"We are better this way."

She wiped my tears but it just continue to flow non stop.

She pulled me into a hug. Her hand massaging my back while the other is playing with my hair.

"Believe me, we are better this way."

I shake my head. "No Chae, please."

I know it's my fault. Maybe she doesn't fully trust me anymore. Maybe she thinks that I will leave her gain. It's all my damn fault.

"Why Chae?" I asked again. I removed myself from the hug and I look into her eyes. "Tell me Chae, Why?"

She just bit her bottom lip and shake her head.

"I'm scared Tae. I'm scared that you will leave me again. I'm scared that even we're already married you will still leave me. I'm--" I stop her with a kiss.

"I promise I will never leave you again. You believe in me right? Please, believe in me Chae." I cupped her small face with my hands. "Please."

"But you promised me that a long time ago. But you still leave."

I put my forehead into hers. My sobs become louder and louder. It fvcking hurts. And it's my fvcking fault.

I hugged her again.

"I'm sorry Chae. I know I made a mistake. But please believe me. I will never break my promise this time. Never ever."

"Can we talk about this tomorrow? It's getting late. I'm tired." she weakly asked me before going back under the sheets.

I nod. I understand. She don't want to answer now. I don't want to rush her.

"Okay Chae. Let's sleep. I'll wait for you. Until you're ready."

I will wait Chae. Even if it's a long wait. You are worthy of all, My Chaeyoung.