~Kyungsoo~

"I don't understand, isn't this a P?" Jongin asks, an adorably cute confused look crossing his face.

"Yes" I glance at the paper i set him up to work on while i started on my more advanced level homework.

"Then why doesn't it make a P sound?" he asks, slumping his shoulders as if the worlds problems can all be centered around the sound this P is making.

I fight off the smile trying to form on my lips "Because it's followed by an H, if a P is followed by an H then it makes an F sound, not a P sound"

Jongin sits back and throws his pen down on the paper dramatically "Well, what the fuck? Does it suddenly just abandon all its principals just because an H comes along? I mean come on, you're a P, don't start acting like a damn F just because of an H... bitches man"

I giggle and shake my head at Jongin's silliness, to which he gives me a goofy lopsided grin. Minseok was right, at fist it was kind of weird, but soon Jongin and I fell into a comfortable flow. When I was silent, Jongin filled it. When I would get flustered, Jongin would joke around till I calmed down, and when Jongin got confused I would help him through it. I am actually having a very nice time tutoring Jongin, and he gets a lot more than I thought he would.

"I like your giggle, it's cute" I blush at his words and turn the page.

"Do you want to call it a night? It's almost six" I ask, trying to pull the subject away from anything that would deepen the color of my cheeks.

Jongin's head shoots up. "Shit I'm going to be late, Minseok's going to work my ass off today as punishment."

"Oh, I can come with you and tell him that we just ran late, he can't be upset about you focusing on your studies, can he?" I suggest, knowing that Minseok is a giant pushover when it comes to me.

I frown at my own thinking, of even trying to use Minseok's soft spot for me against him. But in the same breath i really don't want Jongin to get in trouble, especially when it's kind of my fault he's late. Before i have much of a chance to feel to conflicted about it, i look up to meet Jongin's amazed and hopeful eyes causing any guilt i feel to dissipate.

Jongin grins, his face scrunching up in a cute manor. "You would do that for me?"

I smile shyly back, feeling the sudden need to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear 'get it together, Kyungsoo, you are not a high school girl flirting with her crush, you are a college girl... BOY, you are a boy, Kyungsoo... Jesus Christ, say something before he thinks you're special needs'

I straighten my button up shirt and clear my throat, regaining composure. "Of course. You're my pupil. I have to look after you"

Jongin snorts, and places a hand over my own, and i have to push down the squeak the threatens to spill out of my mouth. "Aww, hyung, you do care."

I roll my eyes, attempting to ignore the sparks shooting up my arm at the skin to skin contact "pack up your stuff, then we'll head over to the field"

He grins and finally releases my hand "k"

.....

"Jongin, you're late." Minseok snaps as we arrive at the field.

I step out from behind Jongin. "Sorry, Minseok, our study session ran a little late."

Minseok catches my eye and i can tell he's pushing down a grin at my presence, but he can't hide the sparkle in his eyes. "Maybe you should have payed better attention to the time, I don't approve of tardiness." He barks, but it has no bite to it.

I nod and put on the sweetest smile I can manage "sorry, hyung. We'll pay closer attention next time, don't be too hard on him"

Minseok gives me a wary look like he knows exactly what i'm doing, and narrows his eyes playfully, giving into the fact that he can't say no to me "fine, Jongin I'll let it slide this time but it won't happen again, hurry up and join the others"

I turn back to Jongin whom gives me a startled stare, with his eyes wide like he's seeing something amazing for the first time. The poor boy is completely oblivious to the actuality of the situation happening here and i almost want to coo at him.

"Jongin, go. Before I change my mind." Minseok orders, snapping the boy out of it and he runs off with a quick glance back in our direction.

"You use your powers for evil." Minseok observes.

I chuckle and shrug. "It's not my fault you have a soft spot for me"

Minseok adjusts his hoodie uncomfortably. He's never liked talking about the way he acts with me, hell he didn't even know he treated me differently till Chanyeol pointed it out one day while we were at work and he let me off with a warning for being late while Chanyeol had to sweep and mop the entire cafe for a week. I learned not to acknowledge it's existence, it's something that we all know exists but never talk about.

"You really are the spawn of Satan." Minseok comments once Jongin's out of ear shot, and i know exactly what he is referring to. "Does he know about how you can be?"

I narrow my eyes and turn to him. "What do you mean about 'how I can be'?"

Minseok smirks. "Well your nickname isn't Satan Soo for no reason."

