FYNN CARTER

"You need to calm down dude". Jasper said not trying to move closer. They all knew to well that when I am angry, I usually destroy.

Yes, I am so mad right now. The audacity of her to talk bad about my mum. "Who the fuck does she think she is? Huh?".

"Calm down bruh!" Dennis looked worried on my behalf, but mostly because I was busy passing my aggressions on his mom's kitchen possessions.

"She mentioned my mom's name". I said, breaking another glass. "she doesn't even know a damn shit about us". I hit another cup.

"Calm down Fynn. If you keep on breaking more of my mom's favourite cup, trust me, I'll be dead by this time tomorrow".

"Avira, that girl with the loose mouth. Instead of breaking Dennis mom's cup, why don't we go get her. Maybe if you pass the anger on her by removing her tongue, she'd learn not to speak bullshits again". Jasper said.

"Jasper is right. We'd go get her now". Dennis added. And that's what we should be doing now. We should be teaching that b*tch a lesson. But is that what I really want?.

Kim cuts in. "No more violence remember..".

This time Zara stood up with anger written all over her face and I am really sure she's about to say something crazy. "Oh please. That bitch deserves more than violence. I really had the urge to kill her today. She's really annoying. If she doesn't control her mouth, I'd be the one to cut her tongue and I'll feed it back to her". She motioned her hand to touch me. Doesn't she get? I'm hot in anger.

"Don't touch me Zara" I threatened, taking my bike key. "I'm going to the wood house". They all frowned saying 'No way' in sync. "You're not going to that place man. You literally disappear anytime you go there". Dennis pointed out.

"Well that's what I need right now or else I'll kill Avira. So outta my way". They all parted for me as I went out of Dennis mansion.

Avira Smith, she has no right to say trash about my mother. About the woman who drove her to school today. About the woman that gave her the smile I misses. About Rosa. Maybe she doesn't know Rosa is my mother, but still she had no right to say those words to anybody's mother. Fuck her!. She's even into girls, what a French slut. I hate her, yes, she had stepped on my toe and I really do not want to see her till I calm down, or else I'd kill her.

Fuck her!..

AVIRA SMITH

"Pass me the salt please". Scarlet whined. I know what she's up to. Ever since we all sat down at the dinning table, I and jack hasn't said a word. She has been trying to start even a mini conversation. She's just a cute little girl.

"Sure princess". I said, passing the salt to her.

"So tell me about school Avira". Rosa joined. Can we just have a peaceful dinner. I'm so tired, I want to sleep.

"School is great, it's fun. I made friends. Just like my stay in Paris, people come over for love advice and tips and have gained more followers on Instagram. Well, excluding the stares and little whispering which I don't like, I am cool with the school". I forced a smile.

Rosa knew i wasn't in the mood but still continued. "And any guy?". She winked and I choked at that. They all raised their cups to me and I accepted Scarlet's. I'm definitely not accepting water from the man that abandoned me and neither do I want him to feel bad by accepting Rosa's own. Let's say I still have a little humanity in me. I gulped the water, taking a deep breathe. "Do you wanna kill me Rosa?".

She laughed. "Oh cmon.. It's just a question".

I rolled my eyes at that. Avira you really need to stop choking whenever you eat.

I remembered when I had choked during lunch when the rebels walked in. This like the hundredth time I remembered Fynn ever since I came from school. Why the fuck is he in my head?. "Nope.. No guys. I only have a guy friend. He's like a new best friend to me. Edward". I looked at jack, remembering the words Edward had said earlier. The truth is, I lost my mood ever since then. "Edward Gorey".

Rosa gasped. "Gorey?".

"Yes Gorey. He's a good friend of mine and he said his mom is a good friend of yours dad. Care to say something about that?". I looked at jack and then at Rosa. There's definitely something wrong. "He also said my mom is well known in town. How is that possible?. To what I recalled, its been twelve years since we left for Paris. He also said she's Sara the... the.. Mind completing it for me??". Jack dropped his fork as he stood up. He has the anger expression. "Yeah, that's what I feel man. Anger".

Rosa touched scar. "Cmon scarlet, go upstair now". And with that, she ran up. "Avira, please stop".

"No Rosa. My mom is Sara the what?". I screamed.

"If Gorey's son already told you, why do you wanna hear it from me". Jack said, sounding so hurt.

"Because he didn't. He didn't tell me. But I know you know it, so spill out".

"Sara the slut". He screamed back. "Is that what you wanna hear. Huh?".

I can't just think straight. "Shut the fuck up". Tears were now rolling down my cheeks. "If you weren't my so called father, I'd slap you so hard. My mom is not a slut. You're the beast that abandoned the family. I hate you, I hate the fact that you shamed her and she still praises you and still wanted me here to spend time with you. I hate you". I pushed him as I ran out of the house.

I could hear Rosa screaming at him. "Really Jackson? Estas os loco? Are you crazy? Do you really have to say those words? Huh?. You're here trying to build back your relationship with her and boom, you destroyed it. Get out of my house".

I ran upstair to my room, piling all my clothes back into my luggage. I have to leave here.

Avira calm down. Where the fuck are you going to go?.

My mind kept asking me and I'm tired, I hate it here. I fell on the floor crying, i have never felt so alone. My mom hasn't called since I came and she hasn't replied my texts. I'm stuck here in Washington, with the man that abandoned me and is now calling my mother names.

I jerked up as my dad opened the door. "What the fuck do you want?. Sotir! Get out!!".

"Avira, please hear me out. You think I'm the bad guy but i am not". He looked at my packed bag. "Please". He wanted to touch me but I hit his hand off. "Don't touch me. Stay away from me". I ran out of my room, downstairs and out of Jack's house. It was late already. My only escape was Rosa's house, so I ran over to knock. "Rosa please, open up". She did and I hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry, please let me in".

