Ch - 85

"Why you need me to go with you? That too so far!" Sidhant complained by looking at his phone, still there is no reply from naaz. That day after the storeroom incident he thought she might be pissed or give him hard treatment. He started regretting for that also, as after days he does something she isn't like.

But for his shock, she came to his cabin with lunch having a bright smile on her face and reacts absolutely normal or can say happier. She feeds him like a pampered child, with the showering of kisses.

"Are you not pissed?" He asked with a confused frown. Smiling answers by nodded her head in no, "Hn hn, why would I be pissed?" After staring at her face for a few seconds he sighs by scratching the back of his neck, "Because, i..did something you don't like."

She intertwines her fingers with his and says by moving more closer, "I might be irritated for some time, the sexual frustration but I am not angry with you. This is what you are, the irritating raccoon with whom I couldn't control myself to fall in love. Whatever you did irritate me but I love that irritation a lot."

"I love the angry, irritating, stubborn, sweetest sidhant a lot." Said she pressed her lips with him.........

He is still surprised by her words, she likes all the things he is trying hard to control. The things that create fear inside him is actually not a material for fear. She is accepting all his bad qualities but that doesn't mean he shouldn't have control over himself.

His chain of thoughts broke by kushal's voice, "You are my friend and I need you, end of discussion." Said kushal with a commanding voice. Shaking head sidhant hummed when a message pinged on his phone.

"Dear boyfriend, I told you to enjoy with your friend and let me do with mine. Nina didn't let me touch the phone." Naaz..

Smiling he types,

"But girlfriend, I am missing you. What about this poor face of mine?" Sidhant..

"I will paint that poor handsome face with my lipstick, once you are back." Naaz.

"What about painting the whole me?" He types with smirks plastered on his face.

"I got myself a jerk boyfriend, but all right I will grant your this wish if only you promise to not wipe my marks one day." Naaz ..

Chuckles he types, "I got myself a dangerous girlfriend. Thank you for the offer but I am fine."..

"Now I have to go, bye love you.." Naaz.

He replied the same with a sad face and close his eyes, usually on this day he keeps himself busy all day. One of the reasons he agreed to come with kushal, because naaz has someday out with nina and he doesn't want to be alone.

The so-called birthday is the worst day of his life, he doesn't even prefer someone to wish him. All already aware of that, and he also told naaz that day on the cottage about not wishing or say anything about the birthday thing. Because it's nothing but the reminding of that tragic day..

He is relaxed that she understand and behave all normal from morning......

Naaz check everything for the last time, her whole day is passed by preparing for all this. She knows that taking a huge risk by planning the birthday surprise, he will definitely be angry but this important. He needs to give closure to his past pains.

Checking the phone she claps, "Everyone, all done?..they will be here in ten minutes." Nina and kartik both show a thumbs up. Kartik is the only intern left in orchids who joins with naaz. She didn't prefer to invite more people because one part of her knows that some problem will definitely create.

Kartik switches off all lights as they find a message of kushal that they are coming.

Sidhant enters inside by unlocking the door, his brows crease a little by seeing it all dark because a few minutes ago naaz said in the message that she is at home. With a confused face, he going to switch on the lights when suddenly a blue light falls on his face.

Squeezing eyes he somehow open his eyes, heartbeats so fast because a hint of what is happening hits on his mind. Before he could react a voice come, "I know you ask me to not do anything but I couldn't stop myself." Naaz said from a corner.

Slowly the blue light spread all around the living area, his eyes widened as saw everything. In the place of the sofa, those bean bags used to be in his childhood room situated with old comics kept in a triangle way and a round colourful dotted lamp inside it.

On the other side, his boxing gloves and darted board is kept with balloons around them. One thing he didn't realize yet that standing over the superman carpet which he and siraaj brought at twelve. And at last the big bulletin board decorated with balloons, lights.

All his pictures with siraaj pinned on it and a happy 40th birthday tag hanging above them. It seems like someone just brings all memories of childhood in front of his eyes, something he doesn't want to remember especially today.

His eyes are focused on the pictures when naaz come towards him with two cakes, and says by standing in front of him, "Happy birthday." Her voice made his gaze fall on her then the cakes, in one sidhant is written and siraaj on the other.

All the memories of that day start floating in front of his eyes, how his happiness turns into a sad one, his broken face and then the accident. How in the blink of an eye he lost his brother, the one who always be the most excited for birthdays.

Every year sidhant present at the birthday parties, just because of siraaj because he always jumps from one month ago. The excited face of his while opening the presents and seeing any surprise is reflecting again.. And how his most favourite day become the last day of his life.

A sudden pulp of anger rise on his veins by all this, he asked her to not do anything and here she just help him remember all the horrible things again. Clenching his jaw he throw the cakes away, his nostrils are puffed in anger.

Naaz flinches back by the sudden reaction, her breath hitch the moment his red burning eyes filled with water darted towards her, for the first time it shows only anger. Kicking the food trolley he grabbed her arms and yells, "Who the fuck ask you to do all this?"

Her whole body trembled by his sudden outburst, she never before saw him this angry. Gulping saliva naaz utters, "No one, but it necessary for you to face the things y."..

Closing eyes he rub his face and scowls by gesturing her to stop, "Why? Why not for once you can listen to me? Nothing is necessary, nothing..don't pretend to know everything naaz, because you don't.".

She already knew things won't go smoothly but have to make him understand, taking a breath she says, " No, it is important.., sidhant you have to come out from the past. Ignoring things will never work, all these years you just ignore..which leads you to be so insecure about yourself. I can't see you like that."..

