Recap: Sharan's clash with his dad - Ishana's worry

Sharan's PoV: Next Morning
I woke up and didn't see Isha on my chest. I remembered about yesterday's events. I shouted at my dad and hurted him very badly. Isha snapped back at me with the same anger that I was having that time. I know she will not forgive me for hurting her Appa. My head was at the edge of blasting because of my guilt for hurting dad and Isha's anger on me. So I had a sleeping pill and went to sleep early for getting some relief from this pain. I don't know when she came and slept. Or didn't she sleep yesterday?

I rushed to check bathroom and for my shock, she was not there. May be she slept with angels. Then I am sure she might have cried the whole night. Why she is punishing my baby for my mistake? I went to angels room to check her. I was shocked to hell. Not only Isha, angels are also missing there. I looked at the clock and found its only 7 a.m. No...angels shouldn't have woke up this time. It's still their sleeping hours. Where the hell have they gone?

I went downstairs and searched the kitchen only to found no one there. My last hope was dad's room. I entered his room and found him sleeping peacefully. What the hell it is? My wife and sisters,three girls are missing from this house and my dad is still sleeping without any knowledge about what is happening around.

I quickly went to him and shook him to wake him up. He got up from bed rubbing his eyes. I don't care about how I shouted at him yesterday as there safety is more important for me now.
"Where is Isha,Veena and Varna?"I asked before he getting up completely.
He looked at me in surprise.
"I don't know"he again laid down on bed remaining unaffected. That made me more angry.
"What the hell are you doing dad? Are you not hearing me? Here three girls are missing and you are sleeping as if you don't care about anything." I shouted at dad loudly.
"Why are you caring this much?"he asked me before covering himself with the blanket again.

What a question is this? Shouldn't I care when my pregnant wife and teenaged sisters are missing suddenly on a morning from my home. Why did dad behave like this? What happened to him?

"Dad this is not the time for showing your anger on me. Let's forget everything that happened on yesterday. I should find them as earlier as possible. I can't get them into danger." I said lowering my voice hoping for a positive response.

"They are not kids. All are matured and Isha can handle everything at the best manner. You dont need to skip your sleep. Go and sleep Sharan. They will come themselves." he simply closed his eyes with that. I heard him snoring soundly the next minute.

I was shocked hearing his words and lost all my control.
"Are you mad? Dont you care for them? They are missing from our house. You are sleeping here pretending that you don't know anything." I yelled at my maximum voice.

"Sharan, no need to shout at this sleeping old man. The building will soon break with your loud shouts. Save your energy." He said for which I stood there like a statue with my widened eyes. What kind of a man is this? Did I call him dad till yesterday?

"Sharan, your wife and sisters gone missing from the very next room where you slept yesterday. So why are you asking me? You also don't know where they went.... Wonderful. Are you drunken yesterday?"he taunted me. This time it hit me hardly. I felt guilty.

"Dad, yesterday I had to use sleeping pill. So I don't know what happened to them." I confessed finally.
"Oh you are a great husband and brother..."he said sarcastically.
"Dad can you pls stop this? I will give you enough time to scold me. First of all we have to find them. Why are you remaining unaffected when your three daughters gone missing together?" I asked in confusion.

"You were also unaffected when your own company started destroying infront of you. You didn't care much. Dont you remember?" He asked in return.

How dare he could compare my wife and sisters with a company? They are living beings not a building. If anything happened to them, how can I simply ignore it just like a project deal. If one deal got cancelled, I can compensate with another. Is it possible for my wife and sisters. Can I get another wife and sister? No Sharan...there is no use in talking with your dad. He is mad and out of mind. I should have to do something immediately. I left the room without looking back to see dad's face.

When I reached the car poach I heard some laughing sound. I looked at the gate to see Isha coming with angels. I was relieved and confused at same time. They three are laughing in a way as if they have heard the biggest joke. Where did they go early morning?

I glared at them for making me tense.
But for my surprise, they all ignored me in a grant way.
"Where were you? I searched the whole house." I said with angry voice.
"We went for walking." Veena replied in a serious tone.
"Isha,why didn't you wake me up? I would have come with you. Why did you take angels today? It's me who always accompany you for walking. Don't you remember?" I asked trying to control my anger.
" I am very tired. I need some rest." Isha said ignoring my question.
"What happened? Did you walk more distance today?" Forgetting all my anger I tried to lift her in tension.
But she stopped me.
"Sharan what are you doing? I can walk myself. Pls move away."she jerked my hands in anger.

It hurted me a lot. Till yesterday she wanted me for everything. And now she is avoiding me. I felt unwanted.

"Ishudi, you go and take rest. We will bring your milk." Varna said.
Isha left without looking at me and I followed her.
She laid down on bed as soon as she enter the room. I sat beside her and she immediately turned to the other side.

"Okay I understood my mistake. Now stop this. I will never raise my voice against dad anymore. Promise.....Now pls forgive me. I will apologize to him too." I tried to grab her hand. But she jerked my hand away with full force. As usual that was the limit for my patience.

"What are you doing Isha? You are very tired now. See. I am scared to leave you alone anywhere. What will happen if something have occurred during walking? Why didnt you wake me up? I want to kill you now. But I am controlling myself only for our baby." I shouted at her.

