FYNN CARTER

Remind me why I am staring again?

"You.. You". This bad. I'm never out of breathe. "I have something of yours". I said, raising her history note up and in no time, she jerked it out of my hands, glancing through it. She looked back at me, and I was so sure she was about to ask about her diary, but then she paused looking behind. Almost twenty percent of the whole school were staring at our little encounter. Is this a show to them?. "What the fuck are y'all staring at?". I asked angrily. And with that, everyone began to disappear, including her dick of a friend that was with her minutes ago. Staring back at her, she looked scared but she wasn't running. Why?

"Well, thanks for the book". She paused, and I really know what she was about to say next. "You made me miss an assignment on my second day of school. So thanks dickhead". Okay, wasn't expecting that.

Wait.. What?

She just called me a dick, the very first girl to do so. Such a nerve. I should be annoyed, but no, I'm really amazed. I moved closer to her, and every steps I took, she took hers backward till she was glued to the wall. I inched closer, and I could really see the fright on her face. "Did you just call me a dick head?".

"Yes.. You're". She stammered.

"You really have a death wish you know?" I smirked, and I was really expecting her to be scared.

She moved closer to me, only a feet apart. "If you're going to kill me, you might as well give me my book to keep.. Then you can go ahead".

"By other book.. Do you mean diary??".

"Yes my diary... Where's it?". She raised her eyebrows, waiting for me to reply her. " Somewhere safe". I said.

"Well, there's no where safer than it being in my possession... So, give it back".

"No". Jeez, I couldn't just stop staring at her blue eyes. If she's truly Meira, does she remember me? Even if its a little?. Looking down to her lips, it's so pink and looks soft.

Oh oh Fynn, what's going on here?

"No". I jerked away, creating a big distance between us.

"No?". She asked, looking confuse. Well, I shouldn't have said the second 'no' out loud. I was only trying to caution myself from staring at her lips but either ways, I'm still not returning her diary. "No".

"No??". She asked again.

Jeez, doesn't she get already. "Gosh, are you retarded? I said no". I barked. If only smoke could come out of someone's ear when they are angry, then Avira's would be on fire right now.

"Huh?.. Who the fuck do you think you're are?".she screamed, and I was more shocked when she pushed me hard in my chest but I didn't stir. "Its my diary... You have no right to not give it back, you douchebag". She pushed me again, "Idiot, Imbecile, Jerk, Orangutan". She was about to push me again when I got hold of her hands. She didn't just called me an Orangutan. I couldn't help but stare at her. Who the fuck is this girl. No girl, I mean no one has ever screamed at me like this in ages.

I cracked up, laughing hard. "Really?.. You just called me an ape. Oh my, I like you".

Wait, what?

What the fuck did I just said. There's no way i should be liking her, she's rude. Well fynn, you deserve it. But still, she's not scared of me. She's different, maybe that's why I like her.

Enough fynn, you dare not like her..

I groaned at my thoughts as I pushed her hands down. "Get this, I am not giving you back your diary. Okay?. Not until I know you're not going to run to the principal's office and tell him that my guys and I are behind the smashing and crashing. Okay?".

"You know what?. You can shove the diary in your fucking ass, you loaded bag of nonsense, piece of shit. Too bad your mother didn't train you well. If she did, I bet you wouldn't treat people like trash". And that was it. I snapped, gripping her neck so tight before I realize what I was doing.

Shit!.

I dropped my hand immediately. Fuck. " Don't you dare talk about my mother". I turned walking away. I so much want to kill her right now.....

AVIRA SMITH

"Tell me its not true". Bianca demanded as I closed my locker.

Its closing hour and I so badly crave my bed. I'm tired and I need to sleep it off. Fynn had almost strangled me earlier and my neck still hurt. Second death experience on my second day in this damn shitty school. Don't blame me. I didn't mean to bring his mum into the conversation, but he stepped on my anger button. My mouth has no filter whenever I'm angry. "What?". I asked

"You and fynn". She answered, and it was that moment Edward and Gina came to join us. "Rumours everywhere. Jeez, bianca. Calm down".

Edward cuts in. "Cmon French girl. Why don't you tell them about yours and fynn encounter after chemistry. What happened between you too and how the fuck did he had your history note?".

"I.. Ehm.. I lost it. Ehmm, yesterday". I lied. Well, not entirely a lie.

"Yesterday??". They all said simultaneously, and I rolled my eyes at that. "you know, you guys really need to stop doing that".

"Fynn, wasn't in school yesterday. Durh. Say something else, maybe then we'd believe you". Gina said persistently.

Jeez, why can't I lie to save a life.

"I don't know about that. I.. I mean, all I know is that, I misplaced it yesterday and maybe he prolly saw it somewhere today". Please buy that.

Bianca rolled her eyes. "And why would he care to return it back. He wouldn't even pick it up for you".

"Maybe he has a good side". Don't tell me?.. I know I suck at lying.

"Oh, you mean like the way he gripped you harshly today?". Edward blabbed.

