[4 month time jump to the day shoot]

I woke up today at 4:30 am.

Today is the day
Today is the day

Today is the day of the MV shoot and I am sup nervous.

I am the same potato who can't even hold a selfie stick perfectly and take a selfie.

How'm I supposed to dance and act in MV .

How
How
How

No
I ain't gonna be nervous, everythings gonna be okay. Everything gonna be just right I can do it.

Yeah
I can do it

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"It's gonna be alright" Namjoon tried to assure me putting his hand over my shoulder.

"I... " I didn't know what to say.

"You really practiced well, you're gonna do amazing don't worry" He said with a wide smile making a full on display of his dimples , that should be illegal. It's to intoxicating.

I nodded to him and smiled back.

He took my hand and took me to the place we needed to to be.

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We went to Bighit. ur makeup was done and shockingly they don't do that much makeup Just a bit of touch ups.

And I used to think
All kpopbidols do a lot of makeup to achieve their doll faces.

Well we all looked gorgeous but Namjoon.....
Even my Eomma would call him Oppa
He wassoooooooooooooooooooooooo cute. Damn words come short to define his beauty.

He stood next to me, I couldn't control my mouth. It was about to complement him on its own....

"You . Look . Amazing.... " Was all that came like a rush out of my mouth.

"Aww, thanks . You look cute too " He said pinching my cheeks, goodness....

I wish the earth would part and swallow me, because I want dig a whole on the 8th floor and crawl inside it. I could feel my cheeks heating up, as if all the blood of my body was was rushing to my cheeks. D's

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Soon we started dancing in front of the camera. I was scared for no reason.

When I saw Namjoon beside me , I wasn't that much nervous. He gave me courage, I guess... I wasn't that tough.

I mean it was still tough but not as hard as thought. Yeah but it took a couple of retakes.

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Wow .

The shoot finnaly finish. We all wrapped up. Went back to the dorms

Everyone went straight to their rooms. We all knew how tough today was.

I threw my self at the pillow.bI closed my eyes to drift in my thoughts. Thoughts of BTS. How I became a part of Bangtan Sonyeondan in such a short time.

Feels like family to me now.bThinking about, how I made a lot of friends here.

It is tough to believe that it has only 6 months since I am here and I already have a best friend.

Yeah, I am talking about none other than Namjoon.

Thinking now
How unbelievable it is right, I mean even a year ago he was my bias and BTS was my favorite band. It still is buti never even thought that I gonna meet them in real.

But then there also is a thing called 'Destiny'.

Yeah
Fate , destiny I ain't a one to believe all that stuff. But here I am being a witness.

I wonder what happens to my body. My family. My mom. My Mon. What happened to the world I used to belong

Did my body die. Cuz I didn't find any new pics in my insta

Did anyone cry in my funeral?

Nah. No one would, I was a vamp I was a total bitch.

Maybe only my mom and Mon.

To speak the truthbI myself won't cry on my death. How can I expect others?

I miss Mon more than anything, more than anyone. I wish she was by my side, I had a lot to tell her. I wonder how she would respond if I tell her what's happening to me? But how am I supposed to talk to her? I haven't seen her since such a long time. I wanna see her again.

Wait ,Mon. Should I visit Mon's profile.

I went to Mon's profile.

Wait , Wow. There is a pic of her with me I don't remember clicking this one .

Then how? How'd she get this picture?

When was this posted
Let's see the date
*What*
How's this possible
It's a pic from the #/8/202#. How's it possible. It's the day before yesterday.

It means... It means I am alive. I am alive.

I mean of course I am alive nut I mean my body. This means maybe Jungkook is in my place.

Maybe

But I wonder how did we switch as far as remember, the last day I was me. I mean the before me
Becoming Jungkook

I came back from college and ate lunch. Scrolled up my feeds on phone. Studied. It was really dark outside. There was thunder cracking. I went to my balcony I was just sitting there sippy tea, enjoying the rain.

The next day without any recollection of the rest of the day I became Jungkook.

What could have possibly happened? It feels like I am missing on something. How can I connect the dots? What made us switch ?

I have to think carefully

Wait a minute, Rain !!! There was rain in Seoul that day too. Is there any connection between both of us switching and the rain?

There was thunder cracking and my balcony didn't had a roof. Did I got struck by the thunder somehow.

I should ask others. Was there anything weird about Jungkook the day before I became Jungkook.

I went straight to RM's room to ask him. I know it's late but he stays up late to play piano these days.

His door was slightly open but still I knocked. Even I know some manners you know.

"Come in." I heard him so I got in.

He was sitting on the chair in front of his piano. I didn't waste time sitting. Without any hesitation I asked the question to the point.

"Hyung, did you notice anything weird or suspicious in Jungkook before I became Jungkook anything unusual?" I asked.

"Let me remember, yeah it was a bit weird . Maybe you got struck by lightning or something. It was raining so intesnce and we found you . I mean him, we found him fainted in the terrace. The doctor said it was nothing so serious" He said, recalling.

"But the next da..." He interrupted the sentence I was saying.

"The next he wasn't him, you woke up as him. Could the lightning be the reason ?"

"I was thinking the same, cuz the latest thing I remember I was in my balcony, the same as him it was raining real strong." I said.

"So does this mean..."I interrupted in my revenge for the last time , call me childish or call me tonight.

"This means we switched because of being struck by the lightning in the same time." I said. I took a deep breath as I was not sure my logic was right or wrong.

"Maybe." I continued.

{Author's note :
Eomma means mother
And Oppa means older men
But in the world of kpop Oppa refers to an idol your favorite idol}