A/N Breakdown Chapter or probably a chapter of flashbacks of very very bad memories and I named it after the Imagine Dragons song Demons, plus it's very fitting.

Also a warning for depression, bad language, rape, and more suicide.
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A few years later.......

Giyu's POV

So it's probably been almost 6 years since I showed Shinobu the sword. And ever since then we got closer.

Highschool life isn't that bad. I mean Douma's here so a really bad point and also with the girls from different grades always chasing me like a chicken.

But overall not that bad. I mean I already found a few of the other Hashiras with me.

Iguro and Mitsuri are on my chemistry class with Shinobu.

Sanemi and Gyomei are with Tsutako-nee and Kanae.

Douma is on our class and proclaimed as the class pervert and is hated by a ton of girls except Daki the girl who's Upper Moon 6 (Worst than Mineta).

And I heard that Shinobu is having a baby sister today. It made her leap out of joy that she's not gonna be the youngest among the family.

Plus I also found Tanjiro's parents in this era. Also with Crybaby and Boarhead.

And the best part is Oyakata-sama actually remembers everything, weird right?

But I was actually glad, since I felt lonely  for being the one to burden all of this bad memories.

And Oyakata-sama is the smartest of all my classmates, yes you heard that right he's my classmate. Well, it isn't weird since he's nearly the same age as me here and on my first past life.

And he's already arranged to wed Amane-sama and are already expecting their first child and she also learns here with us but she's Tsutako-nee and Kanae-nee's classmate.

Yes, it's legal for a 16 year old to marry here so it's okay.

And burdening the two of us with such memories we became closer like real brothers.

And the best thing is his not sickly like before and he's not blind! And he's also as tall as me!

And I realized how much he looked like Muzan since he is his descendant.

But the relativity is undeniable.

Same eye size, jet black hair, and the only difference is Muzan's eyes are plum red while Oyakata-sama has dull purple eyes that looks like lavender scented shampoo.

It was really fun, but the girls are a pain in the ass. Always stalking me like a lion waiting for it's antelope.

Plus that Daki girl is always confessing to me, like every fucking day.

It was amusing at first, since she looked desperate but then she went on and on until I lost my cool and punched her.

I know your probably thinking 'Why'd you punch a girl? That's a crime!' but let me explain.

After I rejected her infront of Shinobu who was holding my hands as we were about to walk home, she suddenly ran infront of us slapped Shinobu and screamed at her.

Then my vision got blurry I saw a demon in front of me and my Demon Slayer instincts still worked (weirdly) and I suddenly saw her on the ground holding her abdomen as she was coughing up blood and saliva.

It was a mess, her brother Gyutaro almost murdered me, I got scolded by Mr. Watanabe, and worst of all is Shinobu slapped me and never showed up for 3 months.

I was shocked when she slapped me, I looked at her back as she ran away not even looking back at me.

Every day after the incident I had nightmares of all the past lives I lived, of how fate decided to fuck up this promise and destroy each chance I get closer to having Shinobu's part of the promise to be fulfilled.

At the first few days I only ignored it and tried drowning it with thoughts like 'What's Tommorow's Breakfast?' 'What would happen if I don't review?' all the time just to never mind this shit memories.

Then when the first month came I was always up, never wanting to remember those shitty tries that only led to grief.

I was always late at school arriving at lunch everytime.

I couldn't move too much since my body was as heavy as a mountain.

My eyes were becoming duller than the deepest shade of blue.

My skin paled so much I was mistaken to be dead every time I get sent to the clinic, if I ever pass out.

My sister had to carry me home, which amazed me since she has a very lean body and I weigh as much as a sack of rice.

And every time I stand up I feel like the world's longest earthquake is happening, and I was the only one feeling it.

It was so fucked up...

My grades went plummeting to an eternal abyss.

Teachers and fellow students taught I had a terminal disease, and I was at the stage of dying.

And my mom and dad had to homeschool me for 3 more months after that, yes I am in bed right now thinking about all this shit your reading and also with the author who is also lying in bed writing this.

But who am I kidding I got a chance to show Shinobu I was a kind person and what did I do? I fucking punched a hoe in front of her innocent eyes.

But here I am suffering like I had a terminal disease, and I was basically in my death bed.

Plus the dreams wouldn't stop there.

I also dreamed about the future if we all died in that battle against Muzan.

I saw the whole world burning down... Demons feasting on corpses... 
Muzan sitting on a throne made out of human parts, organs, bones, and entrails.

I could even hear the shouting of the spirits of those who passed.

And the worst part for me there was seeing Shinobu as a demon...

She was used as a toy, a pleasure machine for all male demons. And I saw her eyes crying for help.

She was looking through my soul and I couldn't do anything, I tried saving her but as I got close I only passed through her and the demon who was making her suffer as he only laughed and tried raping her even more.

The worst part about it is Douma was the one raping her. I wanted to fucking crush his skull and castrated his 1 inch dick but I couldn't, I was only a mere ghost.

I turned around only to see my severed head, and the others remaining entrails.

