You're Beautiful
A/N- But it's time to face the truth, That I will never be with you.......
~~~James Blunt.
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Thoughts of Suicide Please proceed with Caution and if you're having any thoughts about suiciding please Talk about your Problems with others or Call the Suicide prevention Hotline.
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Recap.....
Shinobu's POV
"I-I'm Pregnant....."
Narrator's POV
She was Speechless. She couldn't move and She couldn't even have the courage to go out and tell them that they were right.
Millions of thoughts flooded her mind and not a single one of them were even Good.
She was thinking how her Friends and Family be Disgusted by the Sight of her getting Pregnant from her own stupidity.
Whore, Slut, Garbage, Cock Sucker, and even A Disgrace.
This were the words that ringed through her head, Destroying every hope she had left.
"You are a Disgrace to our Name! Leave at once!" The voice of her Father ringed as she hears this loud Banging noise.
"Who are You?! I don't remember giving birth to Trash that lives off the Filth of a Man's Genitals!" The Voice of her Mom spat and she felt this Burning sensation in her cheek like she was Slapped by a great Force.
"How charming. How are you part of this Family you Slut?! You should just Suicide with the Kid so atleast you did our Family a Huge Favor!" She heard her Sister Mocking her and she once more felt a stinging pain in her Stomach like a Punch in her already Aching Stomach.
"You're not The Older Sister I used to Have...." She heard Kanao sulk and turn away in Disgust.
Her mind played this. Over and Over and Over and OveR aND OVeR AnD OVEr ANd oVER TiLL sHE fELT tHE NeeD tO KilL HeR DAmN SElF......
But a Faint knock cut her train of thought.
"Honey are you Okay?" Satsuki's Calm voice echoes throughout the room alerting the still crying Doctor.
She just put her head down and cried even more making the Pink Haired Woman pity her Daughter.
She noticed her distress and she probably knew why.
She looked at her hand to see her PT test being Positive, as She Approached her she reached her Hands through her head and slowly caressed her hair and tried talking to her.
"It's okay Dear, I know what you're thinking" She spoke, making the crying Doctor Sniffle and look at
Her Mom.
"W-What do you mean?" She asked while her Mom smiled.
"I know what you feel dear. It was the same thing I felt when I realized I was pregnant with you're Older Sister. You should've seen your Father's face when he realized I was pregnant, He needed to apologise to Your Grandpa for a Week" she explained laughing at Kuruo's Former antics.
"Y-You're not Mad?" She asked wiping the tears in her cheeks.
She then saw Something that she would deem Tantalizing.
Her Mother smiled and Just laid her hands in her abdomen clearly in Glee.
She then look at Shinobu with a Genuine and Assuring smile Before telling her "It's okay Dear, We'll never abandon you and your child".
For a moment everything stopped and she couldn't believe what her mom was saying.
She was expecting them to hate her and leave them to their own Endeavors but she had it the other way around.
"I-Is this some sort of test?! I know you hate me so Just speak the Truth! Please!" She spoke up, raising her voice till her eyes welled up and started flowing out.
Her Mom just looked at her with a Calming smile plastered in her still Youthful Face making the Woman look at her, Tears still flowing out her Tired Eyes.
Satsuki then suddenly hugs her Daughter who was still Crying and Weeping so she tried calming her down like she would always use to do when she was a Kid.
Everyone then suddenly enters the Already crowded Room trying to check the current situation and the Ominously loud Cries the two were now Giving out.
Kanae went in first and tried Calming the Two down while Sanemi just watched the Girls not Knowing what to do since he wasn't the type of person to be Cordial and Approachable but he tried doing something.a also with them trying to calm her Mom and Sisters while Tanjiro was the same as Sanemi.
"T-Thank Y-You Guys..." Shinobu mumbles before they all hugged her altogether.
A few Months Later......
Giyu's POV
So I've been roaming around More often and I saw some of the Group roaming around.
I saw Mitsuri and Iguro roaming around The Mall probably going on their Usual dates and I kinda saw her rubbing abdomen.
I was sure she was Pregnant but I couldn't be sure yet since I never Approached them.
