Ch - 38

Things changes, the bond grows as time passes. Something happens according to your plan or sometimes you forget about the plans and live in the moment. This is what happens with both sidhant and naaz..

These three days are passed so fast that none get a single time to think about anything. Because of that huge and controversial surgery of the chief minister, sidhant is too busy all the time discussing it with his teams..

Naaz is also being with him for almost twenty fours, first, she was shocked when heard her name in the surgery. This is something really big for her, out of all interns only two is selected for cooperating sidhant on the surgery.

One is naaz and the other Kartik, they both are hell shocked that it took them five minutes to come back on the surface. It's their first surgery as a doctor, not an intern, that too with head doctors especially sidhant.

He is leading the surgery, and being in the role of his strict doctor he keeps everyone busy with him all the time. After the hospital also naaz used to discuss with him the surgery at home, sometimes during the time of cooking food also.

Yeah according to the new deal, whenever they were at home it's his department of cooking. They spend all the time together but poor babies weren't able to enjoy their passionate make-outs nor fight properly..

Arguments caused in the hospital during the time of discussion which over soon because of other people around. And she had to respect him as a senior doctor.. But the fight wasn't able to continue as because of tiredness both fell asleep, some of the time without dinner.

But in all these also, if one thought that the attraction is decreased as time then it's a complete no. Both are dying to come in contact with each other but keep avoiding by thinking about the other being tired.

Whenever she speaking about the details in front of all, his eyes are constantly fixed on the favourite place of her face. Sometimes think to forget all the surrounding and kiss her hard by grabbing that face but know he can't.

And the alone time is also available in breakfast and dinner, one they do in a hurry and the other is laziness. Despite living together they miss each other a lot in these three days.

Sidhant is standing on the balcony of his room, the half-moon which turns complete red for some reason it looks so beautiful between a few twinkling stars. The child breeze is pretty enough to relax the mind...

Tomorrow is the surgery and for some unknown reason, he is too tensed about it. The surgery is one of the difficult ones where the chances of success are less than failure, and he never fails any in his whole career.

His chain of thoughts broke by a hit of the elbow, turning head to the direction he saw naaz standing beside him with two mugs and gesture him to take the one. Smiling slightly he grabs the mug, this is the other thing that became a new habit of him.

"Her tea". Might be she is not a good cook but this tea never in the world can make better than her. The first day she made it after returned from the shopping, immediately he drops a deal that she has to make this tea every day...

Leaning on the railing beside him she takes a sip and asks by rolling her eyes to him, "Why are you looking so tensed, doctor?" Blowing the tea he inhales the smell and replies by closing his eyes, "Nothing."

"And how do you know that I am still awake?" One more thing is new that he doesn't close the door at night, so that if she can come wherever needed or in an emergency. The clause of privacy is already broken unknowingly..

Naaz looks  towards the moon and answers, "I had an urge to drink tea, so just thought to check on you and here you are awake and without any debate start gulping the tea."

Raising both shoulders he says, "So, why not? After all, I know this is for me." Rolling eyes she looks at him, the fake smile of him clearly shows that he is thinking about something so deeply.

"Now will you tell me what's the matter with you? Or if not then, give me my tea back?" Asked naaz by forwarding her hand to take the mug, but sidhant move his hand on the other side and sighs, "Fine, baba."

Nodded she turns towards him completely by leaning her one elbow on the railing, sidhant take a sip and says, "Nothing, just tensed about the surgery." She chuckles softly and says, "You don't have to be, because you are perfect in this."

Shaking head he exhales, "But it's a difficult one naaz, and you know the chances of success is too low." She blinks her eyes and says, "Hearing something from a doctor like you, who never fail any surgery is a bit shocking."

"Are you scared of harming your success record?" Nodded in no he places the cup aside and says, "It's not about success, I don't anyone to lose their loved ones by my hand. This is the reason I always being so  worried before any surgery.."

"People know I am the best, they come to me with a hope that I will do everything all right but what...what if I fail to their expectations., i..I don't want to kill anyone,.." He closes his eyes and tightens his grip on the railing...

She looks at him with a kind of shocking reaction, this face of him is never seen by her. He is not just tensed he is scared of something, his clenched face express some hidden unknown memories..

Which she doesn't want to dig out, as remembering the bad things is worst. Taking a deep breath she keeps the mug aside and says by placing her hands over his, "Sidhant." Opening eyes he turns to her as soon as feel her warmth...

"Just remember one thing, you are not god even god can never save anyone if that person comes to their end. You only can treat people not able to make them immortals. People made doctors god but they forget that we are also a normal human being."

"So if anyhow won't successful, you can't blame yourself because you put the hundred per cent of your efforts on it. I know this, we all know,..and despite that just believe in yourself.. Till now you never lose any case you have some power on you.."

"Just believe in that power and don't stress yourself out, otherwise you will not able to focus on the surgery. Nothing is completely in our hand, you do your part of work and leave the rest on whatever in the destiny.."

"And out of all that, I know...actually my intuition saying that tomorrow evening I am enjoying success party here and enjoying the tasty food on the only dr. Sidhant Arora., and also you have to make something special which will be only for me."

Sidhant just stares at her face with unknown emotions, he himself doesn't know. It's a habit of him being tensed before one night of surgery but this is the very first time someone is there to console and show belief in him.

He doesn't know why to share this feeling suddenly with her, because he never opens up to Kushal also about this fear. Every word was spoken by her gives him a kind of strength and erase the fear from inside him,... Whether she has some magic or mix something on the tea.

Both stare at each other with a slight smile on the face, the cold wind caresses their faces. He slowly turns completely towards her, the eyes scanning all over the face and stop near the lips.. Heartbeats increase suddenly, faster than the sound of the second stick of the clock.

His hand slowly remove the small curls from her face, causing her to close the eyes. The sudden contact of both skins is sending chills to their spine, both slowly come closer to each other. Sidhant stare at her lips and whispers coming near to them, "Thank you."

With that the lips met with each other but, today there's something different in the air, in the kiss.. It is not like their urgent kisses, the kiss is soft as a feather, slow and calm as the kind. He garbs her face between his palms and slowly sucks the feathery lips, after days he tastes the sweetness which is not less than a drug to him...

She put the hand on his chest and reciprocate in the same way, seems like both devourings some unknown emotions into each other. The lips move in a soft rhythm, it's like both just feels the touch of each other, loss on the essence of an unnamed emotion... After a few minutes, both break the kiss and rest their forehead to each other...with a beautiful smile on their faces..
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Let's see what happens next!!