Another day, I didn't set the alarm, I had no reason today to do that but this body doesn't seem to like me hence waking up at 7 am it is.....

The routine went on as usual after a few moments of roaming around webtoon and weverse, amies are so cute, how can you not love the?

I had my breakfast. I... I don't know why my I didn't feel very nice today, not my mood but like a feeling on my chest. Like something bad is about to happen or something is missing.... Is something missing?

Am I missing my people?

I don't know the answer. I sat in the balcony. Staring at the railing nothing in particular was going in my brain, rather obscure thoughts.

I felt my arms being a little brushed by something, my gaze turned to my left.

Being greeted by a beautiful smile of a beautiful heart I suppose, huge dimples and an eye smile.

I feel I am falling for him more and more everyday.....

Is it a bad thing?

Is it a good thing?

Why is it a thing?

Why do my feelings matter?

Who the hell am I even?

The tacendency.

"Good morning. " He chirped lightening my mood instantly.

"Good morning. " I greeted back.

His gaze landing on the railing of the balcony.

After a few moments of finding nothing I might look at her finally asked me.
"What are you looking at? ".

" Nothing" I said giving him a small smile.

His mouth chaped as an 'O'.

The temperature outside was a little chilly. I shivered a little but not as much for him to see.

"It might start to snow in next few day. " He informed me with a smile of a kid expecting snow.

"I have never seen snow. " I said without a reason, do I need a reason to speak?

"Oh... Why? " He asked.

"I country I was from, Bangladesh. It doesn't snow there. " I said.

"Do you like snow? " He asked.

"It looks pretty on tv, I wanted to see it for real too ." I said.

"You'll like it , it's beautiful." He said.

"Do you like it? " I asked.

"Yeah, since I was a child I always love to play with snow. " He said.

Oh boy, you're still a child with that smile and dimples you make me doubt who the heck is Rap Monster, you're just Joonie right now.

"You're cute. " I said without realizing and mentally face palmed right after...

To that he didn't say anything but looked quite flustered.

"J-Jin hyung makes good hot chocolate. H-He also makes amazing tteokbobeokki, oh tteokbobeokki takes long to make. I'll go now and t-tell him to make it. " he sprinted off inside.

Seriously? So flustered, such a softie. His appearance doesn't match a thing with his personality....

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It was tteokbobeokki for lunch Namjoon didn't lie, Jin does know how to make amazing tteokbobeokki. I once tried to make it at home when my family tasted it, they warned me not to go to kitchen ever again.

I was bored sitting in my room having nothing to do.

I went to the roof. The sky was on the darkest shade of blue and the stars were crystal clear to see and mesmerizing than ever, was it with my mood. A pink, fluffy , vanilla scented if I were to explain it.

There was a bench next to the wall the roof. I sat on the bench and leaned on the wall.

The day was amazing... I wish I had a boyfriend to lean on but...

Oh, ohh its a shooting star. Its my first time seeing one. In movies they wish on it but... What more could I ask for. I already have more than my expectations.

Blink of an eye the star disappeared. I could here faint footsteps getting loud every seconds.

It was... Namjoon. A blanket could be seen draped around him , why is he looking so adorable.

"Here. " He handed me a mug of hot chocolate and sat beside me.

"Thank you. " I muttered.

He just looked at me and smiled, then started sipping on his.

I couldn't stare the star beside me so I started staring the ones on the sky.

In some moments both of our mugs were empty , he sat his mug on the floor and I followed him.

I was looking up and it felt like coaster suga being pored over my head but moment later I realized it was snow.

"A-a-a-aaaacchuuuu" I sneezed.

But without any words he just removed his blanket and then draped us too together with it.

He looked at my face, he came closer with his face. Closer. Closer. Closer. Closer and removed the snowflake over my lashes.....

What was I thinking? Why was I thinking that?

He didn't move after he removed it. He looked at my eyes, then at my lips, making me gulp. He tilted his head and..... Smashed his lips on me, his lips were warm on mine and a little moisture too, I felt.

He smelled of coffee, old books and mostly oak wood the smell wouldn't be too strong since Jungkook has rhinitis so I can't take string smells in.

He didn't do anything else then just caressing my lips with his. He pulled away for air.

"I can't take it anymore, from the last 7 years I was madly in love with you but I always cried thinking I will never even get to meet you, now that you're so close to me it has become very hard for me to control my feelings around you. If you be like this then I will lose control over my heart. Don't do this with me, I cant it anymore. " I said.

I couldn't finish my words, he cupped my cheeks with his hands and put his lips on mine. This time he moved them, gently gracing mine. But pulled away ik seconds.

"Then don't. Don't control your heart. Let your heart take the control of you. " He said in a breathy voice, I could see his smile even in the dark, the moonlight was enough.

"But you don't love me. " I opposed.

"But we can't give it a try. " He said.

I didn't want to argue, I couldn't. Even if he breaks my heart later on, I'll accept it. I have already fell for him so deep that I can't turn back.

A chance was something I always wanted. Now that I have it, I am not going to miss it.

He looked forward and laced his hands behind my back under the blanket draped around us.

I was looking at the sky, it all feels like a dream, a dream I never want to wake up from.......

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Namjoon's point of view :
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"Aaaaachhuu" She sneezed so cutely when a snowflake fell ok top of her nose.

She must be cold, she a thin T-shirt and thin so I took the blanket and draped around bother of us.

I could see another snowflake on top of one of her eye lash. I leaned close and removes it.

I didn't realize how close I came to her, my eyes stopped on her lips, I didn't know what was having, as if a daze I came closer and closer until my lips touched her's.

Mine were just resting on her, when I realized what I did, I removed them.

I didn't want to act like a coward and run away, after a few seconds when my breath and heart beat would become steady, I will apologize to her.

"I can't take it anymore, from the last 7 years I was madly in love with you but I always cried thinking I will never even get to meet you, now that you're so close to me it has become very hard for me to control my feelings around you. If you be like this then I will lose control over my heart. Don't do this with me, I cant it anymore. " She bursted out.

I never seen Jungkook more than a brother but after her, it all changed. The feelings weren't same anymore. I never thought I would think of him or her more than a friend but ifu heart beats faster when she's around and if she feels for me, I want to give it a try.

I cupped her face and kissed again. A soft one.

"Then don't. Don't control your heart. Let your heart take the control of you. " I could see her eyes examining my face.

"But you don't love me. " She opposed.

Of course I don't love you but that doesn't mean I cannot, I also want to know what love feels like. I want to try too, I am more than happy if its you.

"But we can't give it a try. " I said.

I know there's something between Hoseok hyung and Yoongi hyung , so if later ok we do grow more than friends , the boys wouldn't mind.

I took laced my hands ok her waist.

A few seconds later I could hear faint snores. What? Already? So cute. I took her head and gently played it on my shoulder.

The stars were really pretty and everything felt like a dream. I didn't know if I already fell in love or not but everything feel or what I could define as romantic, the place, the temperature, the person beside an dthe words she said. Its all feel like a movie but who cares, I am loving it.

That damn stupid smile made its way to my lips.