Sophie POV:

⚠️(TW MENTIONS AND ATTEMPTED SU!C!DE)⚠️

Where to from now? I wish I knew. Irena was missing, the Neverseen on the loose, and now trolls? Gods, I can't catch a break.

I came here to get away from the Lost Cities, the Lost Cities are now coming to me. First Keefe, then Biana, and now all of their problems! At this point, I wish that Amy didn't tell me....

I wish that I could've just been normal! I had something going! Ugh, college is overrated. So is love, friendship, and really life in general. I wish that I didn't exist. Life would be so much easier. Curse the black swan, and Oralie, and everyone that had anything to do with my creation.

I wish-

My life is hard, why not end it.

It would spare a lot of people from future hurt.

I'm sobbing now, crawling up the stairs to the roof of the dorms.

It'll be better for everyone.

Keefe POV:

I was coming to discuss game plan with Sophie, and it took me 11 knocks to realize she wasn't inside, but was the source of the sobbing I heard coming from...

... the roof.

The rushing of my blood and pounding of my footsteps is all I heard when I bounded up the stairs with a speed that could win medals. I can't lose her, not again. I shoved open the door, breaking it off, as my eyes adjusted to the bright morning sun.

And there she was.

Climbing up onto the ledge, about to jump.

Oh, gods she was about to jump. Her sobs rattled my bones. No, no, no, no... "NO!" That time, the sound came from my mouth as I ran up and grabbed her middle, pulling as hard as I can. 

She was about to jump.

She didn't turn around to see who stopped her, she didn't shove me away, either. She just sat there, sobbing. I embraced her, pulling her head against my chest. We sat there for a while, me hugging her and whispering reassuring words to her, and her just sitting there.

I didn't think it was possible for anyone to sit there that long, just crying, but she did.

What was attempted at 9am ended up being a sob-session until 10pm. And then she finally fell asleep. I sighed a sigh of relief. She's alive, and safe, and in general, ok. 

I carried her back into her room, brought her food and sat down on the couch, pulling out my phone. Tomorrow we are getting Sophie a therapist. If she's been having these thoughts a lot, it's a surprise her mind hasn't broke.

But for now, I'm gonna stay here until she wakes up. We're gonna have a long discussion about what just happened.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>{*Time skips cutely😈*}>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Sophie POV:

"REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP                           (Idk)

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

WhAt ThE sIgMa?                          (Idk)

NEVER GONNA GIVE U UP

NEVER GONNA LET U DOWN 

NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND, AND DESERT U                   (King Rick Astley)

NEVER GONNA LET U CRY

NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE

NEVER GONNA TELL A LIE AND HURT U

I JUST WANNA BE PART OF UR SYMPHONYYYYYYYÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆÆ     (idkkk😭)

DON'T WORRY

BE HAPPY                         (idk)              

HAKUNA MATATA

...

...

...

Hello darkness my old friend,                                   (idk) 

I've come to talk to you again, (hello)

LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED,                       (descendants)

I SWEAR I'M COLD HEARTED,

IDK ABOUT U, BUT IM FEELING SICK IN THE HEAD

EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT IF,                                (22 but twisted by yours truly)

I JUST GO BACK TO BEDDDDD

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP                                     (Idk)

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP

REESE'S PUFFS REESE'S PUFFS 

EAT UM UP EAT UM UP."

Keefe POV:

Oh gods, oh gods, oh gods.

Sophie's mind is broken.

Erm, yeah. At this point, I'm just creating more problems for myself. Idk why I wrote the beginning of the chapter like that, probably bcuz so many people are saying their gonna commit. I don't know if this helped or anything, but if you're having Sophie's thoughts, remember: Pain is temporary, su!c!de is permanent. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. I probably have similar problems to you, I just don't think about committing.

Anyway, I think that adding more problems is good, so I can have some plot for the sequel if I make one. I also might make a prequel, aswell. The next thing I post will probably be a rewritten chapter 1, so look out for that.

I hope you enjoyed (-ish, cuz I actually don't think this chapter is much enjoyable. Really, the SoKeefe time was the only happy thing.)!

XX-Mimi❤️