feel like saying anything. It actually looks like a closure, her face did not have any glimpse of lying. She looks regretted but he is not ready to forgive. About the property, he already heard about his gambling..

Nodded he look at the other side when she asks something completely unexpected, "Can I please hug you for once. Please, sidhant." He looks at her watery eyes, why she didn't asks for this when he is tormenting her from inside? He wants to refuse this but naaz's words roam on his mind.

"You have to forgive the past, not the person."

This might be the last and first hug of them, maybe the last time he is seeing her. Taking a deep breath he gets up, causing ryna to smile sadly she wrapped both arms around him, "I am sorry.." He fisted his hands in order to control the rides of emotions inside him, he tries to reciprocate the hug but he couldn't.

The first time he is hugging his mother, whom he hates all life, still do. For once the little child who is craving for this hug at nights when he was ill alive again but then the memories of spending days in the dark room flashes in front of his eyes.

No matter how much he tries, not finding a single way to forgive her. She will go tomorrow, he might never saw her again. He didn't want for now at least, don't know about the future. But he isn't sure about ever accept her in future. This is the actual closure..

After a while, she breaks the hug, "God bless you both, goodbye." Said she takes her purse and going to leave when sidhant says, "Call me if you need anything. I at least try to be a nice son." Patted his shoulder she smiles, "You already are."

He rubs his hand all over face, after years of hatred, pain, sadness today he really feels free. All insecurities vanished, he feels relax.. She is right, revenge never makes you feel calm. He ends every unfinished business today, with divesh also by giving him a limited amount of share.

The past pains will never come his way ever, thanks to naaz. Finally, he is free to start a normal, happy life with her..

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