I still feel bad for Jimin. I never knew that my issue with Jia would drag all my loved ones into it.

Okay, so what happened was. Jimin's mother had set him up on a blind date with this girl named Yoona. He was very happy when he told me about her. Things were going well until we both went to meet our favorite anime artist 'Riko.'

Yoona turned out to be Riko and that was when she realized that Jimin is my friend. She hated me because she is Jia's best friend. (Such a small world I must say) And so, she broke up with Jimin.

I can't see him cry. He is my best friend and soulmate. And if my loved ones cry because of me, I can't just sit here and write this diary. If Jia hates me so much and wants to move on with Jungkook, I should remind her that I never signed those divorce papers which she gave me. In short, she can't move on because we are still married LEGALLY.

I had been waiting to give her this news because I wanted her to forgive me. If I didn't wait, she would have initiated the divorce again. I had to give her some time to calm now in order to break the news. But now that everyone is being affected because of us, I'm left with no other option.

I just don't know how I will convince Yoongi hyung. He is my idol and also Jia's brother. I'll need his blessings. I believe that we faced issues because Jia's mother never blessed us. I can't just upset her family anymore.

I hope Yoona accepts Jimin again once she learns the truth. I can live with her hate, but I know Jimin will die. How can I do this to him when I know that he genuinely liked her? I have been a bad father, a bad husband, and a bad son. I can't be a bad friend now.

Okay, why the hell did Namjoon hyung text me? Something seems urgent and I'm losing my mind now. Can anything better happen in my life? I'm fed up with my life by now.