"Of course Darling, come in". I followed. She was about to say a thing but I went ahead to cut in. "Please can I spend the night here?. I don't want to go back to that house".

She sighed. "Avira, your father loves you".

"No please. I don't wanna hear. Are you gonna let me in or should i run away?".

She smiled. "Consider this your second house dear".

"Thanks. I'd take the couch".

"What?.. Hell no. Trust me, have slept on that couch and I had pains the next day. I can bet you'd need massage tomorrow". She laughed. "Follow me".

I went up the stairs with Rosa. She slowly opened a door, wow. The room was painted in white. Everything was the colour white, the rug, the table, the chair, bed, curtains, the book shelves and even bed lamps. Its lovely. I looked at Rosa, she had an unhappy look on her face. "This is my son's room".

"Oh! if you don't mind, I'd gladly take the couch".

"No. Its been three years since he slept in this room. I'd be so happy to see someone sleep here. Please feel free Avira. Good night". She forced a smile, walking out.

The room is so beautiful. I went over opening the curtain, I sighted my room window which was only like six feet apart. All I need to do is climb the tree branches and enter my room. Wow. I jumped on the bed, its so comfortable. If I was the owner of this room, I'd never give it up. Why did Rosa's son leave?. Three years ago? Wow, that's too long. Could he be dead?. No he's definitely not dead. Rosa still has the hope in her eyes that he's doing fine. But why the heck would he abandon his mother and sister. He's such a jerk, an idiot.

If only my mother wanted me around the way Rosa hoped to have her son around.

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It's my ninth day in forks Washington. Ever since my first and second day in forks high, trouble had stayed far away. Probably because Fynn had skipped school throughout the past week. I hadn't seen him for seven days now, and I think of him every time. I kinda miss those emerald eyes. Zara wouldn't stop looking at me with death glares, and the rest of the rebels kept smirking whenever they see me.

Strange morons.

Edward decided to avoid me after i confronted him the next day. He said nothing and walked away and since then, he doesn't eat lunch. He avoided me completely. Bianca skipped lunch too, she spend most of her time with her boyfriend, Edward. And Gina most times, is always busy with school news. That's why for the past three days have had to eat lunch alone.  

I opened the door with the key Rosa had given me. Have been staying in Rosa's room, completely ignoring jack. I want nothing from him and since Rosa is treating me well, I'm okay here. I read a note glued to the fridge. 'Hey Avira. Scar won't let me be. She wanted to go to the carnival fair. I'll be back soon. Xoxo'.

The carnival fair. Have heard people talk about it in school. I'd really like to go. Rosa said its always fun and there'd be lot of people there, including people from school.

I walked up the stairs, so I'm home alone. On my way to my room, sorry –Rosa's son room– I noticed her room door was slightly opened. I know I shouldn't peep, but like I said, curiosity is what-

The room was totally different from her son's. There was an old piano and I was really intrigued. So Rosa plays. I walked over to the piano pressing different keys.

Don't ask, I really don't know anything about musical please.

Another thing caught my attention. Awards.  I moved closer. 2014 best student in forks middle school, Scarlet Carter. She has lot of awards. Wow, basically she's good at everything. The next roll was Rosa's awards. She had six. wow, basketball... Who could have guessed that?.. I looked at the last award on the shelf but I jerked up hearing footsteps behind me. Turning back, I saw Rosa glaring at me and I had mistakenly fallen two awards down. Thank goodness there was no damages. Rosa looks so angry..

"Rosa.. Ehm, Piano.. Door open.. I'm sorry Rosa. I'm really sorry". I begged. I saw her angry emerald eyes became serene.

"Its okay. Didn't expect to see you here that's all". She smiled.

She's so cool. "I shouldn't have entered. I'll leave now". I bent down to pick up the awards that had fallen down. One belonged to Rosa, so I placed it at the upper roll. While the other belongs to Fynn, that must be her son's, so I placed it at the last roll on the shelf which has close to eleven awards. He's really good at things. Football, he was the best quarter back. Best student of the year 2016. "Your son is really good". Her expression changed to a sad one. Jeez, can't i just take the hint and walk out. "I'm sorry once again". I was about to pull the doorknob, when my retarded brain thought of something.

Fynn. Fynn Carter. Carter.

Rosa's son is Fynn Carter. The emerald eyes, the Spanish accent. Fynn is Rosa's son. I looked back at Rosa. "Fynn Carter is your son?".

Her eyes lit up immediately. "You know him?".

"Yes, we talked". Mehn, the school bad boy is my neighbor's son.

"You talked? How is he doing? Does he attend classes?".

"He's fine". Liar. Its so obvious Fynn is not fine and that's because of me.

Wait, hold on, how is it my fault...

Of course it is me. Last week Tuesday, I had said shit and that had made him so angry. I insulted his mom, Rosa. And since then, he hasn't come to school. He skipped because of me.

Hold on, he probably skipped school before, I shouldn't be putting the blame on me.

I jerked out of my thought as Rosa held my hand. "Is he being nice?".

I nodded. Fynn is far from being nice but I don't really want Rosa upset than she already is. "He's learning to be nice". I paused. "Ehmm, what happened?. Why isn't he here?. Its so clear that you love him and wants him around. So, why isn't he here?".

"I want him here. But he doesn't".

"That's a lie". Yes I am sure of that. Fynn had almost strangled me because I talked ill of his mother. "He loves you".

I saw a tear fall down her emerald eye. "I know. I know he does". Moving closer, I hugged her tightly. I needed a mother, and she needed her child. We're just alike. "He'd come around. You'd see".

I'd do everything to make sure of that.

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