As days went by, my non-relationship with Kellin started to become my favorite part of the day. We would meet to make out whenever we could, mostly at this abandoned supply room at school during lunch or sometimes, if we wanted to skip class, we went to the bathrooms near the basketball court. Of course, I was trying my best not to get so used to having him around all the time. We were just having fun with each other and that's why oher than our spontaneous meet-ups, we never really spoke much at school. We didn't want people to notice we even talked. Sometimes I thought we were being a little bit too paranoid about the whole thing, but I guess it didn't matter as long as I got to kiss him, just like I was doing right now.

We were in my room, it was one of the rare occasions he was let out of the house for the afternoon and he came over a little past 4. The only reason he was even given permission was because I was going to help him "study" for a chemistry test, but we both knew how much bullshit that was. I wasn't complaining, though. We were in the clear. My mom always came home after 8, so we didn't have any trouble being here. And that's why I didn't hesitate in bringing him to my bed the second he got to my door, where we've been for the past ten minutes.

"You really like necks, don't you?" Kellin giggled as I trailed kisses along his neck slowly. I smiled against his skin.

"I only like yours." I replied smugly, looking into his eyes and bringing his lips to mine once more.

He kissed me hungrily and I had the same treatment for him. His hands roamed my torso, getting dangerously lower each time. I could already feel myself giving into his touches and I was ready to take things further, when my phone rang in my pocket.

Kellin broke the kiss and I sighed in frustration. I would've gladly ignored it but then I realized it was a Facetime call from Jenna, and you couldn't get away from her Facetime calls, ever.

"Damm it," I got off Kellin and the bed and walked to my bathroom. I took a look at myself in the mirror and rolled my eyes, of course I looked like I had been making out with someone. I tried to make my hair look less messy and accepted the call.

"Took you long enough," onscreen Jenna said taking a spoonful of what looked like frozen yogurt.

I adjusted the phone in front of my face and stuck my tongue at her. I walked out the bathroom and motioned for Kellin to stay quiet.

"Duh." He mouthed and I rolled my eyes, trying not to smile at his dorkiness.

"Did you make Johnson's homework yet? I don't even know what language that's written in." She asked and I shook my head. "Wait, why do you look so disheveled?"

Shit. I thought I had that covered.

"Uh.. I was working out." I lied and instantly regretted it. Jenna is one of my best friends since forever.

She narrowed her eyes and leaned closer into the screen. I was praying for my shirt to cover any hickeys if I had any. Knowing Kellin, I know I did. And he teases me about my "thing for necks".

"You? Working out?" Of course she wouldn't believe me.

"Don't be so surprised, I want to be in better shape." I sat at my desk, pointing the phone only to my face.

"Are you not telling me something Victor Fuentes?" She smirked and I rolled my eyes.

"Shut up, when I'm all muscle you'll regret this conversation." I could hear Kellin trying not to laugh and I almost killed him.

Jenna paused for a moment and took another bit of yogurt to her mouth.

"Sure... well, anyway if you ever do Johnson's homework call me alright. That shit makes zero sense."

I nodded telling her that I would and she ended the call with a last wave of her hand.

I sighed loudly and sprawled on my chair. That was a shitty thing to do.
I heard Kellin laughing still laying in my bed and I made my way to him again.

"Stop laughing you nerd." I straddled his hips once more and he sat up, that signature grin plastered on his face.

"I didn't know you were working out," his eyes looked down my body, that amused look still on his face. "Those muscles really show." He taunted and I pushed him down on the mattress suddenly. He started laughing again, so I started tickling all over his stomach. He squirmed under my touch and I grinned.

"Oh, I'll show you muscle alright." I laughed too while my fingers worked through his most sensitivity spots.

"Stop, stop!" He gasped in between laughter. "Okay, okay, I take it back, Vic I take it back!" He was laughing breathlessly and I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face while I saw him.

Sometimes I'd get these tiny, tiny little thoughts that made me want Kellin to be my actual boyfriend or whatever. For him to be mine... for real. Moments like these made me think of just how well we would work as a couple and just how much I actually liked this dumb boy underneath me. I wanted to spend more time with him, and not just physically, but talking and hanging out and going on dates and introducing him to my mom and brag about him to my friends.

The fantasy of it all made me feel all fuzzy inside, but I always had to shake it off, because it was never going to happen. What we had right now should be more than enough for the both of us. This way no one gets hurt and no one risks anything. It's safe. And I wouldn't jeopardize that for a fantasy.

"Hope you learned your lesson Kellin Quinn," I stopped my attack and he looked at me with that million dollar smile of his, trying to catch his breath.

"Definitely," he said and wrapped his arms around my neck, forcing me down into him and catching my lips into a deep kiss. "Not." He added and quickly kissed me again.

I chuckled against his mouth and deepened the kiss, knowing full well that I wouldn't get a chance to reply anymore.