I roll my eyes. "I hate that name, I swear I had every right to get mad at Tao, he was acting like a child."

"I'm not saying he didn't deserve it, I'm just saying you kind of scared the living shit out of all of us." Minseok shutters "I can still see the look in your eyes from that day so clearly, it's blood curdling."

I shake my head. "You're being over dramatic"

"Am I? I believe at one point you threatened to shove the broom handle up Tao's ass so hard he'd thank you and asked for more." Minseok mentions, causing my face to feel hot.

"I kind of go red when I get mad, i didn't really mean it... I don't think i did, at least." I admit sheepishly.

"That's why we call you Satan Soo, because the spirit of the devil suddenly inhabits your body when you get mad, it's kind of like you're possessed." he cracks.

I take a deep breath "Minseok, go coach or something."

Minseok smirks at me and starts to back away towards the boys in uniform on the other side of the field. "Whatever you say, Soo. I know better than to cross you, last thing I want is a broom handle up my ass."

"Right, because you'd have to pull out the one already stuck up there." I throw back.

Minseok barks a laugh then turns around and runs to his team, leaving me shaking my head at my friend. At the cafe he may be my boss, but anywhere else he's my friend. Minseok made sure that we understood this a long time ago, he wanted us to feel comfortable with him, and I'm happy to say that he's one of my closest friends now.

I find a comfortable seat on the bleachers on the sidelines and watch the boys' practice. Along with Jongin, i see Tao, Kris, Sehun, Yixing, and Baekhyun out on the field stretching together, but i also notice a cute little blond boy standing next to Baek and Yixing taking enthusiastically about something, while i catch Sehun shooting him occasional glances.

Ah, so that's the guy Yixing was talking about, the one that Sehun has it bad for. It's almost kind of cute the way he sneaks these little looks at the boy, like he's praying he'll turn around and say something to him. I'll have to remember to bake something for the little blond guy to help him ease into our group, since he works at SuJu, is on the soccer team, and is our little Sehun's crush. It's inevitable that he'll be in our family in no time, so maybe it'll be an easier transition if he feels welcome. I just hope he likes sweets, maybe i can make him a cake.

I shake it out of my head, deciding just to ask Yixing about it, and focus my sights on the way that Jongin's thighs look absolutely sinful in those soccer shorts, and how he's currently making sweat look pornographic. I sit back with my hands behind me, propping me up, watching my boys practice, wondering why I've never watched a practice before.

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~Jongin~

"Uh oh, mom's watching." Baekhyun suddenly calls out, pulling my attention across the field to Kyungsoo sitting back on the bleachers, looking rather comfortable.

I roll my eyes and kick my cleat against the ground. "Don't call him that."

"Just because you have a mommy kink doesn't mean he's not our mom." Baekhyun shoots back at me.

I scrunch my face up. "I don't have a mommy kink, he's just... he's different, he's not just the one who takes care of us all the time and cooks us food."

"Oh no, Jongin's staring to see someone as an actual person, guys were losing him." Tao remarks sarcastically.

"I hate you all." i say, stomping over to Sehun, who i know will at least be quiet enough not to tease me to much.

"How's your crush going?" i ask quietly, glancing over at Luhan.

Sehun sighs "he'll barely talk to me and every time he does talk to me, it's short none committed sentences... like he's almost trying to ignore me."

"Maybe he is" i suggest "i mean maybe he's just not into a fetus faced brat with a tortured soul complex."

Sehun narrows his eyes. "Like Kyungsoo would be into a porn faced slut, with a inner ottaku complex?"

I scoff and shake my head. "You are just the worst type of person, don't bring anime into this."

Sehun smirks and leans forward so his face is close to my own. "Hey, Jongin, want to know a secret?"

"Don't you dare" i warn, preparing to jump at him if needed.

"Levi will never love you." He's whispers sadistically.

I groan and launch at him, knocking us both to the ground and doing my best to cause the maximum amount of damage with the least amount of actual harm. We roll around a couple of times, hitting at each other and calling the other terrible but yet uniquely intelligent names, before it all breaks and we end up laughing so hard we can't do anything besides lay on the ground and hold our sides.

I'm not sure how it ended up this way, and i don't particularly care enough to figure it out, but this is Sehun's and my relationship. We're crude, rude, and downright hateful to each other but at the end of it all we are best friends, and we love each other like brothers.

"Seriously though, me and Levi... we're end game." I say, adjusting my shirt that got pulled up slightly during the scuffle.

