Too much to say to you
Words defy me
Thoughts deny me
But Heart
My foolish heart
Begs to be yours forever

Forever is uncertain
Life has taught this lesson
Again and again
And I've learnt to accept that
Yet you
You make me forget
Every lesson ever learnt
Every thing I ever thought

I'd learnt to hide my scars
Thinking
how ugly they are
As you walked into my heart
Those scars
Became pretty stars on me
A trophy i possess
Only for us to see
You do these things to me

How can i ever tell
What you really mean to me
No words can define
Our redamancy
You are my hero, 
My saviour
My knight.

I was fine before
Just doing alright
But you, oh honey you
You are my pearl
In this lifeless ocean
And I'm your diver
Possessed by you Charm
Ready to swim darkest parts
Only to have you

It never mattered if I'd drown
Coming to you
What really mattered is
I have you
And while future still remains uncertain
A foggy mess of what's and if around us

Hold in your heart
These vows
I won't ever let you go!
When darkness will clog you
I'll even burn myself
To light your world
Moon and stars, beyond reach
But if you want
I'd happily cease trying
And when no blanket can chase
The coldness of your world
My arms will shield your heart

As the year ends its time to finally let you. 🙈