I also saw Rengoku strolling around with a Girl, Probably his Girlfriend but I don't know.
I even Saw Gyomei with a Girl about the Height of Tanjiro, I think I saw her before. Probably the Girl she worked with in the Daycare but I was also not sure.
And I saw the kids at an Arcade when I took Iako once, They seemed happy.
So I didn't have a problem Worrying about them.... Except for that Stupid Peach Prick.
The Prick's Genes couldn't hold it and Decided to do it again and now we'll have another part of this Growing Burrow.
And today I had to do some groceries, Yay and for the First time I'm alone since every time I go out either I had to be stuck with Sabito's Senseless ramblings or Iako's Unsettling Silence which really creeped me out.
I know I may sound like a Hypocrite for being creeped out by the Silence but I can't help it She just looks so Dangerous and I can sense this Ominous Aura in the Air whenever I come close to her.
I mean one time She scared a Man Half-Dead when they just asked for directions and she just gave this Ghastly Stare that just made him drop in the floor.
And ever since then if I ever had to bring her she needed to wear a Mask, a not so Amazing and Comfortable Mask.
And now I got to spend my time with a Bit of Glee and relief knowing that I'll have no distractions.
I first started walking around looking for some Sesame Oil since those idiots love it so much That it was the Number one priority.
After probably a few minutes of Walking I found a Sizeable container of it About 4 liters and took 2 so I wouldn't need to go back again.
I looked at the list seeing what was next and saw that we Needed some Diapers?
I rubbed my eyes before looking back at the list and saw that it was Diapers.
'Wait nobody wears any Diapers... Oh right' I thought to myself, before realizing that they probably were trying to stack some of it for the next baby.
I was already at the Baby Necessity Ilse when I saw someone who caught my eye.
I looked to see A Familiar Blonde searching throughout the piles of Titters and Bottles.
'What the hell is Gay Eyes doing here?' I cursed seeing that it was the Perverted Douche looking around the pile.
Good thing I was wearing a Hoodie today so I can probably pass through him without even him noticing me.
While he aimlessly tries to find what he was looking for I started to look for the right size and price when I suddenly heard him Mumble something out loud.
"Gotta find a Butterfly... Nope.... Too Red.... Too Animalistic..... Too Shiny..... Too Metallic...." I listened to him, while he seems to not notice me at all.
It was pretty weird that he was digging some baby stuff since I never even knew he was married or let alone even have a Kid.
But the word Butterfly kinda got stuck in my head for a While.
'What did he mean by butterfly?' I asked myself while I unconsciously grab a pack of the said Product I was told to buy.
That was when I heard a Voice so Familiar that The Memories of the Bitter Past came flooding back again.
"Ara-Ara Douma-Kun are you okay?" A voice called him out making the Damned bastard smile with Glee and ran in the same direction as the Voice called out.
I couldn't help myself but I looked.
And the sudden feeling of Guilt washed everything I tried forgetting and it hit me Harder than I expected.
It was Her. The Woman who stole my already deceased heart and the reason I got into this steaming heap of Uncontrollable Shit in the First Place.
She was so Happy. Every single Sign I could feel just by looking at her.
She held her Purest Smile that radiated this Light that I have never seen before in my Life.
Her already Snow White skin was Juxtaposed with the Beautiful lights that Shone down on her.
And her Beautiful Lilac eyes showed this Unwavering feeling of Love.
It felt awfully Nice but To my Disappointment and Grief it wasn't for me.
I saw her eyes looking at Douma. And I felt the sudden urge to Die right now.
Douma just smiled back at her before the Two of them closed in on each other giving Each other a Slight Peck on the Lips.
I felt like I was betrayed. No I felt something worse that I couldn't at all explain not Think about at all.
I-I messed up......
Narrator's POV
Y'all be wondering what the Fuck happened lemme Explain.
A Day after the Announced Pregnancy......
So everyone was Literally Psyched about Shinobu being a Mom but Everyone was still Clueless about who the Father is.
Even Shinobu was pretty Clueless about it but she tried her hardest to remember anything that could've led to this Moment.
Well that was until it hit her Real hard.
She remembered the Irish Booze out she had and this Weird sensation she felt while she was trying to cling for her Consciousness.
