It has been exactly 5 days since I'm writing my diary and I'm back in Seoul. Too much has happened these days. More like, my life has changed.

Jia has signed the divorce papers and has left me with my little Ji-hu. Well, I learned that she named him that because once I suggested her the name. That was sweet of her.

When I reached there, my father didn't talk to me. So I went to my room where Jia was sleeping and my son was awake, playing with his legs. My boy literally smiled and his smile is identical to mine. He also has a mole on his tiny boopable nose. I felt really happy to finally see him, hold him, play with him, make him smile, kiss him, and I didn't know that I was making some memories with him. Last memories to be precise. Because the next day I woke up, Jia had already packed their stuff to leave me for good.

I never knew that my one lie could break my house and my heart. I lied so that she would stop expecting. But I never knew she would take it as if I never loved her and married her for the sake of my career. How wrong is she!?

Well, after she went, my parents broke ties with me and Jin hyung. They asked me to never return to Daegu. I didn't hate anything that happened, but what hurt me the most was the look on my mother's face. She had been protecting me from my father's anger all these years. But this time, I saw disappointment on her face. She was disappointed in me and I hated that sight.

I went to meet Hoseok hyung, who is a lawyer and my really good friend. He asked me to search for Jia but to no avail. She had left her house. Well, her mother asked her to leave since she had divorced. She always cared about society and now I'm clueless about where she would be. Ji-hu must be suffering with her.

Why didn't she talk to me first before taking any step? Why can't she believe me? She was the one to fall in love with me, so shouldn't she be the one to understand me and trust me more than my parents? Where will I search for her now? How will I apologize? She has even changed her number.