I sat up sweating bullets, my bed looked like I took a huge piss on it.

My body was shivering, I felt like a crumbling cookie about to be swallowed whole.

It was fucking awful, I could even eat my shit that's covered in the grossest things ever then shit it out again then repeat it till I'm dead and that would be even easier. But seeing the woman I love be violated and almost killed from too much of the torture made me want to hurl a whole universe out.

I wanted to scream, I wanted to shout but I couldn't. My throat was too dry, I couldn't even mumble a single word.

I wanted to die again, but I promised to never end my own life this time but the feeling of dying was swelling up inside me.

I wanted to never suffer again, I wanted to live in heaven alone and lonelier than ever, I wanted no pain.

I thought why not end the misery and live another one later?

I got my pocket knife, sliced my arm more than 30 times on each hand and then got the old rusted blade I still kept in remembrance of Shinobu Kochou, the real one.

I stabbed myself in the chest for 10 times, each stab getting less and less painful as I dropped down feeling cold.

"Sorry... Kochou" Those were my last words, then everything went black.

I know you're wondering 'Didn't you say you were lying in bed right now and was narrating this?' well here's the thing.

The moment I passed out Tsutako entered the room, she was about to give me some miso soup so I could feel better until she saw me all bloodied with the nichirin blade and Knife embedded in my torso.

She screamed and dropped the soup, everything shattered. The liquid was on the floor, mixed with my blood.

All of our surrounding neighbors heard the commotion, even Shinobu's parents.

They instantly rushed me to the hospital. I was in a critical state, the doctor told my parents that if any second later I was found I would've actually died, and they also saw the poison on the nichirin blade so they added the factor (that or the rust could've been the main factor).

Plus the bleeding was severe, I had hemorrhage in a few parts that had huge stab and cut wound in it.

My lungs were pierced by the ribs I shattered from all the stabbing, the knife I embedded my torso struck a few nerves and my spleen, the sword stabbed my liver a kidney and my pancreas (I want to Eat Your Pancreas).

And the blood flow was disturbed, so my brain stopped and my heart was temporarily dead.

The doctors even declared me dead when they couldn't revive me at first but when a faint heartbeat was seen on the monitor they went crazy and panicked thinking I became an undead creature some of the doctors who did the surgery even passed out when I suddenly woke up on the operation.

But it was a success, I didn't know if I should be happy for Tsutako-nee finding me or I should be angry at her for stopping my plans midway.

But I didn't regret it since when Shinobu visited she cried waterfalls that made Deku jealous, yes I watch MHA.

Plus when I pretended to be in a coma, yes I did that since I wanted to prank her so badly and the doctors nor my family knew that I was actually lying.

I heard her open the door as she hugged my fake unconscious body, which hurt like hell even if only a pressure of a simple caress was applied.

She was apologizing and swearing.

"I'M A FUCKING IDIOT! WHY DID I IGNORE YOU! IT'S ALL MY FAULT WAHHHHH!!!" She cried.

I decided to close my eyes until Kanae and Tsutako-nee leave the room.

It took exactly 1 minute and 27 seconds before they decided to let her be and cry it all out, while I was mentally grinning since I wondered what type of face she'd make if I sat up and said hi like I rose from beyond the grave.

I was supposed to do that until I heard nothing but eerie silence.

Then she spoke making me choke.

"Tomioka-san I know you're awake don't act like you have some coma or something" Fuck, how did she know?

"Kill joy, I only wanted to spook you a little bit" I painfully sat up and spoke.

"And when will that ever happen?" She asked as she rose her eyebrows.

"Well, I probably would think of ditching you in our wedding, isn't that scary?" I retorted as she just blankly stared at me and by the second was turning red. One point for The Water Pillar, Zero for The Insect Pillar.

"What?!" She screamed alerting the two outside and a few of the nurses outside and she was still flustered, How Cute.

Before I could reason that I was only half joking, a platoon of nurses and doctors including Nee-chan and Kanae-san.

"OH MY GOD GIYU! YOU'RE AWAKE!!! DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN OR I WILL PERSONALLY KILL YOU!" My sister threatened.

"Oh my, did Shinobu do something to jolt your brain to function again?" Kanae teased making Shinobu blush even more while I just sat up with a blank stare.

"He pranked us all, but I luckily knew he wasn't in a coma since his heartbeat patterns always spike and his breathing is uneven" Shinobu told them. And I got a lot of words imputed in my brain and a fuck ton of shots from the angry doctors and scolds from both Shinobu and my Parents.

It was a pain but it was worth it since I got Shinobu back and she doesn't ignore me now. Plus she promised to keep an eye on me like she's a hawk or something but I told my parents it was not needed but since I did almost die they denied.

And here I am telling this to you creeps lying in the hospital bed with a soundly sleeping mosquito, and by mosquito I meant this annoying shorty beside me which is the woman I fell in love with.

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A/N God this chapter is unholy may God forgive me for this but yeah thanks for reaching the end BABYE! (SEPTEMBER 2, 2020)