That was when the Rainbow eyed blonde came into her Mind.
She tried processing it for a few seconds till the Inanimate Clicking sound ringed through her head.
"Douma and I had Sex......." She muttered out, still a bit fazed when the slight Glimpse hit her.
Well she did do it against her free will but It could've been also Douma's mistake but time ain't turning back.
She looked down and started caressing her Abdomen.
"Whoever may Your father be I would Always Love you as you are.." She whispers, caressing it once more before a faint Sound called out to her.
"Shinobu! The others are waiting!" She heard her Older sister call out, while she replies that she'll be there in a minute.
She then slowly got up and tried meeting with the others who were already there.
She slowly descended the flight of stairs trying to ease herself from the memories that just flooded since she wanted the others to not worry about her.
Nevertheless she was still pretty scared of what will Happen or what their reactions would knowing how they despise the Tall Blonde.
But it was now or never Right?
TIMESKIP.......
So she told everyone and they didn't even say a thing.
It probably took a few moments before they started Cheering which really made her Surprised.
"Whoa Douma was the one who did it?! Damn Sis you're Lucky that Kid is Nice as Heck!" I know real Gross but Kanae said so.
"Yeah He helped around the Orphanage for a Few weeks and the Kids loved him" Gyomei followed up making the Woman even more Confused.
"He may have been a Pervert before but I can definitely tell that he changed, He even helped Mitsuri when I was gone for a while" Iguro admitted, remembering the time he had some work and Mitsuri had nobody to watch over her while she was probably already a Week in her Pregnancy.
"Hate to admit it either but Kid changed but he's still on my Watch list" Sanemi snickers while Sekiro tried doing his Father's Facial Expression which was Adorable.
"W-What?" Shinobu mutters out while the others just Laughed.
"If he is the father then Tell him already, He'll definitely understand" Satsuki encourages her but she was still a bit hesitant.
But with everyone's encouragement she finally did so.
And that brings us to Giyu still looking at the two.
He was completely broken, everything inside just Shattered.
He didn't even notice it but he was Indeed crying which the Two noticed and good thing he had a Hoodie or Else they would've known.
Shinobu seeing this walked to the Man who didn't even notice her Underwhelming Presence.
"Um.. Hello Mister? You seem sad, Are you Okay?" She Approached him, which sent him back to his Senses.
He was Spooked and almost jumped from the Sound of her Voice but he managed to Stay Cool and even wipe his tears.
"O-Oh No I'm just Happy... My Sister is Pregnant so I'm excited on being an Uncle" He lied, while Shinobu was still a Bit hesitant.
"Well if you say so and By the Way what's your name?" She asked him and this made him freeze.
"I'm... Uhh... What...." He tried speaking but he couldn't get the words through and this made the Woman suspect even more.
"You sure you okay? You seem a little Shaken" she spoke, while Giyu still couldn't even stutter a Word.
"No.. I'm.. uhh.. Fuck..." He whispered but it was Clear to the Doctor who was already suspicious.
She then noticed the Man's Voice and his Eyes which Drowned her Thoughts.
"Giyu...." She Muttered out loud, making the Said Man stop and look down.
"Kochou...." The Man muttered, Taking his Mask off before running the Fuck away from her.
Shinobu just stood there. Tears running down her Cheeks and with her Heart Aching after so Long.
"Damnit...." She Sorrowfully muttered, while Douma who excused himself for a Second to go find something which was a Teddy Bear with a Rainbow colored Tie looked at his Fiance's expression.
"Shinobu! Holy Fuck are you alright Love?!" The Tall blonde panicked while the Petite woman just Sniffles and wiped her Tears.
"No *Sniff* it was nothing... Just tears of Joy" she lied, which made the Blonde sigh and Kiss her Cheek.
But in reality it was Tears of Sorrow and Happiness knowing the Person she once Loved is Alright but Sad to know that he probably Already loves someone else.
The song then Plays in the Malls background and With One line ringing through her head Everytime.
"And I don't know what to do, Cause I'll never be with You~~"
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A/N- Ooofffff Very Sad indeed.
See you next time Little Hellspawns!
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