"Who said you to control? Kill me then. Do you think that only you are caring for our baby? what about me? Don't I look after my baby well? Don't try to become baby's mother and father together." She shouted back at me getting up from bed.

I was shocked seeing her unexpected reaction.
"Isha calm down. I didn't mean it. You dont need to tense. See I know you loves our baby more than me and you can look after her better than me. I have no doubt regarding that." I said lowering my voice to calm her down.

She tried to stand but failed. When she was about to fall I caught her and made her sit on my lap. She became irritated and tried to get up again. But I forcely held her back.

"Ishu...Pls listen to me. I know you are angry with me. But don't show your anger in this way. Its bad for our baby." I tried my best to melt her heart.

"Ishudi your healthy drink is ready." Varna and Veena entered the room together. She stood up from my lap immediately. I too got up from bed.
She took the milk glass from angels and started drinking it. I looked at her with an opened mouth.

Everyday I had to force her to drink it. Then also she will not drink completely. Today she is drinking it willingly without any effort. And as usual today also she forgot about the medicine. I moved towards the table to take the medicine packet. But before I take it someone already took it. I looked up to see Isha opening the packet and having the medicine herself. I was shocked again.

"I need to fresh up. You both go and get ready for college." She said giving back the glass.
Angels left. Isha entered to the bathroom and locked the door before I can do anything. I was disappointed with her behavior. One side I was angry and the other side I got really hurted with her ignorance.
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At evening : Sharan's PoV
I tried my best to talk with her from morning onwards. But she found new and new ways to avoid me. It almost broke my heart many times. But I was not ready to give up. Why she is angry with me when I shouted at my dad? It's a clash between me and dad and we know how to handle it. And for my surprise she have done everything alone today. I shouldn't had to force her for anything. Sometimes I felt to slap her seeing her behavior. But I can't. The smile of our unseen baby always controlled me. Isha, you try your best. I am not going to lose my temper this time infront of you.

I saw her sitting alone in the garden. I understood that this is the best time to talk with her. I walked towards her. As expected she tried to move away from there. But I held her hand. She tried to escape but I pinned her to a nearby wall. Now she is under my caged arms. We have only a little space between us and my breathe is fanning on her face. I enjoyed her awkward face.

"Now tell me what's wrong with you?" I asked.
She looked at me into my eyes. I can see her eyes welling up. That made me little hurt. I left her from my hold as a reflex action.

"Isha why are you ignoring me? It's really hurting me. What would you feel when I do the same to you?"I asked.

"You have already did this with me many times before. Don't you remember? Now you can understand how did I feel those days when I have been avoided by you without any particular reason." She said.

I remember our olden days when I ignored her after the guilt of kissing her. I blushed. She glared at me.

"What? But Isha it was long back ago. Why are you making an issue out of that now?" I was confused.
"Sharan I don't have any answer for your questions. Ask these questions to your heart and find an answer yourself." She said.

I saw a newly developed courage on her eyes.
"Isha I know I have done mistake to dad. But pls don't ignore me. Atleast for our baby." I requested with wet eyes.
"I know Mr.Sharan Sharma is expert in mistakes. No one knows it better than me."she said sarcastically.
I clenched my fist.
"Stop it Ishu. I can't handle this anymore. If you ignore me like this again, I will leave this house. Then you will get peace." I threatened her.

"Okay then leave. I am not alone now. I have my baby. I should live for my baby whether you are with me or not. Go ahead. Remember one thing. I am pregnant and I cannot rush behind you to take you back."she said without any expression change.

I was shocked. What? If I leave also she don't care about it. What happened to her within a night? She is not my Isha now. I left the garden with anger.

Ishana's PoV
Mr.Sharan Sharma....I know you will not leave me again. Keep your tricks with you. How can you leave when your baby is with me? I know you cannot live without me and your baby. Are you trying to threaten me? It will not work infront of your wife. Better luck next time my dear husband.

At Night: Ishana's PoV
I finished dinner and went to our room only to see Sharan already sleeping. What happened to him? Did I behave so harsh? I sat beside him on bed and touched his forehead. For my relief, he is not sick.
I observed the table and found an empty packet of sleeping pills. I felt sad for seeing him in this condition.

Why are you using this sleeping pill Sharan? I know I was very rude to you. But I didnt mean to hurt you. Everything is for a good cause Sharan.  Please be patient. I will end all this on tomorrow morning. And pls feed in your little brain that I love you and I cannot live without my Mr.Rude. When will you understand it Sharan?

I kissed on his forehead and cheeks. I held his hand and placed it on my heart.
"I want you Sharan. Our baby wants you..Pls forgive me for hurting you. I am sorry"
I kissed his hand.
I touched my belly.
"Baby pls forgive your mamma for hurting your loving pappa. I will bring him back to you tomorrow"
I looked at my sleeping Sharan.
From tomorrow onwards you don't need to use this sleeping pill. We will be back as earlier. I promise I will not let you suffer alone till my last breathe. I placed my head on his chest and slept peacefully hugging him.
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Precap: The reason behind Isha's ignorance.

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