"Is that why you like Kyungsoo so much, because he is like a physical representation of Captain Levi?"

I lift an eyebrow. "but Kyungsoo is a sweetheart, he'd never hurt a fly and he's so nice, the only things he has in common with Levi is his tidiness and that he's short"

Sehun sits up and sighs at me as if he's looking at a hopeless idiot. "Well, at least you're pretty."

I blink at him. "What does that mean?"

"It means you're stupid" Tao explains for Sehun, who takes the initiative to pat my back as if i am a child who just found out their pet goldfish had to go live on a farm.

"I don't understand, what does this have to do with anything?" i ask, feeling confused to why my intelligence is suddenly in question.

Tao glimpses over at Kyungsoo, who is watching me with curious and slightly concerned eyes. He probably saw the whole exchange between Sehun and I. I hope i didn't worry him too much, i'll have to explain later that this is just how Sehun and i play with each other.

"You'll figure it out eventually, kitten." Tao pats my head and helps Sehun disentangle his legs from my own.

I stare at Kyungsoo a little longer, before i wave reassuringly at him and his concern seems to fade at that, replaced with that cute eye crinkling smile of his, and i smile back, not able to resist how adorable he is. Seriously this little squish is way too adorable and innocent for his own good.

Off to my side i hear a short "disturbing" whispered from Tao, followed by "just don't let him near the broom closet" and wonder for a second what he could be talking about and why this cute little guy across the field could ever be compared to Captain Levi.

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~Kyungsoo~

"You looked good at practice today, you are one of those natural athletes." I say before cursing myself at being stupid.

I had stuck around for the whole practice, and when it was over I, along with everyone else seemed to question why I was still there hanging around. So instead of doing the intelligent thing and making an excuse to bail, I asked Jongin if he'd like to walk back to the house together.

Jongin being the adorably nice kid he is, agreed and we started walking here in an awkward silence. Our business of why we were together earlier is done and now we have nothing to talk about, and Jongin seems too lost in his head to fill the gaps.

That's where my normal Kyungsoo word flailing comes into play. Saying random ass shit, just so I don't have to feel awkward which in turn makes it more so, but I can't seem to shut my damn mouth even though I know what's coming out of it really needs to be stopped. It's a problem that I've had numerous hours of ice cream therapy to think over, but unfortunately have failed to come up with a solution for.

Jongin chuckles slightly, but in a 'I feel like I have to because, I feel sorry for you' way "uh yeah"

I take a deep breath. "I'm sorry, I don't know what I was thinking with asking to walk home together, this is awkward, isn't it?"

Jongin stops abruptly. "Why are you apologizing?"

I stop a little ahead of him and turn to face him "well because we're not exactly close and i guess I let myself get a little ahead, thinking that we are friends or something." I sigh at the confused look on his face, deciding to elaborate. "Jongin you don't have to be nice to me. I mean I know I'm really odd, quiet and also kind of nerdy, and I understand that I'm not exactly the kind of person you would hang out with... So we don't have to be friends, ok? I shouldn't have stayed for your practice or offered to walk home together... I realize that all of that was weird and that you're just being nice, but you don't have to be... really."

Jongin started shaking his head halfway through my sentence and by the time I'm finished he's looking at me with narrowed eyes. "hyung, quit being stupid, it's not weird. You're not weird, at least not in any way that isn't charming. I think you're kind of amazing and I like to hang out with you."

"But you kept giving me weird looks when I asked to walk back to the house with you and all through practice you kept shooting me confused glances." I stammer, trying to clear my head of the fuzziness over the fact that Jongin just called me amazing.

Jongin chuckles "I was trying to figure out why you'd want to walk home with me... I thought you'd want to break all contact off outside of our study sessions, and during practice I was confused as to why you were still there, trying to figure out which one of the boys you were there for, then you came up to me after practice and I just..." He breaks off dropping his head, while kicking at a pebble on the sidewalk.

I chuckle and reach out an arm. "I guess we were both being stupid. Look let's forget about all of the overthinking nonsense and agree, right here and right now, that we are going to be friends."

I reach out and take his hand, pulling his phone out of it, which I mentally remark that he has an awful lot of trust in me because he doesn't even question it, nor does he hesitate to give me the password to unlock it.

I find my contact easily, surprised by how small his contact list actually is and change it from Do Kyungsoo to Soo 😜 and hand it back to him, to which he looks at the screen and cracks a goofy grin.

