I'm now holding the piece of paper, my hands still shaking.

I leaned on the wall and slowly drift down.

I stared at the piece of paper scared of what's written on it.

I continuously shake my head convincing myself that all of this is untrue.

That I'm not too late.

Then I started to read the letter while tears still streaming down my face.

**
To My Taehyung,

How are you, jagiya? I hope you're happy now. I am writing you this just to let you know that I am doing fine even if you don't care. Don't feel guilty, okay? You just did what you needed to do and I know that that is what you want.

I decided to leave the house cause it brings back so much memories. We bought this house for us. And now that there's no more us, there's no reason for me to stay.

You know that I love you, right? I will always want and choose what makes you happy. Always remember that I will be here for you. No matter what.

I will always love you My Tae.

Chae

**

I cover my eyes with my hands but my tears just won't stop.

I smack my head continuously to knock some senses.

I messed up.

My precious Chaeyoung.

I'm so sorry.

I lied on the cold floor and curled my self just like a cocoon. My chest touching my knees. Helpless. Pathetic. Fool.

I slowly open my eyes finding myself on the room of my new apartment.

My mind was blank.

And felt that my pillows are wet.

It's just a dream.