Recap: Sharan's worst behavior- Isha's sorrow.

Sharan's PoV

I woke up and found myself on couch. I felt severe pain on my head and held my head pressing it hardly with my hands. I couldn't remember anything.

When I tried to get up, I felt someone's hand on my feet. I looked down to see Isha on floor. She is sleeping in her sitting position holding my feet. A throwback to yesterday's events made me disturbed. Her face clearly showed that how much she cried throughout the night for me. The tear marks on her face felt as a sword on my chest.

I don't know Isha why I am like this...I couldn't fully retrieve from my past eventhough I tried hard. Now it is affecting you more than me. My past will be always a challenge for our present and future. But I should have take care that it will not hurt you at least. Isha, you are right. I don't have any shame in repeating my mistakes and asking for forgiveness. I will not change. Even I feel now that I'm shameless. How could I behave so rude to you yesterday?

I caressed her hairs. My eyes overflowed with tears and one of those tear drop fell on her face. She opened her eyes and found me infront of her. Suddenly she moved away from me. When she tried to get up, I offered her my hand as a support. But she didn't even look at me. It was the maximum I could handle. I held her tightly and pulled to me. With an equal force she pushed me back. She immediately rushed towards the bath room and I followed her. I saw her vomiting and suddenly realized about her allergy. I patted her back for which she didn't refuse. I took a towel and gave it to her. She didn't receive it. Instead she wiped her face with her saree pallu. I felt very bad.

"Isha I'm sorry." I said with shivering words.

"Can you please stay away from me? At least for this day... Can't you see I'm continuously vomiting because of you?" She backfired.

I didn't want to play with her health. So I back off myself. My head was paining so badly. So I laid on bed slowly falling to a deep sleep forgetting the whole surrounding. I woke up when someone shook me. I opened eyes to see Isha with a glass in her hand. She didn't say anything, instead forwarded the glass towards me. I took it and drank in a single sip. It was lime water. After drinking it I felt fine.

"Isha..." I called softly.

"Are you going to office today?" she asked immediately without looking at me.

"Yes...I can't stay here like this." I said irritated.

She went to the wardrobe and took a pair of shirt and pants. She started ironing it. I went towards her.

"Isha Pls stop this silence. I'm dying. I want to talk with you. Please stop playing with me." I said.

"If you are thinking that I'm just only a toy for you to play, then what I can do?" she asked with tears in her eyes.

"Yes I know...it's all my mistake." I said moving close to her.

"Stay away from me" she shouted.

I moved back as I don't have any other option. She finished her job and left the room without looking at me. I became disappointed. I took a quick shower and went downstairs. I found Isha behaving normally with everyone. Even Dad is also behaving normally. I took a chair and sat for breakfast. She served me as if nothing happened. I finished breakfast and went to office can't handling her ignorance. It hurted me the same way I hurted her yesterday.

At Office

I was very much disappointed. So I couldn't concentrate on my jobs. I can understand why she is behaving like this. Even though I deserve it, I can't handle the fact that she dont want to talk to me. I texted her.

"Can you please forgive your sweet handsome Mr. Rude??"

Within one minute I got a reply back from her.

"Come to home"

My happiness I had no limits. I immediately took the car keys and rushed. I reached home as fast as possible. I didn't find her.

"Where is Isha?" I asked dad who was sitting on the sofa.

"Don't disturb her. She is taking rest. She is not well" he replied.

"What happened to her? Do she have headache?" I asked in a concerning tone.

"You are the real headache for her" he said in a taunting tone.

I immediately rushed to the room and found her laying on the bed covered with blanket. I went to her and sat beside her on the bed. I kissed on her forehead softly. She opened her eyes slowly. I checked her temperature. But she stopped my hands.

"Don't touch me" she said in a low tone.

"Are you well?" I asked touching her forehead without caring about her protest.

"None of your business" she replied immediately.

I felt some tears on the corner of my eyes. She saw it.

"Why should I tell about my state to you when you are not trusting me enough to share your sorrows with me?" she asked looking into my eyes.

"I'm sorry" I said

"I'm fed up with your sorries. Dump it in that waste basket." She said turning her face away from me.

"Ok I know why you are so angry with me. I deserve all this. But pls don't avoid me anymore Ishu." I requested kissing her palm.

"Are you serious?? Do you know how much I have hurted when you avoided me yesterday? I'm also a human Sharan. I also have feelings. My heart is not made up of stone like you." She said angrily.

"Isha...Pls.... I love you..." I said hugging her.

"But I hate you..." she said pushing me backwards.

"Isha pls don't say it again." I said

"No Sharan. I'm serious. Now I'm starting to hate you. You are right. You don't deserve my love. Infact you don't deserve anyone's love or care." She declared.

"It's not like that. You know me na? My terrible past ...." she didn't allow me to complete.

"Stop it Sharan. You are wasting your present and future for your stupid past. It's not fair. We can't change things that already happened. What we can do is moving on from it." She said trying to get up.

"Isha pls give me a chance to talk" I said holding her hand.

"You are lying that you loves me. You are neither loving me as a wife nor as a friend." She said...

"Use your words carefully." I warned her angrily.

"Why should I when you are not? Do you remember what have you said to me yesterday? I'm right. You are not loving me. Why should you have to love a bi**ch like me?" she said angrily.

I just wanted to die at that moment. I remembered each and every word that I used yesterday. I felt embarrassed even to look at her. She was sobbing.

"What happened Sharan? Why are you quiet now? Are you feeling shame to share a room with this bi**ch? "she asked me.

I moved closer to her and covered her mouth with my hand.

"pls Isha...Don't say it again. I'm totally a loser. I admit it" I said joining our heads.

"No Sharan. I'm the real loser. I trusted you...believed you. Whenever I wanted a help, I called you before thinking about anyone else. Because I was sure you will be there to help and protect me from all evils. But I failed to make you believe that I will be there for you too. I totally failed to give back the trust you have given me." She said crying in my arms.

I can't handle anymore. I understood that it's time for breaking the wall between me and her. I slowly lifted her and made her sit on bed.

"Ishu it's not your mistake. It's all because of me. I didn't allow anyone to tresspass into my past till now. I believe you... I'm trusting you.... I already decided to share everything to you. But I think the right situation is now. I will tell you what was Sharan in the past." I said cupping her face. She seemed to be relaxed.

"Tell me Sharan. I'm promising that I will be with you throughout your life whatever you were in your past. It doesn't matter for me when I'm loving the present Sharan. And I will always love you. But I should know what is disturbing you. I would like to make you relieve from your dark days. Please give me a chance Sharan if you feel that I have the right for it." She said kissing my forehead.

I smiled feeling comfortable.

"Only you have that right in my life Isha. Only you can make my past, past forever. Can I lay on your lap?" I asked.

She pulled me to her lap and caressed my hair.

"Now tell me" she said

"Before I tell, promise me that angels will not know this from you." I said.

"They are my sisters. Not only this, I will not do anything that will hurt them. I promise with my life." She said.

"I love you...." I said.

"I love my sweet handsome Mr. Rude more than you" she said making me smile.

Precap: Sharan's past – His mother

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