"There, less formal that way, we're friends now Jongin, so let's quit this awkward overthinking shit."

Jongin nods then looks up at me with wide eyes. "Wait, did you just cuss?"

I blush furiously, trying to push back the remark about how half of my internal vocabulary is profanity. "M-maybe."

"Oh my god, you totally did! Soo, you said shit" he says giggling like a little girl.

I pout slightly and turn around. "It's not a big deal."

"Yes it it." He calls out, clearly starting to follow me. "It's like watching and angel steal something, it's so wrong but at the same time fascinating."

I roll my eyes and stop at the door leading into the house, still listening to Jongin compare my cussing to innocent things doing acts out of character for them.

I turn around. "Jongin" I say and he shuts up instantly, totally focused on me.

"Yeah, hyung?"

I take a deep breath "listen, I don't want you to think that I'm this innocent fragil little thing that can do no wrong. I have flaws like everyone else."

Jongin bites at his lip and turns shy once more "I don't think that, I just... Right, yeah I know, sorry."

I sigh and pat him in the head even though I have to reach a little. "It's ok, I just don't want you to put me on this pedestal that I can't live up to and later you're disappointed that I'm not really that person."

Jongin looks up, peering deep into my eyes. "Kyungsoo, you can never disappoint me. No matter what you'll always be perfect to me."

He smiles at me so brightly I'm dazzled for a second and by the time I come back to my sense he's already moving up the stairs to his room to change for work.

I take a deep breath and shake my head, hoping that he's just joking and hasn't made up this warped idea about who he thinks I am, because when he gets to know the real me, he'll be crushed to find I'm everything he thinks I'm not.

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~Jongin~

I groan and slam my head against the counter for the... I don't know what time, I lost count after around twelve, and whine pathetically.

"Jongin, dude, you okay?" Sehun asks, comming to stand next to me at the bar, while i'm waiting for one of my tables drinks.

I nod absentmindedly, but in all honestly i'm not okay, i'm far from okay. I had spent the entire day with Kyungsoo, hoping maybe to find a flaw. Hoping to stumble across something about him that'll make me forget all about him, that'll make me walk away, never to think of him again.

But all i manged to find was more perfection hidden under the surface. He's so amazing and smart, and he's even funny once he gets comfortable enough to actually joke around with you. You just have to know how to approach Kyungsoo right, for him to really come out of his shell, and he did so today.

I tried to bring him out in attempt to find something that'll turn me off, but instead all he did was turn me as far up as i'll go, and all i wanted to do was hold on tight to him. That feeling is dangerous though, that feeling will end with nothing but disaster and hurt. Kyungsoo is so perfect and innocent, while i'm such a wreck i have a whole other personality to handle one half of me.

I can't help but want to be close to Soo, but at the same time i know distance is the best thing for him. I don't want to hurt him, the last thing i want to do is break his fragile little heart, it would kill me to do such. But i know i can't give him what he needs, i can't be the person he wants me to be, and i'll be damned if i let him get anywhere near Kai.

"Is this about the little demon?" Sehun asks after telling Jiyong his table's order.

Rolling my eyes, i shift from one foot to the other anxiously. "Why do you guys keep calling him things like that. Kyungsoo is an angel."

Sehun snorts. "Yeah, about as much as Kai is a virgin."

I huff out a breath. "You guys just don't see him clearly."

Sehun turns to me and stares, till i look up meeting his gaze. "No Jongin, you're the one with the rose tinted glasses on... Soo's not the way you think he is, you have this built up fantasy of him in your head, but in truth, the guy is far from an angel, actually if i think anyone were to go up against the whole Jongin/Kai tag team... Kyungsoo would actually stand a chance."

This time i snort at the absurdity of his words. "Kai would break his fragil little soul and laugh about it later, Soo wouldn't have a chance."

Sehun chuckles and picks up his tray, throwing me a quick wink and a "we'll see" before disappearing into the crowd.

"Hey" i turn around at being called to find a judgmental Jiyong staring at me "Whatever personal shit you're working through can wait. People come here to see Kai, not depressed Jongin, so get out there and turn on the sparkle, princess."

My blood churns at the mention of a certain someone being beckoned to the front, and almost instantly that overbearing confidence fills me and the chatter in my head falls back behind the glass partition Kai is so skilled at throwing up to lock me out.

"What, miss me that much, Ji?" i ask leaning over the bar, shooting him my famous smirk.

