Ch - 55

Few moments of our life when we become so numb to react in any way, think about anything. The mind stops processing any thoughts, suddenly a complete silence spread all around the surrounding that one can able to count every beat of their heart.

The shocking trauma where usually people lose the ability to react about anything, it's like someone just switches off the button of your every emotional and mental processing., one even forget to blink their eyes...

A warm layer of water rolled down from sidhant's cheeks, he is completely going the dark mode after listening about the accident. The phone fall from his hand long ago, every single function of his body seems to stop working suddenly, he is not in the process of reacting, eyes burning red..

He shrieked by the sudden loud sound of the phone which is ringing on the bed, blinking eyes he shook his head and pick the call immediately, "Sidhant please this is not the time to zone out, control yourself. She needs your help right now." Kushal tries to convince from the other side...

Hummed he wipes his face, "I..will not let anything happen to her." His heart is chocked from inside by thinking about the accident, doesn't want to imagine her in any of those ways. This the weird feeling he had since the time left her, he shouldn't leave her.., shouldn't give her the car....

Pulling his hair he leaves the room by hitting his fist on the wall, those tears are not intended to stop. Taking out his phone he looks at a number and dials, "I want ab negative blood soon in orchids, call every fucking contact you has,..I want it in fifteen minutes." He stated by getting inside the car.

The caller replies, "Are you out of your mind, it's not possible." Gritting his teeth he roared, "Then make it possible or else you forget to get a single thing from me, and I mean it. Your time start from now." Hang up, he calls someone else, "I want the chopper in ten minutes.".

He sends few numbers to kushal with shivering hands, his visions getting blur because of the warm layer in front of his eyes. Wiping them he somehow sends the message and dials the call, "Blood will be there in minutes, ho...how is..she?"

Kushal says after a silence, "She will be fine." Nodded he cut the call and look outside the window, he doesn't want to imagine her in that situation neither he wants to remember any memories with her.. Because it won't be required, he knows she will be absolutely fine.

He doesn't want to reminisce her memories because knows there will be much more new, she is not going anywhere, he won't let her..... As the car stop, he rushes towards the chopper when a msg pinged on his phone, "Blood is here." Sighing he settled inside and by resting his head on the back.

He can't close his eyes, with every blink the scenario comes to his mind which he not at all want to imagine..the place seems suffocated out of sudden, all he wants to reach there as soon as it is possible.

Those lips are chanting only one thing in repeat, "She will be fine." He put his focus outside to divert his mind from all thinking, he has to be positive..those negative thinking will only bring negativity with them..

He can't let the same thing repeat, can't do the same mistake again, he can't afford to lose someone else again. This is the reason never let anyone involved in his personal space, never let her share a sleep with him. He very well knows the consequences.

It's all somewhere his fault, he shouldn't have given her the car to drive, she definitely again forget to tie that seatbelt. He always scolded her for this, because that bloody thing already snatched someone from him. He shouldn't have left her alone there, could bring her with him...

He shouldn't have ignored that weird feeling, it was the same thing that happened earlier, how could he not understand before. And he shouldn't have brought her so close in the very first place, after years he shared his space with someone and the same thing repeat again...

Shaking his head he slams himself, "No, what the fuck I am thinking? Nothing is repeated, she will be perfectly fine for handling my scolding. I call her aafat doesn't mean she always have to prove that, I need to change this name." He said by looking at the man sitting beside the pilot..

The restlessness he was feeling from yesterday is suddenly increase double, every small second it feels like an hour to him. Why they are taking so much time to reach there? His head feels like can explode anything, the heart can come out anytime.

An uncontrollable ache feels all over his body, the redness and swelling of his eyes increases. The tears that become dry years ago is today didn't in any mood to stop, he tries hard to not think about anything.. Feet keep tapping on the ground, hands rubbing into each other.

These two hours is the longest time he ever feels in his life, after landing he immediately calls kushal by settling on the car, "She is fine now, right?" He replies, "Hmm, but she is still inside., we have to wait for half an hour more. Where are you?" He sighs by running fingers on his hair, "On my way."

He is getting more impatient as the car moving near her, it's tough to be away from her when he is too close. He bang his hand on the car when it stopped in the traffic, he can't take this now. Groaning he open the door and walking towards the hospital, it looks like running more than walking..

He was not present there when she needed him the most, his heart throbbing much faster as he entered the hospital. Rushing he moves towards the  ICU and saw kushal stand outside, nina is crying on the bench. Narrowing brows he shook kushal and asks, "Where is n..naaz?"

He lifts his head towards him, hair is all messy, puffy red eyes still shedding tears, he is breathing heavily. "Operation is finished, let the doctors come outside." Said kushal by holding him from his shoulder. Shaking his head he removes his hand and enters inside the ICU.

He can't wait for more to see her, those steps stop as the eyes fall on her. She is there laying on the bed with bandages all over her head, hand, numerous syringe insert inside her, those beautiful eyes are closed, oxygen mask covers her half face.

Fresh tears start rolling down over the dry ones, this is not the way he wants her to see after return back. Just then his eyes fall on the dress nurse taking outside, he remembers how much he used to insist her to wear this one, the white colour always made her looks like a complete fairy..

But today it soaked completely on blood today, it gives him the idea that how badly she is injured. Rubbing his eyes he moves to the doctor and asks, "H..how is she?" They narrow their brows by seeing his condition, and says, "She is out of danger now, reports seem fine but we have to wait till she gets her consciousness back."

Nodded he looks at kartik and says, "Give me the reports." He gives him the reports and they start shifting naaz to the room. Sidhant touches her fingers with trembling hands, "I knew you will be fine, get ready for a fight after opening your eyes."

Coming outside he looks at Kushal and asks, "How did this happen?" He look at his face and replies, "A truck bumped into the car, he had the identity card, few people call us. She is fine sidhant, right?" Nodded he looks at nina and says, "You can go home, I will call you once she gets her consciousness back."

"She won't open her eyes before morning, don't worry I will be with us." Nina shook her head and says, "No, I can't leave her. She is my family I have the right to stay here." He looks at the reports and moves towards naaz's room.

He doesn't need any permission to go inside, they settle her on the bed and leave by seeing sidhant stand there. He tries hard to act normal, but he can't be until heard her voice and not going to leave her sight.. Taking the tool he sits in front of her, with furrowed brows, he is all ready to yell at her for the stupidity...

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