"Maybe he also has a jerk side. You know, whatever. He returned my book and after today, I'm really sure he'd never want to see me again". That's right. I messed things up. If he hates me before, he prolly hates me more now. Have been thinking about it, and have decided to apologize tomorrow. Then he can trust me and return my diary to me. Then I'd never take it out of my room again. Yes, that's what I'd do tomorrow. I jerked out of my thought as Gina snapped her fingers, my usual habit. "Earth to you avira". She said.

"Huh? You said something?". I asked.

"I said, do you have a ride or should I drop you at your house?". She repeated.

Jack had called earlier. "Oh no, thanks. My dad's on his way". First time, I'd be saying the word dad. It didn't sound right, but I really don't want them asking why I do call him jack.

"You mean Jack?". Edward asked.

"You know him?". I'm tired of hearing everyone admit that they know me or my father.. Why is this town so small. Back in Paris, I was only recognized because my mom is a good doctor. But here.. Jeez.

"Yes, my mom schooled here with your dad". He said.

"And my mom?".

"Who doesn't know your mom in town.. Sara the.. the..". He drawled not wanting to say much. "I.. I have to leave.. Bye guys". He kissed bianca as he ran out. Looking at the look on Bianca and Gina's, I knew there was something I didn't know about. "What did he meant by that?". I asked.

"I don't know". They both said simultaneously. "See you guys tomorrow". Gina added, running off.

I looked at bianca. "So.. Are you not running like the others?".

"Nah, I will wait till Jack comes over.. Let's go". She held my hand as we both headed to the parking lot, seating on a passers by seat. "Its nice to have you here Avira". She smiled.

Bianca's hands on mine. I was really grateful for having her in my life. "Its nice having you too". From behind, I saw the rebels entered the parking lot. They all stared at me for a while, and I could bet they were making comments about me. Jasper and Kim entered a white jeep. Then Dennis entered a yellow sport car. Jeez, his family must be so wealthy. And Fynn, a motorbike... Really?. The most dangerous ride ever.

I'd prefer a gunshot into my skin than climb that...

He wore his helmet, revving the engine, he rode pass and I couldn't even tell if he had looked at me or not. They all drove by, remaining Zara, who had began to walk towards us. "Oh oh, Zara's coming over. I really need to go. Bye". She stood up.

"Wait.. Ya leaving me?".

She laughed. "Maybe I am". And with that, she ran off.

Popping her gum out loud, Zara smirked. Jeez, crazy bitch, slut.. "I'm sorry I chased your lover away". She chuckled. Gosh, I really don't like her.

"Well, I see you're aware about that". Wait, what.. "lover?"

"Cmon don't pretend. Your secret is safe with us. Who could have guessed little miss French girl is into girls".

Safe with us? Into girls?. "Hey, what the fuck are you saying?".

"Oh cmon, we saw you and Bianca together. She moulded her hands around yours. And you looked at her with passion. We might be far, but we saw it clearly. The spark". She laughed.

"What spark? Ya clearly out of your mind, You and your dumb shit friends". Yes, I said what I said and I meant it.

"Don't you dare cross the line". Zara looks mad. Heck, I'm mad too. I moved closer to her, not thinking. Well I know I have a death wish, someone told me earlier. "What line huh?".

"Hey princess.. I'm actually in a good mood. Don't mess it up. Trust me, you don't wanna make me mad". She popped her gum loudly with a smirk. "You don't". Just then, I saw my dad park his car behind us. "Hey Mr jack".

"Zara, how are you doing?". Jack asked.

"Trust me, I am doing better". And she went ahead and place her arms around mine, smirking. "I and Avira are getting along just fine".

"Ah ah, that's good".

I rolled my eyes at Jack's response, entering the car. "Can we go now, please".

Jack started the car. "Alright Zara, have a nice day and tell your dad I'd be glad to visit during the weekend".

"We'd be expecting Jack. Make sure you bring Avira. And I hope you aren't missing your Juliet. Your special French Juliet.". Zara pressed. Who is she talking about?

I saw jack forced a smile. "Seems Romeo is perfectly fine.. bye girl". He reversed as he left the school. "She wasn't being nice right?".

"Well I'm glad you know she's a total jerk".

"She's a rebel, doesn't go by the laid rules. She reminds me of someone. Zara was sent to the military school last year. Trust me, not up to two month, she was rejected. Turns out, even the military couldn't handle her. Most times her father regrets that she was born".

That was supposed to be a great comeback and was meant to be funny. But it also triggered something. "Just like the way you regretted I was born huh?". Jack stopped the car, looking at me. He looked so pained. I cut him of before he could open his mouth to feed me lies. "I don't want to hear anything. Please, drive".

"Maybe one day, just one day, you'll realise that you're my everything and i regret not having you in my life". he said, as I looked away, tears rolling down my cheeks.

Maybe one day, just one day, he'd realise I needed him all my life....

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Chapter six completed and I hope y'all loved it.
Am not feeling myself lately, have lost my energy and vibes.. And I feel so drained.
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