I layed in my cold nest motionless until I saw a light race towards me. A clan appeared Star clan a tall cat looked to me he looked to be my size strong thick brown cat he told me it was not my time yet that I must go back....what if I didn't want to go back last time I did I messed up. But he assured me I would be fine looked back to the entrance witch I had come from I turned to walk back a bright light struck me it felt as if I was being slapped. I awoke in the den it looked worse then I had left it broken I could see throw the roof just had been there for awhile I stood feeling different I stumbled out to the water were I jumped back in shock my pelt had changed a bit it was reddish redish but still brown I had black stripes the side of my face had healed some also I opened my burned eye I could see everything was little red but I could see I felt stronger my fat /muscle was back I was scared but exited at the same time I went out of the den the clan was gone thorn clan...was dead. I kept walking the past couldn't hurt me any more my first time back in dream clan territory my first instinct was to find moon and fawn I found moon mask first she was in dc hanging out with friends when she looked my way she went white as if she had seen a ghost she ran to me tackling me in a hug that hurt some but not a lot I smiled thinking out loud "maybe you missed me just a little" she then slapped me yelling with teary eyed never to leave or die again I promised I didn't plan on it I followed her to get clan dark forest I didn't like dark forest. It went against everything I believed in but the will to follow and protect my sister was stronger so I went to my surprise fawn was there acting the same way tackling me down in a hug I laughed thinking they didn't remember me but they did it felt good. I stayed around while they talked soon it was getting dark I planned to go back to dream clan to rest on my way I saw many cats pass me one I didn't see ass well but I could tell she had stopped to look at me she followed me back until I turned to her my eyes met hers I then knew it was Sly cry I smiled hugging her for some reason I felt a Weird feeling she hugged back crying and mad if course also telling me never to leave her again then I relived did I like sly? I said it out loud with out knowing I did it out loud I said I missed her and..I loved her ...now at that point I didn't know who was blushing more me or her she said it back and we Nuzzled a few days later I wanted her to be my mate she agreed Ever green would had wanted me to move on moving on with his sister in the other hand was a different story. I was happy again back to my old self some what but soon a normal life would soon leave for having a easy life was to hard to have for me soon me moon and her new kit alpha would start a fight I would soon turn into a fight I didn't know how to win did I stay by moon and try to gain creek stars trust or did I leave and go back to my mate I didn't want to make the same mistake twice. Last time I choose to stay and help Ever got sick and died with out me by his side would now be different was this why I came back....to fix the mistake I had done was star clan telling me to be by my mates side now to let everything go on with out me trying to save it ....would moon be mad at me ? I was tired but...I stayed going fighting for her even when I could not walk or when I broke my leg I kept going with out her knowing there was nothing for me there was my life over helping others for so long ? Could I finally relax and enjoy my gifts of right now my new mate by my side star clan watching over me maybe I would not go to dark forest when I died after all maybe star clan had forgiven me I still didn't know I wanted to ask for help but who would I go to that would understand I hated decision like this making them stressed me out especially When it was about family and a war if it went down.