Her none words are affecting his mind at this moment, all he can feel extreme pain, broken and rage is the thing he always used to digged the other emotions. He yells again by stepping closer to her, "I don't care what you can or not, stop thinking about me. I am absolutely fine in all these years, pain is meant to be ignored.

People do not carry it in every single moment ot their life. And...if it what you think requires then why never go and face your so-called family? Why the fuck you ignore them in all these years?" His sudden question make her eyes widen in shock, she never thought this can come in the argument ever.

"That's the different things sidhant." She sighed by looking at the other side. Chuckling sarcastically he left her arms and says, "Nothing is different naaz, it's just you are too coward of facing your own things but here..hn..here you want me to face all these.

Get the courage to face your things first before pushing others to the dark memories of life... You know, how much I hate this day? Despite you want to celebrate this fucking birthday, seriously..and that too because you are thinking that this is necessary...because you can't see me like this.

Because of all your selfish reasons, you are ready to give me the pain that I want to forget. You know what, right now I can only see the selfish ryna on you. Who just think about herself.." Barked he snatched the threads of balloons and leave.

Kushal comes towards naaz who is standing staring at the door with a slight smile on her face. "You, are ohk? See he didn't mea.." Before kushal complete she looks at him and says, "He didn't mean anything, I know that. It's just his anger, which is obvious."

Smiling she look at everyone, who gave her a confused reaction, "Actually I am happy, at last, he came back to the real him by breaking the cell. Sometimes it's important to give extreme pain in order to wipe it completely. And...you all wait here and please clean the mess till I am bringing him back. Bye."

Said she take her phone and leave, it would be a lie if she said that doesn't feel hurt by his words but the part of her know that he how much he is might regretting by his own choice of words. This is not the time of getting angry or anything, she needs to finish what starts..

There is a half construction building on the backside of their place, she knows he never drive in anger and this is the only place he came whenever leave home in anger and the day when she came to know about the infertility things..also spend the whole day on this place.

Using the torchlight she checks all around and found him standing at a corner on the second floor with a bottle in his hand. Sighing she go near him and snatched the bottle by standing beside him, he snapped at her in shock.

He thought she would definitely leave him, after whatever he said and the way behaved. Obviously, he didn't mean anything, never mean whatever used to say in anger..comparing her with ryna was something he regrets the most. Hoping if pulled the words back, the anger transforms into regret the moment he left the place.

Naaz gulps a sip from the bottle and says by shaking her head, "I should say, your brother is a really dick." She said by staring at the sky, which makes him confused at first until heard the next words.

"In all his ignorance, he forgets that it's your birthday also which you loved to celebrate. He even destroys your cake also, you know siraaj we both should stop talking to him." Said she gulp one more sip.

Sidhant murmurs by looking at the other side, "Sorry." She took a glance at him and again says by staring at the sky, "Hun! We both don't want sorry and all, you have to talk to me." Twisting lips he whispers, "You are busy talking to someone else."

Raising brows naaz held her head and sighs, "See your brother is such a jealous soul." With furrowed brows he turns to her and asks, "What are you trying to do? This talking and all."

Keeping the bottle aside she folded her hands near her chest, "To make you understand something you don't want to." Said she cupped his face by coming closer and continues, "Strat from me, I still celebrate my mumma's birthday, talk to her, see the things related to her.

Ones death never make you detach from the person, they will be living on your memories, heart until you do not try to forget them. Why you are thinking about the bad memories, when you have thousands of good, happy ones with siraaj.? Why stop cherishing all beautiful ones for one bad day?

You told me, he loved to celebrate birthdays. You choose to fulfil his dreams, then why stop doing his favourite things? This is not only your birthday, ohk. You distance yourself from all the things which has his touch, memories when those are things that make you feel he is always around you.

With you in every aspect of life. You said he hated seeing people cry or sad, then why are you making this day sad despite happy?"

Her words hit him on the senses he blocked since years, she is right. He chooses to forget him, choose to digged the emotions inside when he should keep him alive on his memories. He pushes all the happy memories on a dark corner and only keep reminiscing the bad one.

Naaz holds his hands and kisses on the knuckles, "Stop living in the pain sidhant, this is the best day because you got your brother on this date and spend a beautiful journey of seventeen years with him. Remember all the things you both do together, don't hate the day..

Let be his birthdays always the happiest for him, don't run."

Nodded he blinks his eyes which causes the tears drops escape from his eyes, sniffing he look at her and says, "I thought you will leave me after whatever I said." Shaking head in disbelief she suddenly pinched him hard on the hand, making him wince.

"First throw this thought from your stupid brain, I never even think to leave you. Why would I? Having you in my life, making me the luckiest woman in the world. You accept me wholeheartedly with all my flaws, loving me in the way no one can ever in today's life.

And put these words on your brain, I love all your flaws whether there is not many. I fall in love with the little arrogant, too stubborn, getting angry fast, irritate me as hell, call me with weird names, possessive, giving me frustrating punishments, who love to kiss anytime anywhere, sweet and loveable also.

I love the sidhant who didn't hide himself, I love the true sidhant with all the flaws who said no to the things he didn't like. I love the real you, please don't change yourself for me. Because from now if you did, then I surely think to leave you."

Chuckling he cupped her face and smashed their lips together. The kiss is slow, mix with their teardrops, with a smile. Resting their forehead with each other he mumbles, "Is there any arrangements for extra cake?" Chuckling she nodded, "Hm-hm, let's go."

In the way, she thinks something and says, "I have one more thing to discuss, but not today, tomorrow." He nodded with a confused face and both enter inside the building.

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