Jiyong sighs and rolls his eyes. "Save it for the people who actually want your dick, Kai. They're calling for you."

I glance over my shoulder in the direction Jiyong is pointing at to find my table full of older giggly woman, staring at me and whispering to each other in excited manors. I chuckle and wink at them, awarding me a few squeals in return.

I pull my attention back to Jiyong and pick up my tray as he sets the last cocktail on it, and tilt my head at his expression, to which he just shakes his head and says. "It's just creepy how fast you can do that, is all" then dismisses me with a wave of his hand, going to the other side of the bar to talk with Seunghyun who's giving me a stern look, clearly meaning 'watch yourself'.

Paying the warning no head, i turn on my heel, heading to the table full of housewives, barley registering the voice in the back of my head calling out a name on repeat... Kyungsoo.

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~Kyungsoo~

My mind races as i pace across my room restlessly. I was with Jongin nearly all day today, and it was actually sort of effortless. I always had this image in my head that if i ever got to spend time with him that i'd be a mumbling, shy mess of a being who's incapable of speaking a whole sentence let alone hold a conversation with him, and that he'd label me as a weirdo, in turn never going near me again, to which i wouldn't be able to blame him.

But today was actually kind of amazing, it's like finally being able to see the real side of Jongin, being able to put an actual personality to the person I've been low key crushing on since freshmen year. Jongin has always been a face to me, and whatever else my mind made it's own interpretation of. Which i know is bad, falling in love with the representation that your brain comes up with over the actual person, but my mind wasn't actually that far off.

The person i met today, the real person that i got to spend time with, laugh with, and even bond with was better than any fantasy i could have built up in my head. For years I've been fed information from our friends about Jongin, about what he likes, his sense of humor, and even his little quirks, so the person i made him out to be so far isn't that long off from what he's actually like, and unless he has a whole other personality inside of him, i think we've got a really good shot at becoming close.

I just have to keep trying and not go about this in my normal Kyungsoo way of dealing with things that make me nervous. The last thing i want to do right now is clam up on him or pull away. I need to be proactive with Jongin and refuse to let him slip through my fingers. I will have Jongin one way or another, and i won't stop till he belongs to me and me alone.

I pace some more, suddenly feeling slightly anxious and jittery. Just because i made up my mind, doesn't mean i'm not internally freaking the fuck out about it. I stop abruptly and turn towards my cloths drawers, a little smirk playing at my lips.

I may be a little stressed out at the moment, but it's nothing seven inches of dual spinning beads, with multi speed vibrations can't fix in no time.

I prepare everything I need, arranging them neatly on my bedside table, before taking my cloths off and folding them over the back of my desk chair.

Once I am laid down on my bed, everything goes smoothly under a carefully executed and familiar routine. It takes next to no time to stretch myself seeing as this is a normal activity for me.

But once I have the vibrator tucked nice and tight inside myself all sense of organization and control flys out the window.

Jongins face plays through in my head as I tightly shut my eyes, roughly thrusting the toy into myself. Catalogued dreams and fantasies fill my head of things I've always wanted that angelic demon to do to me, but never had the courage to ask.

I know all about the rumors, about this so called Kai, and I know that if I really wanted it, I could get it. But I don't want a quick roll around in the sheets, I want all of him, and if it takes me a while to convince him that I can handle both, then that's what I'll do.

The deeper the vibrator goes, the more intense the pleasure and soon enough I'm screaming Jongin's name and coming all over my once perfectly pressed sheets.

The buzz still pulses through my body as I lay on the edge of my bed, avoiding the mess I made. I chuckle and think 'if I come that hard just from the thought of Jongin doing things to me, I can't even begin to imagine how amazing it'll be when he's actually doing them.'

I sigh and decide that I'll start putting a real effort into getting close to Jongin, to make him fall for me as I have for him and the best place to start is to make him my best friend. And I know exactly how to do that... But maybe I'll start tomorrow, it's kind of hard to make a best friend when you just fucked yourself into a pile of dough and can't stand.

I roll over, wrapping myself up in a blanket and cuddling up to my stuffed animals that I keep hidden from most of the house.

Anticipation flows through me at what tomorrow will bring, and I can't wait to get to know more about the mystery that is Kim Jongin. Unfortunately, post orgasm also flows through me, so I don't get much time to think over it before a deep and restful sleep pulls me under, holding me tight in its embrace.

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